#tua

sekejap je dah 30 tahun. rasa mcm 3-4 hari lepas umur 25. gila. but lately aku banyak fikir. bukan pasal nak settle down ke apa. banyak fikir pasal family sendiri, dan diri sendiri. umur2 mcm ni baru sedar yg tido tu kadang lagi penting dari keluar melepak dan banyakkan rehat dari keluar berhuha sana sini.

sekarang mata pun dah tak payah susah-susah nak paksa tido, lepas makan malam je, dalam kul 9 dah rasa lesu, minta ditidurkan. tak seronok. zaman awal 20 sampai mid 20, ok lagi nak force badan work sampai tgh2 malam pastu tido, n get back to work. now takleh. terasa lesu dia beb lepas keje. kadang takyah tunggu pukul 9, balik2 sampai dalam 630 tu dah out atas katil. padam

main game toksah cite la. i barely catch up now, n kena guna extra effort kalau nak layan mata dah tak awas. energy pun dah tak boleh sustain.

orang kata sindrom tua. gadamn i am really tua now.

2016 in a post, more or less.

hello. i know its a bit late for me to say a thing or two about 2016 because its already and almost masuk 2nd week of january 2017. i have been busy lately, work as always. and perhaps dah terlalu asyik sangat dgn microblogging twisder. neway, im gonna summarize about the year 2016 for me, and all the things i've done through out the year.

i think selama-selama aku bekerja ni, 2016 ni antara tahun paling aku gigih kerja. tahun2 lain gigih juga kerja tapi tak segigih 2016. dapatlah jugak membeli itu ini sikit2, kumpul barang rumah, peti ais 3 pintu, dah beli semula ps4, dapat pegi eurotrip dan sebagainya.

and yeap, finally selepas beberapa tahun, dapat pengganti untuk kerja weekend. finally i can rest a bit. kalau tak dulu hari-hari kerja, weekend pun sapu siang malam.

rasanya dalam banyak2 tahun, 2016 antara tahun di mana aku dapat habiskan few game titles, GTA 5, JC 3, quantum break, last of us, ffxv dan sebagainya. selalu satu tahun nak habis 3 game pun susah, dan agak amazing juga dapat habiskan last of us dalam masa 4 hari, u krazie?

and i personally think that in 2016, is the best year for music. banyak discover artis-artis baru, genre baru. n i moved on from storing mp3s dalam pc, kepada full-pledged spotify user with a lot of playlist. talking about digital age. and no more pirate haha since dah sub spotify.

2016 pun juga produce tv series yg best2 - blindspot, limitless, lucifer, outcast, and few others. its just like early 90s - early 00s'. best era ever. its like history repeating itself.

personal life? - pindah rumah, best decision i ever made despite ada la some part yg tak best pasal rumah baru, but doesnt matter, dah solve pun isu tu. dah kembali aman di man-cave *lucifer's lair*

besides, aku ada juga buat side income - juai android box yg dah siap di rig (boleh tengok astro ya gais, do contact me kalau berminat).

kawan-kawan pun satu satu dah settle down, ada anak siap. including attufah yg baru je engage last new year. wao. im falling behind. probably the last one standing dgn falah/wan.

love life? ended. tapi sikit pun takde rasa menyesal. probably the best lepas 2013. finally someone yg i could relate, share things with despite kena deal dgn dia punya isu konfident dan few things. such a shame it ended after giving it 2nd try. i guess were not meant to be. not now at least.

2016 - is the year of progress. a lot of things takes place, happened. some beyond my control, some not. and if you were to ask me, puas hati tak dgn diri sendiri in 2016?, yeap, puas. becos great things takes time.

2017 - is all about completing the goals, i dont have any specific goals yg di set ke apa azam ke, since last year is about progress, this year its all about getting it done.


until the next post, see ya
JA!