endscape

different

2012-01-30T11:44:00.000+08:00

everybody is trying to be different. how different is that different? all i can see is difference in wearing clothes, difference in the taste of music, difference in one's hobby, difference is belong to some social group. and i keep trying to see what lies beneath these sets of differences between each and everybody. and my answer leads me to this.

to become a trendsetter, to become different from ordinary people, to attract attention. to become well-known. and of course, to look good infront of naive people

and some of you might say, "kau pun apa kurangnya, tulis topic mcm ni" and hello, this is a private blog, not a public one, so i am disclosing this issue in my own yard and space and obviously not doing a discussion among other people. and labeling them like ustaz azhar idrus and his fan does, and yeah, fuck you haters.

in other words, to view this into a very very detailed points, let me give out an example.

in music.

case 1:
common people would listen to enya.
or shud i say very common people like the malays is very familar with zainal abidin, the very own malaysia's enya.

case 2:
rare and ohsem people listens to epica, or sigur ros
or shud i say very rare and very ohsem people listens to howard shore and nightwish

my case :
good music is just good music, there is no rarity and no super awesome in it.

this is only music, not to mention clothes type, fav restaurant. bla bla bla and the list goes on. those rare people who claims to do rare and ohsem things, you people is not that rare. dont think highly about urself. ur just another person who does seek for acceptance in others people life. proving that ur just trying to be better than everyone else. u may fool and deceive the stupid ones, young kids, naive people. but u aint fooling the whole world.

look, it doesnt matter what u do, what u wear, what u listen, or where do u belong to. as long as ur humble, its okay. everybody is calling each other BBNU, and might not really aware that urself is the real BBNU.

its like the case that i really hate hijabsters while u guys hating K-POPs. the war goes on. final score, we both achieve nothing,

waste, u, us, we all.

2012-01-28T02:14:00.000+08:00

this year, 2 of my best friend broken up their engagement. due to some stupid reason which i find that kinda rather really stupid.

lets make em short.

case 1 : the girls cheated on my friend. after 7 years of being together. they known each other since form 3. and whats make it complicated is my friend is already with another friend of mine, and he leave this girl to go to this girl who broke their engagement.

case 2 : the stupid malay culture problem, langkah bendul. i am very pissed of listening to this guy story, langkah bendul my ass, malay culture can go and suck my balls. nak kawin dgn gelfren tapi di sebabkan kakak dia tak kawin lagi, u gotta buy those things for 2 person. butoh apa culture mcm ni? yes and that girl is a syed lineage, which consist of arab and malay culture. i had this experience once.

look, to me, ini bukan soal jodoh. i mean like, ok jodoh is jodoh. and restu thinggy? duh its u who getting married and i think the blessing is coming from god, not both ur parents. i dont think this 2 cases is that hard. but people end up with their solution. which is running away from the problem. not breaking their old man's heart instead of its okay to break urs.

and this proves that love doesnt mean shit, love is just wasting time, money, energy, heart and soul. to me, parents issue if ur really2 love that person, this means nothing. redha atau tak redha, is not on their hands. morally yes, guilty as charged, but in the terms and perspective of my own opinion, this is not more than just you go againts ur parents, and religion vs culture.

i personally had experience where i spend so much during lovey dovey moments. this and that. time, energy, heart and soul. and in the end everything turns to dust. wasted. heart is broken till now. the pain is still felt till today. i cant imagine myself on being on their shoes. must be painful. everynight u'll tryna figure out how the hell u gonna sleep. what are u gonna do when u finish ur work, what to do when ur boring. whos u gonna talk to. the emptiness comes in and consume the living hell of u.

cinta sampai mati, sayang awak sangat2, when it comes to parents. BUTOH. binded and bounded by both family relations and culture, love is cheap. fucking cheap. i dont know what u guys might think. but to me, this wedding thingy i dont think that u cant handle by urself. i mean, look at u. u can manage urself. of course u can manage ur own wedding. there is no need to hold that grand event wedding of the year, there is no need to tell the whole world that ur getting married. back to basic. back to how islam marriage shud be carried out.

persetankan culture, persetankan adat, persetankan kehendak. lain lah kalau ada terminal disease, or things that is really2 fatal, i know that jodoh dan pertemuan di tangan tuhan, but at least TRY a bit before quitting, can?

i hope there is no more case like this in the future, pity my buddies, bercinta mcm nak rak berpuluh taun. in the end, mcm ni? fucking cheap girls. really. cheap ass mother fucker

amore

2012-01-25T13:02:00.000+08:00

amore. its an italian word for love.

and i quote : "take me as i am not one of your options if your plan is failing"

its been a while since i become a lonely wolf. i dont even know how to mingle around, and its quite awkward for me just to return txt and calls to any girls i've befriended with. i am not in the comfort zone, either a friendzone. its more to a stranger zone and "keep urself out from the distance" zone.

to this degree, i only had few female friends which can be classed into ex-classmates, officemate & ex-clanmates. which is i take them all as my male buddies. and which i feel not awkward while calling and texting because there is nothing in it. no romance, no intimation talking or discussing about hearts.

which turn me into this kind of a new level of awkwardness. i've been texting this one girl lately and its she who insist of texting. its really, really, really, awkward. i stop texting when i lose helwa few years ago. and ceased function of my phone. and this few days of getting phone calls, txt and wake up calls. look, i am not much of a flirt person or a nice-guy type. but anyway i dont that that urge, or feeling of exciting getting phone calls or txt, i took it as a burden which cause distortion to my daily life basis.

i am just me, like this. and honestly, it feels empty sometimes. and yet i can manage with the empty feeling. i dont know. i just feel like not to text, or call. or even flirting around. dont take me wrong i am not gay. actually i do have a crush, and i am not doing anything yet. not just yet. barely know each other, and maybe yes maybe not, she might been attracted to my personality or my looks, who knows. it cud be a yes/no situation which will end into another "keep urself out from that distance" zone.

i aint feeling anything for now. few buddies will get married in march, and some late in the 2012. and last time at PD gath few ask me, whos ur gf now, when to get married, u got everything already dude why not now ur already freakin 25.

i have no answer for that. i dont know what am i looking for right now and what do i want. who, where and what. but i do have answer which place that i want to settle in. i have plannings to settle down. and doing a great job towards it.

i realize that keeping a long distance relationship and maintaining it for more than 10 years consumes my creativity and my heart. its dull now just to text, the same question everyday, the same thing u will ask and the same answer to the question u will get. trust me. i know. i am one of the most creative person in my uni-days long time ago. i spice up with long distance relationship with a few games of mine and a-long-distance dating thru texting. i've done it all. and i think this is one of the factors why i am losing interest in calling n texting. i lost my youth like this. destroying my ownself and suffer the consequences today. who do i blame? u cant keep ur relationship and lost interest in mere everything. u dont feel that excitement anymore, u dont feel that urge of falling in love again. u lost ur heart and urself. and with this life right now, working days, working environment, this age, is getting really hard to get urself a partner.

and what choices do i have now? i cant score me a student girlfriend. i also cant score me a working class girlfriend. im stuck here. but i do believe there is a girl who suffers the same problem as i am. its only just a matter of where and who. yeah right. the chances of this occurring is relatively small. its like 7 case in every 67k population in a place.RARE.

look, single ladies out there. (cewah kemain syealllll) to flirt around with me its okay, i cudda read ur intention. but the question is, do u want to take it into the next level?

a friendzone? a crush? keep out of the distance zone? or marry me zone?

#toys4kidz

2012-01-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

-#toys4kidz. and event organized by #celakaparty

-held on 21 january, pediatric unit HKL

-the event is simple, to distribute all the toys gathered by the members of twitterjaya to these unfortunate kids in HKL

- a joint event with CFC & twitterjaya (cfc is a organization who deals with complaints with communication service provider, ie : maxis, tm, celcom, digi - for consumer)

-every inch of the ward will receive soft toys, toys, balloons, begs, and a session to get along with the citizen of twitterjaya. oh there is also clown hired just to cheer up these kids.

i went in to the intensive care unit, bone marrow transfer unit, leukemia unit. its just sad. i am speechless. controlling tears is hard since its been a long time since i stop producing tears. ceh poyo la sial. really. visiting a kid who suffers 75% burn, kid diagnosed with a dead brain. kid whos been there for 5 years. its just. heartbreaking.

ask urself. "where are u when other kids asking, gasping for help?"

sibuk selama ni mendukung dakyah tolong anak2 somalia dan palestin, boikot itu ini, suruh datang HKL bagi mainan yg dah siap ada pun taknak.

binatang apa kau ni? penah tanya diri sendiri tak?

yaaa abam kayyum-ekk (qayyumx)

toys for the ICU ward

abam mekdy the birthday boy

tekun dengar taklimat walaupun berkerusi roda

adik aisyahhh

i sappork ah jib gor!

haa abam andy nak bagi adik beg

suka betei dapat balloon

pergh dapat adiah lupa terus

haa bukak2

still ah jib gorr

sorang awi sorang awe, awi nak jadi sanji awe nak jadi shanks. ha ni abam kayumm-ek nak jadi franky (berbual one piece tadi dgn dorang, kesian lak sbb paksa diorang cakap. dah le semput guna oksigen. mih)

adik aisyah yg taknak nyanyi. jilaka

geng2 jilaka party gua, without JC,stella,kalap and keemx, dorang smoking tadi. (p/s : hellioz666 was in this picture)

the rest pics ada di fb saya. tq

miles

2012-01-19T12:07:00.000+08:00

im scared today

more than i told you i was yesterday

give me a moment to catch my breath

and hold me every second left

proud of me

thats the only way i want you to be

look at me and love

what you see

i wont make it long

i need something to be told

kiss me on my shoulder

tell me its not over

i promised to always come home to you

remind me that im older

to be brave smart, sweet and bolder

and dont give up on what we're trying to do

dont count the miles.

count the i love you's

we made it out

and all the other people asking how

this doesnt even sound like truth

to grow from a group

but one day we will realize

how hard it was

how hard we tried

and how our hearts made it out alive

and these are words

i wish you said

but that's not how it went

cause you gave up on us in the end

and i wont make it alone

i need something to hold.

kiss me on my shoulder

tell me its not over.

1st family day for - SKBP batch 1999 - post moterm .

2012-01-16T12:18:00.002+08:00

1st of all alhamdulillah kerana di berikan kesempatan tuk aku organize benda ni. its hard really. dari mengumpulkan orang, getting confirmation from everybody, pujuk everybody, pilih date, collecting payments, asking for sponsors from each generous people. while working and managing responsibility. yup its quite hard just to call each and every of you to ask you guys to participate in this event. alhamdullilah. eventho tak la semeriah mana, this program went out well. thank you for attending.

so personally as the head of the organizer for many many many many many years. i think this one is the biggest even that i held with u guys, annually kita ada program hari raya which is setiap hari raya we will visit each other houses, jumpa cikgu and so on. but last year takde program, sbb aku kena kerja during raya and that is why this PD-Family Day program is held.

one of the objectives yg aku nak achieve dlm ni is mainly to keep the relationship among us to be like this, strengthen, long lasting. between the guys mmg dah lama. we're friends for like 2/3 of ur age. the same faces, hafiz, sani, matt, amin, agoes, wan, hafizi, fariz, raqib, syed, syafiq lebai. (some is not here and maybe lost contact). and when i do this kind of program i can keep track what are u guys punya progress. work, status, etc. projects. and not to forget those girls, ayu, izzah, syidah, hafiza, sapinah, sakdianah, pipit, enyah, syafika, ain, umairah, liyana, hajar, juhaida, juwita. etc2. (sorry for those names i missed)

and this might lead to some other projects, masing2 engineer, pioneer for big companies, teachers, some even doctors and mana tau korang boleh join venture, or jadikan ini enterprise, berniaga, for a company aight? who knows. and aku rasa dah jadi tanggungjawab aku, tuk unitekan korang semua. for being super active and a very good friend to others. kan kan?

so maybe the next project is to held charity to SKBP, print tshirt, organize bowling comp ke, maybe another family day? oh dammn i forget to invite both cikgu to attend. i am sorry. every raya its always cikgu mimah (haha eventho dia bukan cikgu kelas kita instead of cikgu june) which is izzah mom and my mom is both best friends and we both inherited the friendship. and this events and project will be revised each time. and i think we need a proper type of administration and organization, maybe akan di register as SME? mana tau? oh sme stands for small medium enterprise.

so akhir kata, guys, sebarang kekurangan atau salah dan silap ketika program itu, saya sebagai tuan organizer ingin meminta maaf di atas segala-gala apa jua. tanpa support daripada u guys, kebarangkalian tuk projek ini berjalan adalah mustahil, dan saya amat menghargai masa dan tenaga yang di luangkan kawan2 sekalian. banyak2 terima kasih dan yup, saya enjoy menghadiri program family day ini.

terima kasih
YDP - yumyum

man of god.

2012-01-11T11:56:00.000+08:00

recently there were a bit of chaos in #twitterjaya. regarding somebody says that ribena and coke is HAROOM. turned out to be a youtube video of one ustaz which state that ribena and coke is HAROOM is non other than ustaz azhar idrus.

there is a few things i dont like about him and his fans.

1. in that video he says that somebody from UK confirmed that ribena containing alcohol.

-did u test it urself?
-do u somewhat of a degree holder of food technology course?
-why jakim label it HALOL while u saying its HAROOM

2. coke is used as toilet cleaner? thinner?

-kidding me? i am alive and well after 25 years of consuming this shit
-my mom drink coke a lot longer than me. alive and still kicking it.
-u guys fuckin believe that coke soaked in pork and after 6 hours the worms comming out?

LEULZ. LEULZ. LEULZ. LEULZ. FUCKING LEULZ.

to me, ustaz azhar idrus is just another human, another person who have a little bit of deeper islamic understanding and while u guys believe everyshit coming out from his mouth without thinking. a no brainer.

ceramah dia best? aku tak penah lagi tgk full length. but according to my 25 years of living and listening to lecture, there no lecture which is not bored and sleepy until it came down to the Q & A section, which 90% consist of stupid questions which will break the sleepy moments with laughs.

am i right? am i? ok fine sbb dia ustaz korang semua bekap dia. ustaz tak penah fuckup. kan? *tgk utube ustaz azhar idrus tarik balik kata2 dia pasal coke & ribena haram*

watching 3-4 videos of him in utube, reading the screenshot siri sesi soal jawab with him at facebook make me facepalm. benda bodoh pon nak tanya? and he answered it all. which makes him look stupid. sigh. sigh. sighhh.

u might label me a org yg tak faham islam. u might label me a freethinker, u might label me murtad. but to my understandings. a person who goes to sekolah agama in johor, holding a certificate form jabatan agama islam johor which can be used to apply jobs as ustaz, imam, cikgu sekolah agama, i find this ustaz is only a celebrity ustaz. not that real kind of ustaz.

we will never agree on each other. i see things from a very different view, different perspective. i really treasure knowledge.

please. islam and knowledge co exist. do not separate both of this and adds on another factor, which is MELAYU.

faust, midas and myself

2012-01-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

howdy. its been a while since i barely write anything here. its not like that i dont want to write or what. i am currently occupied with works and a self family day project which gonna be held this weekend.

i know. things happen.

MCFC losing to MUFC 2-3 in FA cup
Ustaz Azhar Idrus
#901
Adam Adli

and so many shits.

i would love comments about those things but i think currently not now. i am freakin busy and i used to micro blogging there in twitter, so whatever thought that i have i will instantly jolt down there.

so for now. i am sorry. and i havent do #WW for 3 conservatives weeks. i am sorry also. let me catch a breath and blog again real soon. ja?

not. cool

2012-01-05T12:32:00.000+08:00

so these past 2-3 days, amalina 17A is trending in malaysiaL with capital L in the end. stands for LOSER. mostly banyak melayu moslem dan moslemmah yg kaki2 serbanitas n hijabster je banyak bash budak genius ni memandangkan dia dah kale rambut, pakai hot pants, leggings n amik gambau dengan mat salleh.

bukan these clique je yg dok bashing, ada lagi yg bash, geng2 melayu blogger, penulis buku novel yang konon2 urban pasca moden serba alaf baru yg tahu blame the system and not even trying to repair and fix em. oh ya tak juga lupa ada jugak yg open minded tuk jadi perisai tak bergaji tuk amalina. whatever it is, everybody got something to say aite?

look. what is wrong in our society is mainly about the system, our own self, our culture, and our environment. and i think the most logical things to blame is our ancestors. in malaysia, we are bounded by stupid culture which derived from ancient hindu stuffs, pagan stuff, until islam came in melaka late 1400.

jenis culture yang mesti nak menyibuk apa org buat, jenis mesti nak dengki. mesti nak say something out of somebody's successful life. jenis nak menjatuhkan. hoi. dah la tak dapat 17A, kau nak komplen dia buat apa sial? kau lahir taun 1993. kau time tu si amalina amik SPM kau baru dajah bape sial. time tu tudung lilit pun tak wujud lagi. apa lagi blog. bodoh. kau internet pon tak kenal.

u see, understanding dakwah and doing it is both 2 different things. in dakwah, sindirian itu harus. dengan tujuan biar dia terasa sendiri. but what are u guys doing? wardina? directly kutuk? kau lupa diri kau sapa dulu? "tolong jangan sebut dosa lampau saya?" halo nanti kat akhirat tu kena timbang, dosa kau semua di sebut. kau hentam sana sini takpa. org hentam kau balik takleh? dah buang je blackberry kau. pegi jaga anak ngaja ngaji lagi bagus dari menambah dosa hentam org lepas tu.

apa beza kau dengan amalina? dia 17A. kau? paling kuat pon 11A. dia tak pakai tudung. kau pakai. persamaannya, kau berdua masih buat dosa, kering atau basah, berat atau tidak. dakwah kau ? sigh. tau ke dakwah ni ada 3 cara? ihsan, lisan, perbuatan. kau apa pun takde dalam 3 cara tu. yg aku nampak la. tu budak2 ling kok win dengan meng meng U? bogel siap ada anak semua 3gp kau taknak kondem?

perenggan pertama kau hentam, perenggan kedua kau cite camne dia waste duit kerajaan, perenggan ketiga kau cakap dia fail exam balik mesia, perenggan ke empat kau hentam mak dia pulak. perenggan ke 5 bagi nasihat jangan contohi dia.

aku ada 1 ayat je tuk kau. kau dengan tudung lilit kau semua boleh pergi meninggal.

kelakar. bagi yg konon2 pasca urban. tak habis2 guna terms yg mana org naif tak faham. kau sendiri membesar dengan terms tu. so tulis terms2 tu dan di perbacakan kepada golongan mental dan vokabulari rendah kau nampak la hebat, sebenarnya...kau...ah malas ah. aku sedar aku 10x lagi bagus dari kau semua yg pasca urban serta moden.

correct me if im wrong. islam tak menyuruh umat dia going backwards. malah interaksi antara lelaki dan perempuan di tuntut. tapi biar ada batas. ada law2 dia. bukan semata2 ah nampak pempuan terus taknak, terus haram, terus tak boleh. ini sekular nama dia. membelakangkan dunia. aku tak nampak bagi seorang penganut islam tak payah buat itu ini sebab berlainan jantina, nak jaga martabat maruah dan agama. sila amalkan dasar pandang ke barat. u see, eventho social dia mmg kaw2 teruk sex bebas apa semua. u see what is those free social benefits towards them. anak2 berkembang dan matang seawal usia 5 tahun. dah mula buat projek peribadi (FYP) seawal sekolah rendah. sekolah menengah dah ada diploma/degree alike.

those hindu culture, malay culture, buang ah jauh2. keep only whats islamic. i dont see any trouble in taking free social culture in islam, but with enforcing laws in islam. takde masalah.yet some people blame this and that. and we all grew up in that culture. arent we? so buang mentaliti melayu-hindu dalam hidup. takpayah la nak buang sangat dunia. ombak rindu ada tengok? mcm tu pakai tudung separuh bogel aksi. kau tak rasa malu ke bila kalimah ALLAH tu di lakonkan pempuan tak bertudung, lepas tu berkemban and so on. oh itu tak salah. kale rambut salah? FOINEEEE.

FIONEEE OMBAK RINDU TAK SALAH AMALINA SALAH MASUK NERAKA MATI SEKSA.

p/s: dunia ni pusing ke depan. bukan pusing ke belakang. islam itu syumul, cukup melengkapi sampai kiamat. jangan lupa. islam itu fleksible, bukan kau alter islam ubah mengikut kaum/bangsa/culture kau.

hello 2012

2012-01-01T04:06:00.000+08:00

i did nothing much on the new year's eve. lepak dengan homeboys kat seroja tgk man u kalah dengan blackburn. yet amin ajak aku ke melaka dengan din. aku pass. not in the mood to weng sana weng sini. end up pegi tgk the darkest hour in bp mall with dod. new year gays night. oh yeah. aku tadi pegi toilet on 11.59 31/12/2011 and keluar 12.06 1/1/2011 ahahah so aku dah masuk toilet selama setahun LEULZ

nah just kidding. 31/12/2011 to 31/12/2012 is considered 1 year. the movie was nice. the kid yg belakon in to the wild jadi hero. the kid yg sama belakon i want candy. good actor. but skrip dia a bit childish. maybe film ni for science fiction geek. but overall its really ok. not that bad. 3D awal2 je. late is quite ok la. menghampakan tapi ok. 3/5 stars.

the heroin is quite hot. really my type. dang ur so fine girl.

talking bout 2012.

nothing much. resolution? i aint need one. just living life and take it as what it is. simple.

and i just having a thought tadi in the movie. in this age of 25. im feeling like to settling down by the next 2 year. get me a girlfriend. date for a few months. marry her.

im considering a teacher or a nurse to be mine. and her trait must be like this :

-i dont want her to be a great cook, its enough if she can cook me asam pedas ikan pari and make me a glass of cold sirap selasih. #WIN

-not necessarily wearing tudung. either free hair. but fulfilling the islamic needs and does what the holy book says.

-can look after my mom and dad when their old.

-can tolerate if im coming back home late everynight.

-simply put her visual look must be like hyomin of course, but whatever may also can. ahahah, actually i found one. i just dont have the heart to tell her so. shes quite young. for now im gonna watch her from a far.

ah its 4.00 am. i dont know what i'll be doing tmr. maybe hang out around the arcade center again. maybe another round of movie. havent watch sherlock holmes and jack & jill yet.

maybe going to JPO? or a wipeout at local cyber cafe playing dota with JG homeboys.

well then good night. happy new year.
stay safe on the road.

and i gotta share this, the best lesson i learned from 2011 is

"family bonds are important". <-- this word came out from a person who used to hate and denies his own flesh and blood siblings.

ho ho ho haleloya merry x-mas

2011-12-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

27/12/2011.

rasanya tak terlambat lagi tuk aku nak ucap merry (multiply) mas untuk rakan2 aku yang ternyata bukan islam melayu moslem yg menyambutnya. eh kenapa aku tulis merry (multiply) mas ?

haa, sebagaimana yang kau semua (di baca serbanitas/hijabsters/yunarian/sekularism bodoh piang tolol isap HAWW lagi bagus)

dan silalah kembali kepada root berkenaan murtad, tanya diri sendiri, apakah punca terjadinya murtad.

1. lisan
2. hati.
3. perbuatan.

di mana selagi tiada salah satu dari tiga perkara ini terjadi keatas seseorang umat manusia, adalah agak mustahil bagi mereka untuk di jatuhkan hukum murtad. bagi orang yg cetek agama, jika seorang ustat memberikan ceramah, kemudian dia memberikan contoh fizikal dan lisan yang berkaitan murtad adakah dia murtad?

"ehh yum isu murtad jangan di bawak main, bila2 masa tanpa kita sedar kita boleh murtad"

ya betul, memang bukan isu main2. tahukah anda bila nabi isa lahir sebenarnya? ha mesti tgh nak google sekarang, kan? (bodoh) jadi kalau murtad semudah itu mengikut kifarah murtad yang di tentukan oleh para ilmuan sebanitas yang tak berotak, jadi jatuh hukum murtad bagi mereka yang menghadiahkan sesuatu kepada orang lain pada tarikh 25 disember setiap tahun, maka jatuh hukum mereka kerana ia berkaitan dengan adat dan kepercayaan orang kristian.

"eh sekejap, tapi kan yum, aku rasa x-mas ni pegi church, baca doa, masuk gereja, bagi hadiah ni sekadar adat je kan? dinner ramai2 time hari perayaan adalah normal, betul?"

oh baru nak guna otak? agama sendiri kau tak kuasai, kau nak judge agama orang? kelakar lah awak ni adik2. ha tula lilit otak tu dengan sarung nangka, buat salut telor kotey gajah pun lagi bagus. helo? adat, itu semua tidakkan menjatuhi murtad semudah itu. jadi jika aku fasih bertutur bahasa cina ke russia kira aku ni murtad? sbb bertutur bahasa selain bahasa russia dan cina? sbb bahasa cina buddha perkenalkan, bahasa russia tuhan diorang cipta?

tak. tak semudah itu. hari gawai sambut takpa, x-mas tak boleh? kenapa? malaysia takda tuhan salji? kalau wish x-mas takut tuhan salji turun malaysia ni beku? hari gawai kena sambut sbb tuhan padi turun?

trolled. part 1.

dah tu, amalan beri memberi ni, time x-mas je, kenapa di guna pakai time aidilfitri? bukan ke pengertian aidilfitri tu hari kemenangan bagi umat islam yang telah berperang dengan hawa nafsu sendiri, bukan untuk membazir beri sana sini ikut nafsu, shopping sakan ikut nafsu? apa alasan kau? engkau siapa nak jatuh hukum murtad bagi satu frasa yang entah sahih atau tidak berkenaan kelahiran nabi isa mengikut versi bible? (di baca- mesti kau masih google tentang tarikh lahir sebenar nabi isa dalam kalendar georgian dan masihi?)

ni ambil contoh ni pulak

ha ni nak cakap apa? mempersendakan islam? tapi kenapa aku tak rasa macam tu? aku rasa ni adalah cara yang sangat kreatif dan catchy tuk menarik minat budak2 muda yang suka kpork. this is something, creatif, berbanding nashid sekarang yang hanya bersimbolkan lelaki kacak dari lubnan bersuara sedap tapi pengisiannya kosong. pempuan hanya gilakan lelaki itu, dan adalah pemangkin bagi golongan bertudung lilit untuk menjadi lebih bodoh dari dasar dan secara basis.

am i right? am i right? u tell me? correct me if i am damn wrong. so i can learn from my mistake.

bagi golongan serbanitas, hijabsters, dan sekalian, semua benda dalam dunia ni jahat, freemason. burung hantu? haiwan freemason. tanah runtuh, taufan, tsunami pun sampai di relatekan dalam al-quran. 2012 disember tarikh hari kiamat? bulan ramadhan (di baca - ini adalah taakulan si bodoh sebanitas tarmizi abd halim)

oh my god for god sake, anda ni semua terlalu extreme dengan agama dan kaum sampai melupakan dari al quran itulah datang nya teknologi, sains dan al-quran co-relate satu sama lain. begitu juga bahasa, sastera, adat, dan meliputi segala2nya

yang sebenarnya jahat tu television, itu adalah dajjal sebenar, mengawal manusia dari rumah. menghabiskan masa 20 jam sehari menghadap television. otak rosak dek gelombang magnetik (theori berkenaan kanser otak 10 tahun dahulu)

jauh di sudut hati kecil saya, saya berharap agar golongan2 ini di kurniakan otak. mungkin zaman kegemilangan ahli ilmuan islam seperti ibn sinar, ibn jabbar, ibn qayyum, mungkin socrates mahupun plato beragama islam dan melayu dapat di lahirkan.

sekian. rant saya malam ini.

agensi mencari jodoh

2011-12-27T22:35:00.001+08:00

(p/s: sekadar gambar hiasan)

nama saya qayyum abdul razak, masih single, menunggang kawasaki ninja RR berwarna hijau, berkemungkinan hanya sebiji sahaja di bandar kinrara ni, bekerjaya sebagai unit pemprosessan di telekom malaysia, tinggal di kompleks kondominium suria kinrara, masih tiada tanggungan yang berat selain menyara adik-adik dan parents saya, saya tak banyak karenah, wallet saya berkepuk duit, credit card baru ada 1 je RHB visa, helmet saya murah la tapi helmet magnum sbb helmet GM saya kena curi kat KLCC sebulan lepas. saya tak suka lepak kedai murah seperti di downtown or uptown dan boleh di katakan setiap malam saya makan murni, williams, seoul garden, old town, laksa shack, (sila rotate menu makanan saya setiap hari).

tapi sebelum tu saya nak tanya awak, wahai gadis2 sekalian, adakah awak memakai tudung? pandaikah awak memasak dan mengemas rumah? apalah nak di bandingkan sangat kerja mudah ini berbanding membanting tulang 4 kerat ni mencari rezeki halal tak kira siang malam untuk menyara keluarga nanti? berbaloi ke penat lelah saya mencari rezeki untuk seorang gadis mcm awak? soalan saya tak terhenti di situ. sudi dan sanggupkah awak menjaga ibu bapa saya ketika mereka sakit? mampukah awak memberikan saya zuriat dan anak-anak yang bijak serta taat kelak? awak pandai buat air sirap selasih tak? air teh berperisa peach? goreng jemput-jemput pandai?

maafkan saya sebelum saya menjadi lebih kasar dan menguris hati awak, saya nak tahu adakah paru paru, jantung, otak awak tiada kesan nikotin dan tar hitam? mulut awak? usus awak? pernah ke air syaitan melalui kesemua organ2 itu? sbb saya tak mahu anak-anak saya kelak cacat, kurang zat, di lahirkan cacat ataupun tak cerdik sebagaimana anak-anak orang lain. mata awak tu seberapa banyak maksiat yg awak telah lihat?

sekiranya anda mempunyai ciri-ciri ini, maka saya rasa, kita harus menyegerakan proses mendirikan tiang masjid ini, saya tidak keberatan untuk meninggalkan number telefon saya, dan juga kunci rumah saya untuk awak, dan hati awak.

apa kata awak?

the varsity of holidays/weekend definition for me

2011-12-24T14:24:00.000+08:00

waddap folks. hows ur weekend? its a 2 + 1 holiday this week and the next week. so some of u guys might take this chance to go back to ur respective home town. having dinner with family, meeting buddies and comrades alike. spend sometimes together.

or maybe u guys are out there in the town dating with ur respective partners. have a nice day u guys.

me? nah. i have a very different perspective of enjoying weekend and holidays. or i shudda say in a varsity of version i cudda say.

version A (forever alone):
honestly, i am the type who not enjoy crowded place, traffic jam. so usually i'll spend time in the office till late evening, and if there is anything in town i'll show up there alone. or if people gathering for something and i'll be there too after working.

at night i'll might be going out for EPL match with my homeboys or friends. having shisha, small talks or discussion, teh tarik sessions and so. sometimes watch movies or karoke

or instead if im too tired to go out i'll just hang around at home, call in delivery fast food, enjoy cerekarama or EPL myself. watch till u drop

version B (if/else i had a girlfriend):
again i will work in the morning and will meet/pick her up and go to the mall. fine dinning and movie is a must, while playing arcades is a YES for me. but instead of this, i rather pick her up, head up home. i'll be cooking dinner, and we gonna watch movie or DVD together at home. this is rather more suitable for me since i dislike crowded places and it gave me headaches trying to avoid everybody.

or take her somewhere else. a ride to the beach, anywhere, to enjoy good food. for what la i buy this sport bike if im not gonna ride it anywhere right?

and its okay if she refuses this, but occasionally, i only do date if there is any event in the town. art gallery, video game expo, PC fair and stuffs. i am not a dating type of person. dinner or lunch its okay, or a movie. but lingering around mall walking over here n there without any motive isnt my style.

version C (homeboys-staying in):
we'll cook / call in delivery, watch movie/EPL together, and play dota the whole night.

p/s: so, what will u guys do? me? im still at the office, finishing my work. good day lads. have a nice day. enjoy weekend!

a reason to sulk

2011-12-21T23:31:00.003+08:00

rasa nak menangis. i cudnt even achieve my goals for this year. and i am still lacking a few items/goal that i've set for this year. less in 10 days, this year gonna end. yeah is gonna end soon. and im looking forward to next year. what it holds for me.

but not bad, this year, look what i got myself :

1. HTC Flyer
2. Samsung Galaxy
3. New Razer set.
4. A new home. A perfect new home
5. A sportbike.
6. A book shelf
7. A job
8. A picture of myself with dota idols.

this is 8 major goal for the year 2011. and whats left is

a god damn razer orca which is priced at RM 599

a sportbike tank beg for riders. Imported ones cost at RM 800 - RM 900 while local is about RM 200 depending on the size

oh and this is N-VIDEA GTX 650 HD. RM 400 - RM 500. depends on the seller.

menurut statistik, aku akan kembali stabil pada bulan mac 2012, skarang ini aku taklah sempit mana, tapi boleh la tanggung diri sendiri, tak semewah dahulu. semua gara2 mengejar harta dunia. tapi takpa. jangan alpa dengan kesenangan dunia. bila takde duit, kita akan sentiasa teringat yg di atas sana, kalau banyak duit, satu benda hapah pon takkan ingat.

belanja belanja jugak, tanggungjawab kena selesaikan. yg mana harus selesaikan sila selesaikan dulu, bills, hutang, bagi mak bapak n adik2, baru diri sendiri.

p/s : sila berbelanja dengan bijak.

Deeper Conversations

2011-12-21T00:50:00.000+08:00

its 6.39 pm. i am at the 3rd floor of the parking area of suria kinrara condo. and i climb up the ledge. take a sit. watch the sunset in the middle of KLCC and KL tower view. i was soaking wet in my working clothes. a sigh.
that is all for the moment. a long sigh and a double facepalm to my face. i was tired. and obviously thinking about things.

while im having a me-time on the rooftop, i heard a voice asking me.

"what happen? a long and tiring day? need a drink?"

i wasnt replying at all. keep on the posture of facepalming and after a few minutes, i turn my head to the right a little, i saw a woman, dressed in green black offering me a tin of nescafe. and i said,

"why, does it matter to u anyway? what will it does to me if i answered all of ur question?"

i know i was rude, but i dont know why i am talking like that to some stranger person whos offering me a drink. i took a deep nod down there. and after a few moments i took my eyes to the sky.

"beautiful isnt it? its not the best view but its still beautiful aite? u wont get this view anywhere, i pay a lot of money to get this place. and still, it doesnt give me peace at all"

.......................................

"for what all of these things if had not found any peace at all, what have not i done this time? why am i being ignored?

the women in green-black suit steps forward, and tap my shoulder, and without me looking at her she says :

"ur lost ur way somehow. i can see thru it, but i dont have any fixing to do with u. no medication provided. only u can find ur own way, ur life, ur goals, nobody gonna set ur goal unless u start to find one"

nodding my head down again, i answered

"if i set my goals, i might leave everything, every person, every memories behind. and i dont want to lose that. i have faith. i have responsibility to take care off. how can i forget everybody else? i had nobody with me now. not even my mom and my dad to guide me. all left in this place is me. is me. the joke? its on me"

she replied

"enough worrying bout the others, u have ur own life, leaving them behind doesnt mean that u gotta keep em away forever. ur just going for awhile and once u settle down with ur goals, come back here. those people will wait for u forever. u keep all of the burden to urself and u getting hurt each time u took all of those burden, being a hero each time. even superheroes need help"

speechless. and i watch the skies turning dark-orange and the sun is halfed in size.

"what about u? will u leave me? will u join me in my quest? and what if i lost u in the journey? to whom shall i talk to again?

*small laughing*

"haha, u dont have to worry about that. i am always there with u. conscious, or unconsciously. i am always there, watching u from a far, help u in anyway i can"

she walks awayfrom me. leaving her footsteps echoes in the empty parking lot. i throw away my beg. and began to climb down from the ledge. i lie down. watching the skies. and it cries again.

closing my eyes shut, turn my head to the left, ah, its u tihani, thank you. thank you.

........................................

*sigh*

facing it

2011-12-18T21:55:00.001+08:00

im facing another failure moment here late in 2011. i tried to take what i think belongs to me. i tried to make it mine. but when i just about to grab it. things happen. yeah it happens. people say

"what does not belong to you, it wont belong to you, it were never meant to be yours"

in bahasa,

"kau kejar lah mcm mana pun, kalau dah takdir kau, qada n qadar kau, itu takde rezeki nama dia"

aite. i get it. i get it. no matter what i do. no matter how fast im chasing it. yes. what isnt mine is not mine to grab. i can explain me now as, im kinda fucked up, with a little twist of unseen frustration and a bit of depressed.

look. rome wasnt build in days but it crumbles in a day. life takes a lifetime to grow old but death can take u out within a blink of eye.

enough ruining things around. im kinda sad for the moment. but its okay. i can manage somehow. i cant show my sadness. i cant show anger. i cant runaway just like that. facing it is the only way. to forgive and forget its easy.

to accept? its a damn whole new story.

but anyway. thank you for the things u done. you you you and several other you.

so. whats ur #2011regrets?

2011-12-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

this topic trends in #twitterjaya today. and im kinda busy to spam and share in the TL whats my regrets in this year.

so cut it short, there is several major regrets i have. setting me on a several hiatus state and a few drawbacks just to get myself in the right shape of status.

mainly its about job, life. blah blah blah. but instead of writing all of ur regrets and misery and stood all day being sad, lets do what barney stinson do.

"when im sad, i stop being sad and be awesome, true story!"

things happens aite? whether u like it or not, with or without u. this is life cycle. soon its gonna be ur cycle. take all of those regrets, put it in a bottle, throw all of those bottles in to deep sea and try not to do the same mistake again.

i have nothing much to say lately. sure we cant mend certain level of sadness, rages, the surge of an emotion. but somehow. channel it thru the right way. stop doing damage to urself. or on anybody else.

listen to this song. cant embed in here. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3c32wBYdU0

by james blunt - same mistake

and. nothing much to say. goodnight. have a nice sleep

ice-man

2011-12-14T23:17:00.005+08:00

it was the best of times

it was the worst of times

it was the age of wisdom.

its was the age of foolishness

it was the epoch of belief

it was the season of light

it was the season of darkness

it was a spring of hope

it was the winter of despair

- a tribute to charlie dickens.

#ww17 - satellite controlling

2011-12-14T22:59:00.001+08:00

self-centralization

2011-12-12T17:53:00.000+08:00

there is too much things that open up my eyes currently. i cant just change directly. takut my friends shocked with this transformation. bole la layan sikit2. honestly i've change during these time being.

-crushing others moral is just sick. trust me. i did that alot in cybergaming n cyberspace. it aint fun when u start to realize that is so wrong to do.

-when ur ego is starting to grow big, the only person who can stop urself is another u. yeah another u. just like in the reflection in the mirror. u versus u. see what damage has been done.

-its only natural that u hate things that others like and they hate things u like. why butthurt so much?

-its true that i've changing quite fast lately. keyboards? it dont gets me anywhere unless the things u type is printed out and u start to do something about it. and my pride isnt determined by words that came out from ur keyboard. who the hell are u anyway? just another dot in this world.

-do u know having urself and keeping urself in check is not easy work to do?

-how about u repaying ur debt back into the society, repay the mortgage given. stop writing shit and do nothing about it. just what are u anyway?

-there is a lot more waiting for u rather than make everything dangling on a keyboard. do not put ur life, ur everything in that. go out. meet and join the world. make this world a better place for u

-when u start to not give a damn about what people say, that is when u know urself best.

set us some distance

2011-12-11T02:29:00.001+08:00

i think u and me need to set us some distance. i find u pretty weird. u keep stalking people for what? u made twitter ur agen cari jodoh? the fuck? ur freaking me out

educational purposes

2011-12-11T01:55:00.001+08:00

hello and hi. today i want to teach u all my fellow friends about the internet, connection and simple facts about it. as u all keep on complaining this and that. right.

1. tell u this. the most stable connection establish is yahoo messenger and msn messenger, to detect disconnectivity, simply watch ur YM or MSN tray. if this 2 disconnects, yes ur disconnected from the internet.

2. to check ur stability, always send 10 pings to www.tm.my using ur DOS. -15 is the most stable. the lower number is the better.

3. if ur downloading things from a free server. please do not expect u will get the maximum speed of it. remember, the is always people downloading the same thing using the same server. the only way to test the maximum speed and maximum capacity is to send something within the ISP to ur location or having a special private server or hosting. remember, again FREE server does not guarantee stable and static speed/connection.
that is why the company rate internet is expensive rather than the residential ones. we provide them with static IP and of course, a hosting domain as well.

4. talking about servers. the company connection u must remember, using 1 line is to much for the whole office. thats where ur own servers came in, that is also ur fax line, ur land line, ur internet line. so using 1mb for one office and keep complaining will make u look just stupid.

5. gaming comes in 2 type. 1 is by server, another one is by packet. but both thing is determined the ping stated above and tunnel. and connection depends on the gateway of each sender and receiver.

let me get this as simple as i can in bahasa malaysia :

kabel kalau elok, meaning dalam satu garis yg lurus, membawa data yg tak tersangkut, if kalau cable prob, katalah dalam 100 data di hantar, sangkut 10, so sangkut 10 tu, di hantar 90, so kau akan receive balik 90, itu jadinya lagging, jadi each time data di hantar dan di terima, yg sangkut 10 tadi tu akan sangkut lagi 10 in the next minute, so additional 10 + 10 + 10 + 10. ini lagging dan delay

speed internet bergantung kepada ke hampiran lokasi anda dengan exchange ataupun ibu sawat. lagi hampir, lagi bagus, IP address lagi static lagi bagus. dinamik pun bagus, tapi tak sebagus statik.

dan perlu di ingat,

1 MB speed anda akan terima download speed maxima 170-190 kb
2 MB = 190-220 kb
4 MB = 400-470 kb
5 MB = 470-700 kb
10 MB = 700 kb - 1.3 mb
20 MB = 2 MB - 4 mb

agak mustahil untuk capai tahap maksimum kelajuan itu. cable pun datang masalah jugak. fiber optik hantar data melalui cahaya, cahaya bergerak lurus. kalau cable tu bengkok? faham2 sendiri. kalau rasa nak marah technician buat cable bengkok apa kata anda sendiri cuba pasang.

kalau rosak, rasa2 kalau call 100 tu boleh solve problem, anda silap. anda sebagai user seharusnya tahu permasalahan itu sendiri secara basis. modem, komputer sendiri. kalau mengharap telefon 100, dia sendiri tak turun check kerosakkan itu secara fizikal dan teknikal. apa yg boleh di lakukan hanyalah monitor system. reset dan refresh. tu je tak lebih. tech akan datang dalam masa 72 jam hingga ke 7 hari.

saya tak 100% salahkan technician ataupun engineer. saya salahkan teknologi yg sedia ada. system yg di gunakan pun tak menyeluruh. kalau anda nak kata kami ni tipu duit anda, saya rasa apa yg anda bayar, tak sepadan dengan kerja yg kami lakukan. mcm MLM, yg bayar tu org atas amik. kami di bayar gaji je.

ini belum saya masuk kepada equation dan processing. nanti ada yg kata saya poyo. bukan saya nak poyo. saya cuma nak tunjuk je, siapa sebenarnya yang bodoh. kalau main fb ke twitter ke dota rasa slow, saya rasa ini tak sepenting hospital2, kedai emas, balai polis yg guna sistem 24 online seharitu. tau tak sekarang bedah pon pakai video conference? kalau video tu lagging tgh2 jalan? company hantar bluprint or business data tapi sangkut? kami tanggung tahu? kalau main game pun nak buat rasa nak caci maki saya, saya rasa anda tak hormat saya dan kerja saya.

saya kerja siang malam tuk buat apa yg saya rasa terbaik. jadi sampai sini jelah kot bebelan saya. dari english bertukar ke bahasa melayu.

ini sahaja update saya untuk malam sabtu. bertimbang rasalah. kalau rasa main facebook or game tu lagi penting dari selamatkan nyawa org, apa boleh saya buat. mmg betul hak pengguna. tapi pengguna berotak tau cara komplen berotak.

sekarang siapa bodoh. anda atau saya?

#ww 16 - edisi anak sedara

2011-12-08T00:49:00.001+08:00

It feels good.

2011-12-06T11:52:00.001+08:00

Back to where i was born. Visiting all of those people i didnt have the chance to meet for so long.

I can see deaths also have its benefits. Dad's relationship with his siblings finally restored. The also didnt go back and meet his siblings for a quite sometimes. Its been 10 years in my count.

The living must go on living. We carry on the passed away wills. I remember my late mak abang says : "yum. Ignore ur father. All u gotta do is to study study study. Prove him wrong. Make him eat his own words. Get a good job. Get a good life. Help ur siblings. Do not forget god."

Im proud to say even i didnt get the chance of visiting her for the last time, didnt go back for raya, i did what she told me to do. Thank you. Thank you.

Al fatihah and prayers goes to my late aunt who passed away on 4/12/2011 at 5.55 am.

Amin. May ur soul is place in the pious people and blessed by allah.

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breathe no more

2011-12-05T00:58:00.001+08:00

its 12.59. 5 december.

i know its my time of the year. in fact its not only me who waits for my own date, i bet every people wait for their own date right?

but its not what that i want today. i learn that my aunt is dying. and shes been in that state for sometimes. and i dont know anything bout it. kinda sad. not kinda. im sad. i am really sad

my aunt is where i come and tell her stories that i didnt share with anyone. mainly i tell her my prob within my family. and she is the only one that my father listens to. since she is the most elder in my father siblings. she has gone thru too much. breast cancer, leg problem. and now she's old and worn out..its her time to go.

i regret that i didnt go back to visit her sometimes. during college years, and now entering working days. i didnt even go back for raya for 2-3 years. barely sees anybody in JB. regrets, sadness. everything inside.

in fact tonight i help an accident. african got run down by a bike. not so good for the african, presume dead by the medic when she arrive there. the motorcyclist is in a bad condition. did my part. and the rest is on god.

yesterday was helwa's birthday. the ex-girlfriend. i dont have anything on me to get to her. i forgot her num since im using new simcard on new phone. all i had is her email. and i did wish her on email. i hope she reads it. i meant nothing in that email. its just a friend wishing a friend a very blastful happy birthday. do not take me wrong.

and yeah. i gotta tell this. having a memory of this kinda sadden me much. urs is on 4th, mine is on 5th, syera is on 30 with atufah and mira is having the same date with me. its too much for me. too much coincident. everything i do, everywhere i went, u always there. ur always there, watching me from a far. and on ur date, my aunt pass away. and this makes the memory of u getting stronger in my heart.

its not like i didnt fget u. in fact i moved on. its just...i dont have any other words for it. im gonna call it fate. everything happens for a reason and i do believe there must be a reason for this. maybe god dont want me to forget u, or maybe god want me to seek forgiveness from u for what did i've done.

im done running away from u. im done hating u for something that u didnt do. im done denying facts. im done manipulating my mind. im accepting that my fate is this. i cant run away from my own memory. i cant cheat history, i cant cheat anymore. i just cant be in denial anymore.

its too much burden on these dates. i remember too much date. 9/11/2005. 27/4/2006. 10/10/2008. 15/3/2009. and 11/7/2009. count 25/11 and 4/12 and 5/12 in that. u see. the dates i've been remembering.
do not mention the place.

today is a little too much for me. u, aunt death's, my birthday. definitely nobody wanna be in my shoes right now. and understand what am i feeling right now. and tmr i have to face my boss and ask for 2-3 days off. and i hope she let me go.

i realize that i am slowly turning into my father. ignoring people. family and bonds. become workaholic person. losing bond with the world. losing the ability of speech. uniform is like ur another skin. another self. another u. i realize that this thing is happening to me.

cant really describe what is happening in my head, either my heart. what fills me is now regrets. and sadness. i try not to overthink about this, but its swallowing me whole. trying to get the best of me. all i can do now is take some break. recite her some prayers. pray for her.

i think im done talking for now. lets see what tmr have for me. and i'll let it unfolds itself. hoping for a better new day.

and today, for ur info, its world ninja day by the way. and my life is a series of coincidence? want a prove?
i am riding ninja right now, having a quick but yet not working relationship with @nichninja and guess what? this day is on my birthday.

ja. goodnight people. goodnight

XT

2011-12-04T03:22:00.001+08:00

last time i was invited by this XT team and they put me as in the semi-carry / supportive pos. considering im retiring, so i decided not to reply the email. and i heard that they replace me with a girl. and XT is back in SMM 11 held in Mid Valley. they manage to get in to the brackets final. not sure on winning or losing bracket but i hope and pray the best for them

warm regards.

XT.9999 - former player of XT, KCR, LANC.INC
also known as qayyumx, vldvydtyd and KARAAA|-

p/s : to jas, dapat masuk SMM pon is a big achievement already. enough already. no pressure on u. u manage the team well. lets catch a drink later mate.

judging amy

2011-12-02T01:43:00.001+08:00

tonight twitter's timeline is full of this news of rara zikry's death. 400 tweets about her death, 200 retweets. and in the next 30 minutes ada yg cakap tak mati, bernafas and shit. some say rara is kawan baik dia. bla bla bla.

ok. i dont know who is this rara, but i googled and ask around and i found out this,

rara is a very beautiful girl (disambiguation needed because i think myself and the community is being bias) which suffer from a rare and chronic diseases and got news covered and funds launched for her.

and this got me thinking. what if ur not that pretty, what if ur not that famous? what happen to the other unfortunate people? got people talking bout them? or even think about them? or even happen to drop rm 1 in any beggars cup?

i dont think so. no i am not saying that rara is getting attention because of all these. im saying is death doesnt wait. deaths doesnt think. whoever that deaths want, so be it. i am not questioning why rara is all over my timeline today, and i dont care what fuzz people create over her.

just when is our time. are you ready? and death is not something u can announce and cancel it back. it is not funny at all. to tell everyone that he/her is ur friend and u can double confirm. not funny when ur death become news in social network. i been thru this once. i cried.

here goes. rara. i dont know what is her condition now, dead or alive. but my prayers is with her. and if she passed away tonight, recite her some fatihah, and yasin if u cud, and pray that her sins will be forgiven..

amin.

rara's drastic change - courtesy google

rara before she fallen sick - courtesy google

ok ok. updates

2011-12-02T01:28:00.001+08:00

k. everything is now settle, the process of moving in my new house is finally complete. internet in, satelite tv also done. appliances done. furniture done. but not the kitchen. i need to get a new stove and gas and some cabinets soon. to tell u guys the truth, i am dead broke. new bike, new house, moving and everything. i barely have some saving in my bank account. and i think im gonna lay off from social networking sites. im no longer writes at those blogs i used to write in.

and yeah. i am now considering to blog in a new medium. vlog. but of course im not gonna be like that dumbfuck mat lutfi or hadi with their cracking i cudnt get it joke. and not some childish issue. like "cebok berak jgn lupa pakai sabun, or guna tisu kalau kau bukan malay". no. i wanna talk about what happen in malaysia today, or what i am experiencing day by day encounter with life experiences.

i've been blogging since 2007. about 800 posts. and 200 drafts. on endscape only with 30k of pageviews without using any ads or whatsoever. and another 200 post on vld, and another 400 post as guest writer at some blogs. and i think i wanna do something new. its just about time kan?

oh yeah by the way im now staying in kinrara puchong, off jalan kelang lama a bit, not in puchong. i took me 5 minutes from here to work. rather than in cheras which took me 30 minutes if no traffic jam and 45 min with traffic jam. and to tell u the truth. my next door neighbor is a china-dolls faction. LUL. (kerah cokeng kawe kalu kelik kije pukul 11 male. lalu lale saje gewe china-dolls ni)

and dont miss me much. im gonna work my ass off, earning me some money and gonna make myself stable once again.

currently i am busy organizing family day for my ex-sekolah rendah guys punya batch which will be held on 14/15 january.

ok its past 11 minutes my bedtime hour. will be jolting down some stuff soon. or vlog soon. please subscribe qayyumx's channel in utube. thank you.

goodnight. have a nice pleasant day tmr.

ja

#ww 15 - edisi special abam long farid kawin

2011-12-02T01:21:00.001+08:00

pempuan melayu "moslemah" UMNO

2011-11-30T22:44:00.001+08:00

"kalau kelantan kembali kepada UMNO, undi UMNO, percayalah. kelantan akan bebas dari belenggu HIV"

begitulah ungkapan dari seorang puteri UMNO sebentar tadi di TV3 yang saya 100% yakin berketurunan dan menetap di negeri pantai timur tersebut.

sejujurnya, aku takde masalah dengan UMNO. tapi aku ada masalah dengan orang2 dalam UMNO. kepala bapak dia. kau buat UMNO mcm agama? TUHAN? kau applied konsep KETUHANAN MELAYU dalam organisasi PERKAUMAN UMNO pulak? fuwah hebat. sangat hebat

pempuan, moslem, melayu. gila lah. undi UMNO ibarat konfirm ke syurga, sudah di tentukan hisabnya di muka bumi, bebas dari sebarang penyakit, bebas dari sebarang penindasan.

and tell u what, UMNO will save us from 21 December 2012 like the Mayan's predicted. whoever work in the gov sector, ur salvation will be heard, u will not be judge, u all will venture in the UMNO's ark and survive this.

i was like, ok i am wrong for being an agent for the freemason. yahweh and judas also didnt promise me with this kind of reward.

and tmr, i will go and join UMNO.

UMNO TERUS MARA UNTUK RAKYAT MALAYSIA!

now, enjoice!

everybody lies.

2011-11-29T12:04:00.001+08:00

"unless u starting to grow wings, and having wicked horns and start to fly and bend spoon just using ur brain power, it might gave me the 2nd thought just to reconsider on obeying and listen to ur advise. and thus, keep my life in check. and i have no intention dying :p since u all become gods and devils alike"

- yum, 12.05 pm. 29/11/2011, pinggiran subang.

or bagi yg kurang faham dan bijak bahasa inggerisnya, translasi secara kasarnya adalah berbunyi begini.

"sebenarnya ini adalah ironik. anda seorang manusia, yang anda hakimi itu adalah sorang manusia juga, anda berkata2 untuk tidak menjadi seorang pembenci, tapi dalam masa yang sama anda bukan sahaja tidak bersetuju, malah mengunakan ketidak-setujuan anda itu sebagai perisai untuk anda membenci, anda katakan tidak pada mereka yang membenci, tapi anda juga sebenarnya seorang pembenci tanpa anda sedari, selagi anda seorang manusia, selagi itu anda bukan dan tidakkan berada di tahap di mana anda berhak menasihati saya walaubagaimana sekali pun"

LULZ panjang gila. biasalah. org bodoh mana faham bahasa artistik sarcasm yg aku selalu gunakan. selalunya akan berakhir dengan "yum kalau nak cakap tu ada batas2nya. bukan main cakap je, ingat org lain jugak"

and aku akan reply dengan

"ubat sakit bontot mahupun krim bontot tidak di jual kat sini"

treat stupidity with sarcasm. this is my policy.

schools just make them even stupid time by time.

hiatus for 2 weeks

2011-11-29T11:10:00.001+08:00

i took a week or two rest from this social networking site since i've moved in to my new house sumwhere in kinrara. it takes 2-3 weeks to complete the move. astro, unifi, shits and stuffs. and im kinda busy these days. oh yeah and i went to kedah on saturday. spend 2 days there. went for abam long farid wedding. hihi. its my 1st time tido di tgh2 bendang sawah padi.

omg i tell u the air is very refreshing. sangat sangat sangat sangat. x4 sangat. sejuk dia ya tuhan. lain mcm. kat rumah aku pun tak mcm ni. eventho hijau jugak tapi the atmosphere is very different.

here goes some pics.

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and i realize there was no picture in my hard disk. LMAO. ok will upload it tonight. lucky u the unifi guy is comming today. and astro tmr.

sigh.

ahahaha.

#WW 14 - edisi hidung berdarah non stop

2011-11-23T12:41:00.001+08:00

#ww 13 dual pic special edition

2011-11-19T13:47:00.001+08:00

stop it

2011-11-15T22:34:00.001+08:00

i think i hurt alot of souls. with these bare hands. and my keyboard. i am too much sarcastic. i am too rude. i am too vulgar. im taking today as my stop. and i'll try to contain myself from saying things people dont want to see. even if its true.

im sorry.

#kem 3

2011-11-15T22:14:00.001+08:00

dah 3 minggu lewat nak tulis pasal #kem3 ni. held on 28-30 oktober kat kem lubok manggis.

malas nak tulis panjang2 actually. tapi games2 semua best. pengisian banyak. mengeratkan hubungan antara alumni, juniors, masih study.

i gain a lot. eventho dah tak study pun. things u wont get working. things u wont get reading books. pure experience im talking about here. ingat senang ke nak rasa perasaan nak jadi kanak2 balik? u wont get it anywhere. u'll get it in WAWASAN UNITEN ONLY!

well. enjoy the pics.

jilaka shah, ashi, nad

haa tgk la sapa yg masak? sbb tu menang. jamie "yum" oliver

ahahah YB sydney turun padang kot

the girls

the people

the girls lagi

my team. kumpulan 1.

si batu api

ashi dan batu api

yum says part 2 - bangga hapa jadi melayu?

2011-11-12T10:18:00.001+08:00

hi. i dont care. im gonna blog here. im working now currently. at bandar baru bangi. attending event on hari keusahawanan. got this one pakcik. at 1st he's bashing TM for having a lousy service, thats okay. and then he talks about being a malay and stuffs. and i was kinda pissed off hearing his statement. pure bullshits.

to tell u the truth. the only thing yg aku bangga dengan org melayu ni hanyalah sejarah lampau dia. zaman menentang penjajah. sekarang? i dont. u see, this pakcik is telling me about MELAYU tolong MELAYU. and all of those isi minyak kat petronas, guna celcom. beli dari org melayu. tolong itu ini and i was like.....BLERGHHH kepala butoh apa.

u see, aku malas nak argue banyak. sometimes org tua aku pon sama. penah dengar dialog mcm ni tak?

" jangan beli kat kedai kim seng tu, mahal, barang2 dia pun ntah mana dia dapat, halal haramnya mana. pegi jelah kedai sanusi tu, murah, hutang pon boleh hutang, aku pon bukan banyak duit"

u see? term melayu tolong melayu? sbb dia cina kau blame dia dapat stock dari rezeki haram? sebab dia cina dia jual mahal makan riba? melayu tak makan riba? dengan melayu boleh utang?

hello, tell me what are malays did to this world sampai kau nak bangga ? kertas tu pon bangsa yang kau paling benci cipta. apasal? tak boleh terima? konon taknak shopping kat carefour, the store, parkson, makan kfc or mcd, or dominos, tapi baju kau masih jenama zara, manggo, polo, shits and sorts. bukan ada label GEDUNG PAKAIAN MEK ZAINAB. mulut kau masih hembus asap rokok dunhill, malboro, jari jemari kau masih menekan keyboard cap microsoft, tangan kau masih scroll IPORK, mata kau masih tengok BREE OLSEN.

lain la kalau mulut kau menghembus asap SAAT, tangan kau menaip keyboard cap JAMSARI, tangan kau scroll iLuncur. dan mata kau menonton porno zarina annjoulie. baru kau layak berkata2 sebegini dengan aku

kau sedar tak? yahudi senangkan hidupkan dunia akhirat. apa sangat yg kau banggakan jadi melayu? ha sial? babi buat aku panas. fuck la. fuck melayu. kepala buto la melayu. apasal? beranak bangsa melayu kau straight masuk syurga? bangsa di angkat tuhan? kau nak beat yahudi? apa bagus sangat? aku tak faham mentaliti kau. serius. jgn suka2 hati sekolahkan aku. jgn ingat kerana kau melayu kau boleh tuduh org lain kapir suka2 hati kau. islam tak penah ajar sesuatu kaum tuk jadi extremist.

dan ISLAM TAK TURUN ATAS BANGSA MELAYU ITU SENDIRI. TU BANI ISRAEL TU DAPAT ISLAM LAGI AWAL DARI KAU.

persetankan bangsa aku, aku tak pernah bangga dengan bangsa aku sendiri. sudah la. jgn nak obses sangat. memalukan.

yum says episode 1 - Seksualiti Merdeka

2011-11-10T11:59:00.003+08:00

so here i am. talking about this week hot issue, seksualiti merdeka. and i gotta say this honestly, i am against this movement publicly. i am strongly disagree with this.

why am i against this? look. i dont care if u wanna be gay, lesbian, hetero, BDSM, bisex, 3-some, 4-some or whatever shit kinky fetish and erotica u want, and if u keep it to urself its okay, do not go out and rape people, rape kids, kill somebody and rape me most importantly. im okay with that.

sure we can judge them for being sinned of choosing a life like that. sure we can say they are all sick and need help. they go against god's will and nature. and try to think back who wrote our book of life? its god himself. and lucky u, u dont have to walk in their shoes, living like that, hated by the community, mostly serbanitas and unorthodox muslims.

the forum organized by seksuality merdeka by ambiga is not a place where all buttfuckers, pussy-lickers, gay lord, dildo hunters do orgy shitz and stunts. and personally i think this is MORE DANGEROUS without that orgy im saying above. but with this talk and forum, their rally is to uphold the right to be gay, lesbian, bisex, transsexual which is agains our religion rights. as for us, muslim. we need to stop this from happening. if ur gay and so on, keep it for urself.

consider this is a virus. one gay person is infecting another person to be gay, i'd say this is dangerous. and this might lead to epidermic state of emergency. and guess what, gay is only of of the virus. try to add 4 more virus. catastrophic.

like i said. u gay, u keep it to urself. buttfuck behind me. keep it down. organizing talks, forum and movement like this is just provoking this country constitution which is ISLAM AS AGAMA RASMI (so not true). u can still see malay babi mabuk here n there, rogol here in there, pak imam buntingkan cucu, serbanitas merompak bank and so. u see its contradict here.

enough already corrupting this country, enough already with the unstable politics, enough already with getting this country to chaos.

and please. if u guys bashing me for joining bersih under ambiga, its totally u guys get the wrong idea. i agree with some of her ideas but i am not on par with her totally.

quoting from "ALONG" saying during kem 3 :

"kalau tak boleh ambil semua, jangan tolak semua"

dalam racun ada penawar, dalam penawar ada racun.

p/s: yes its true that god doesnt only create adam & eve, but also steve, but god didnt tell steve to buttfuck adam while buttfucking eve at the same time. or eve with shila while's steve watching and vice versa.

#ww 12

2011-11-10T00:26:00.002+08:00

how does video game and life relate

2011-11-08T15:34:00.000+08:00

imma write this short. to me, living life is like playing and MMORPG video game. where everybody start at level 1, without a class. and a naab stats.

so when were are at level 1, usually we need to level up until 10 to change class. so in the process of leveling, we go and do quest, do hunt for monsters. and its the same as attending schools, college, taking down exams, tackling obstacle, doing projects and stuffs.

and when we at level 10, changing class means getting a class, a job. in MMORPG there is several class with special sub-units. there is warriors, professors, monks, bart, dancer, thief, assassins, hunter, archaeologist, and there is so much class that we can choose from. this is the same with us when we reach level 10, we gotta choose our path, we cant stay that way any longer, change is needed. choosing a class comes with getting equipped. each class got their own equipment and mount. this is where we equip ourselves with things. cars, bikes, houses, and during this class-changing level, the objective is to level up again, and farm the better equipment matching our level. and during these level up there is another several class change situation n chance.

the higher the level, the better the equipment become. the EQ (equipment) is not only judge by how rich u are, its everything. every growth u made, urself, u income, ur knowledge, ur credibility, ur ability, ur skills, ur relationship, in MMORPG u will need a party to level up, the higher the mobs are the more people u gonna carry in ur party. thats the same with life, u'll need a very good circle of companions. which u can share ups and down. and that is why the marriage system implant in most of MMORPG

in most MMORPG only 2% of people will achieve cap level, which is level 99. 12% of people will achieve level 80, another 20% stuck at level 70 and the rest is at level 60 and below. and people who is lazy to level up, and lazy to farm will end up scamming people, lie here and there, become a parasite. and this is what happen in real life. u see? how MMORPG and IRL co-exist and relates.

this is life actually. MMORPG games is based on human lives. it relates. to me, if u fail to carry ur game, u fail to carry urself. i aint losing in my games. and i hope so does u.

things you should know #dearfutureGF

2011-11-08T12:23:00.001+08:00

its just sad when i think about having a not working relationship. thus, i decided to jolt down some imporatant notes here, for the #dearfutureGF, so she can take note, and think about having me as her BF, and destroys her own life.

its not like u cant flirt and get lovey-dovey with me. its just the matter of the timming, and a little bit of understanding about what i am, what do i do and when to do it. im not like u. im just not like u.

so here goes the list.

1. i am sorry for being a workaholic. and i dont text while im working. for whatever purpose.
- i am sacrificing you for my work. we're just a couple and ur not my wife yet. so dont expect me to entertain ur i miss you, i love you, i need you, i kiss u whatever shit during working hours. PERIOD.

2. i am sorry for being a hopeless romantic.
- i forget how to love, fall in love, flirt, and stuffs. sorry for being blur all the time.

3. i work till late night.
- dont expect me to come home, text u in the first place. i am tired the whole day working. i dont need ur rants about missing me and shits, let me have my bath, check my emails and at least have my dinner and watch news 1st.

4. i got a zillion tons of commitment besides u.
- i need to mend my family, i need to mend my own work, i need to attend my fellow clanmates, buddies, and next is u.

5. the reason i cant text and IMs is because im using android.
- it takes a hunter, to hunt a hunter. in other words, get urself an android. u'll pretty much know.

6. i do have uncontrolled social life and random hangout.
- i am a very random person. i can change from A to K and from K to W in an instant. so when i decide to do this, but something happen, i'll do that instead.

7. my twitter and fb, its MINE
- simply put, i can write, post, comments, tweet to anybody i like, please dont get jealous as u dont know with who or whom i might tweet or write, its just a matter of a friend, college, office mate, or my juniors back in UNITEN. so u being jealous is not reasonable.

8. do not get angry when i go for a EPL match hangout and i ignoring ur tweets
- its EPL, it not LOVE ACTUALLY.

9. when i dota (EXCEPTION)
- u know i hate to lose aight? u know who am i. the legendary KING YUM.

10. i planned for each day.
- monday watch mega movie chinese in tv3, tuesday i'll watch wwe, wednesday i'll do readings, thursday is discovery channel day, friday its shisha day, saturday is movie night and EPL, sunday its a rest day.

11. i just dont get mad easily. i need u to do this
- if i did wrongdoings, please tell me, save the time for me to figure it out and then trying to get to u back. ur mad u tell me, i did wrong u tell me. i dont play hide and seek. i dont like and i tell it. i need u to understand me and i'll do the same.

#WW 11, dual pic

2011-11-07T20:53:00.001+08:00

wawasan uniten - part 2

2011-11-01T12:57:00.000+08:00

in part 2. im gonna tell u guys a bit of the history between wawasan and me. when i join uniten back there on early 2009, during orientation. i aint like it. because of wak dol. with the feeling of seniority and stuff i keep telling myself, wth wakdol ni. aku dah 23 kot. treat mcm budak2 apa kejadah. siap nak sergah2 suruh patah balik amanah apa kelancau?

so again i was force to stay in the dumb cold hall listening to all the gibberish talk and shits. and wakdol was there to control the croud from going crazy. he manage to waken up the rage inside and i fucking hate him that time for treating me like a kid, but somehow during that time ayet was the TC head that time. the LDK we did manage to lessen my rage and anger. i had fun. that time ada sup, ayet, abg helmi, and ada 2-3 nama i forgot ah. haa kirin. seriusly aku rasa waste time duduk dewan tu seminggu. takde pengisian. but within the module and LDK activity, i manage to gain blood brothers. ramai. those yang selalu korang tgk rapat dgn aku, tu la diorang. LDK yg rapatkan kami. LDK punya module dari sapa? of course dari WAWASAN UNITEN. it works. see how relationship aku dgn budak2 TC batch aku. kuat gila. very strong.

and then bila habis orientation tu, ada baazar clubs and so on. i heard wawasan open a booth. so that time i think i wanna pay a visit and try to mock wakdol, and eventually i did. but i didnt register for it. i register under the ASTENA club. and when i was at wawasan booth, i manage to mock wakdol and mock and mock with lan. club poyo, pres poyo faci poyo (tak tau ayet was the pres)

and i join astena, did some teater, some show, play gamelan a bit and i was exceptionally active in kelompok amanah that time. jadi baim punya right hand man. asal ada aktiviti amanah je aku mesti join. suara emas uniten, berdebat for class BM, berforum la apa la for baim and cik mar.

and one day wawasan buat AF 5, waktu tu cuti, and aku malas nak balik. and aku register diri sendiri tuk masuk. duit banyak, masa banyak. oh ya, time tu ashra join, shah join, aimi, afik, kevin, heri, syu hitam, syu putih, paan, ros, ija, megat, zaf, mia, syaza, PENGETUA, daus kawan paan, nazren, amanda tu n ramai ah lagi. mula2 tujuan aku ke sana just nak tido, sbb dengar pantai, have fun la katanya, but sekali lagi, wawasan punya module buat aku tertarik. u guys know me, aku mana suka benda aktiviti sukan dan memenatkan. tapi ntah mcm mana aku layankan. best gila. war games malam tu. buat layang2. hancurkan istana pasir. ice breaking.

aku used to label all of those FD students poyo, tak geti hormat senior, tapi lama2 prejudis aku hilang. aku mula pegang kepada pernyataan "tak kenal maka tak cinta". sbb aku tak kenal budak2 foundry, FD, aku label diorang poyo. cara aku tak betul. sebenarnya they was okay. way much better dari those uitm crooks from my time dulu. and persepsi aku berubah. like seriusly berubah. aku mula rasa wawasan uniten sesuai dgn jiwa aku. lagi pun dlm wawasan ada je org tua tak sedar diri mcm zaki dgn ayet. hahaha. and since dari tu aku mula jadi backbone secara tak lansung tuk wawasan uniten. aku attend dinner dah 2 kali, design baju, poster tuk program2 af, krk, and mcm2 ah. selagi ada hayat, selagi ada kuasa, selagi mampu aku curahkan tuk wawasan uniten.

apa yg di perjuangkan wawasan aku sanjung. bangsa, negara, agama. aku taknak sia-siakan apa yg aku timba di uniten, apa yg aku berjaya gain. tapi kejap. kenapa aku write in malay pula. i look stupid if i write in malay. wth. ah nvm teruskan. and aku rasa aku really2 belong tuk wawasan. eventho aku takde apa2 jawatan or function yg betul2 menguntungkan wawasan, aku masih nak be a part from wawasan. during time aku dlm uitm, aku tak penah ada semangat dan bersemangat mcm ni. aku tak penah di dedahkan dengan benda2 mcm ni. sbb tu aku hilang minat. aku rugi youth aku kat uitm. bila aku masuk wawasan, aku dapat rasa kembali youth yg aku hilang dulu. benda2 yg sepatutnya aku rasa waktu aku muda dulu. satu kerugian tahu?

and balik je dari program2 wawasan makin ramai org yg aku kenal, n vice versa, best. sambil gain knowledge, gain kawan2, gain itu dan ini. takde rugi apa. in uitm, duit selalu jadi masalah bagi student2 ni. aku tak tau apa masalah. asal sebut aktiviti ini nak guna rm 30, mesti ramai yg menentang. semua nak free. look, aku bukan nak hentam uitm ke apa, reality. asal nak aktiviti ke apa, organize things, mesti tak jadi sbb ada fee. cmon la. rm 30 tak mampu tipu sangatt. sbb tu terbantut. sbb tu youth aku mati bodoh je 3 taun stuck dalam bilik. youth aku hilang dekat puncak perdana. sia sia.

guys, jangan sia-siakan masa muda, kenal org, enjoy masa muda, explore things. be young, be you. enjoy life.

and post aku pasal wawasan uniten tak terhenti di sini. ada 2 - 3 lagi part yg aku nak share.

wawasan uniten - part 1

2011-11-01T01:10:00.001+08:00

before write things. and elaborate more further in this post. imma share my experience back there when i was in uitm. i didnt join any shit back there in uitm. i dont know who to blame. i was in the wrong ghetto back there, mixed up with some worthless punks. and the community there was not that great because it was full of malays. u can see hatred and those people are struggling for power and fame obviously. its was masscomm, full of malays. can u blame them?

i was not interested to join any of those shits. whatever u called them kesatria or whatever club. to me it was like a mandatory enforcement. i dont enjoy being there. even to join them. i dont know bout u guys. during my time, it was a small campus back in puncak perdana. people are dying to get famous and power. thats y. i dont have juniors since it was the last batch of my kind in puncak perdana.

ok so here i start the story. whatever u do in puncak perdana, haters hate. and when the haters did something, another haters come around the corner and turn the table. this is what i can see and observe. and too bad. i dont know how i end up with some losers punk back there and i dont know where to run. so i stuck there 3 fucking miserable years. i wont elaborate more. u guys cudda figure out what happen anyway.

so when i was in uniten, the enviroment is really really really different. too much club, but less people joining. and i gotta tell u this, those who didnt join clubs are really sore losers. my 1st club there is ASTENA. i did theater and dramas. and sing coir and play gamelan too. because uniten is a multi-racial uni, i cant see any hatred among UNITEN-ians. u merely see the clubs fighting each other, either mpp screaming and partying here n there just to fight about having class at 10 or even for a dumb-fuck watercooler issue for 3 years.

and after im done with ASTENA i joined WAWASAN UNITEN. at 1st i think, ah poyo la budak2 ni. faci shits and stuffs. and eventually i fall in love with wawasan. i was attracted by the unique of this club. in fact, among all of the uni in malaysia. WAWASAN UNITEN is there for 10 years. i was quite amaze.

that time the president is ayet. the more i follow WAWASAN activity, the more i fall in love with it. it gaves me new brothers and sisters, juniors, the support is so much better. there is no hatred among clubs. everybody is doing their own jobs. look at them. even unite in organizing activities. this is what im looking for in a club or society. a family. a home. finally. just for me.

action needed.

2011-11-01T00:54:00.002+08:00

again today i nearly die on the streets. i think a new act or enactment need to be amended before those ambulance and police kills people in the street.

i was on my way to the office from taman mulia. right infront of the MMR2 t-junction. and that time its my turn to go since it was green. prior before on my turn, theres and ambulance in front. from the opposite side, it was a normal-non-emergency-ambulance. it was there for 3 turns of traffic light. and suddenly when i just about to cross the street, suddenly the ambulance turn on its siren. and guess what? all of the bikes and car of course la jalan kan? ambulance man. so i stop my bike almost crash it. what about cars and bike from behind? it was fucking disaster man.

im not being bias. im not blaming all ambulance and police car. cmon. u guys also had the experience right? its only a matter of time before those drivers kill people in the streets. its dangerous. really i have the thoughts of dying today because of the ambulance.

please la gov do something. enforce them to take exams. and let only professional drivers drive em. it might not too late to enforce the law or amend a new act or enactment. for the sake of the road users.

troll, trolling & getting troll

2011-10-27T12:52:00.000+08:00

semalam ada drama mini di #twitterjaya about troll. kelakar. such a troller, kena troll and he turns emo.kelakarnya, bila kau #butthurt ramai lak yg support. wah buli n troll org boleh kau kena troll tak boleh funni shiiit

tell u what. i've been trolling since i was 15, when is start to play counter-strike in a local cybercafe. then the art of trolling grew. im now online gaming. gunbound. starting to troll people like, in a global stage, mock them, troll them, make them look stupid. i even learn some foreign language.

mexico, venezuella, egypt, tripoli, dutch, danish, all sort of cursing and mocking.

pada aku troll ni. small matter, do not feed the troll. do not fight back. buat tak tau je. aku puas n masak dah kena troll zaman sekolah. sbb aku gemuk and so. tak rasa apa2. tak luak apa2. ini baru kena troll kat twitter, emo. boooo. sad case :(

grow up k? get a job. be a man, pay some debt to the society kiddo.

#WW 10

2011-10-26T17:21:00.002+08:00

Maya Persada

2011-10-25T00:28:00.002+08:00

Dihikayatkan
Sepasang insan jiwa halus murni
Menggenggam teguh ikrar cinta bak mahkota
Meski pun badai melanda

Dihikayatkan
Secitra lambang luhur semara
Tapi menjadi legenda cinta musnah
Inikah di-Nas kan Pencipta

Melayar bahtera cinta
Di alun gelora
Menuju pantaian kasih
Penuh merintih

Abadikah kami di sana
Maya persada

tribute : Lefthanded.

6-1

2011-10-25T00:25:00.002+08:00

apa macam? sedap? makan potato cip sampai 6 botol. pekena bege ramli sampai 6 biji? tuhan pon tak dapat tolong kau. HOME TUUU :(

FT : 6-1 (Manchester City 6 - Manchester United 1)

p/s : we make them look like a futbal wankers didnt we? #WHYALWAYSME?

17, student, bitches :(

2011-10-25T00:23:00.003+08:00

for some reason im not gonna bash this little bitch. instead, i feel sorry for her. maybe she didnt had a ride in a big bikes, or maybe she didnt have the chance go to to motoGP either she is born with permanent brain damage diagnosed. i feel sorry for her. congratulations u just made the whole female look dumb.

CBR 250 kenal? ninja 250 kenal? Hyosung 650r kenal? kejap

mai naik JND 7172 dengan abam yum meh. abam yum bawak adik pegi syurga :D

adik ni ninja tau? tapi one rider je. jauhhhh boleh pegi. kilat2 tuuuu

haaa adik ini dia hyosung 650r. kalau adik nak mati masuk neraka meh naik ni dgn abam yum

Muammar Gadaffi

2011-10-23T15:13:00.004+08:00

u guys wont probably know this guy until the 2011 civil war in libya happens right? suddenly he died sumwhere this week and u guys worship and call him a hero when the reality is he did massacre and launch coupe d e'tat which he did it to take over libya from the libya king - KING IDRIS I that time.

read about the coup d'etat here

true. he was a symbolic leader of libya. true he did implement islamic value in libya. which was stated in a book by Edmond Jouve - My Vision With Muammar Gadaffi.

and i quote :

"... a country without alcohol, where the population abides by strict codes of male-female conduct that require both sexes to stay virgins until marriage—there are no dance clubs, no bars, no young couples strolling down the street, holding hands...I go in search of the town hotspot and discover it to be the local internet café, where crowds of young men play video games, enter English-language chat rooms, and examine—however surreptitiously—Western porn sites. It takes me a few minutes to notice that there’s not a single woman in the place. Away from the progressive cities of Tripoli and Benghazi, women stay largely in the home, out of sight. A local man, Mahmud, tells me that women here aren’t allowed to see or interact with males outside of their immediate family, including any would-be husband."

yes he is a hero, sponsored by NATO himself to take the throne and become the KING OF KINGS in 1969.

and i read some bullshit here

http://darisungaiderhaka.blogspot.com/2011/10/begitu-banyak-kebajikan-untuk-rakyat.html

i was like. WTH?

think again. why was the civil wars happen? simply u blame US. the conspiracy. those fucken sick theories of yours. he did kill alot of people in 1969 he never stop doing so.

mengamalkan system pemerintahan islam? does islam allow dictator-ism ? is he really fair? what does libya oil-money spent on? weapon of mass destruction? u guys can call him a hero. u guys can call him a warrior. because is ISLAM. right? judge him on what he does. its a quite long time from 1969 till 2011 and all i heard is libya is still like that. poor. his assets is frozen by the US? did u think why his asset frozen? why did he receive help from NATO?

simple equation, NATO helps him, he gives NATO the oil. when he's in charge, he backstabbed NATO, resulting in getting banned, frozen assets, blah blah blah.

- MY ORIGINAL THEORY ON THIS -

those 19 good things about gadaffi on that blog is purely rubbish and is viewed only by those islamic people. YEAH. SERBANITAS HERE I HIGHLIGHT. MIND YOU.

and during his years serving as a king in libya. he does seek acceptance from those ILLUMINATI nations. including VLADMIR PUTIN. i cant believe u guys simple wrote down and believe. my god.

he rule libya for so long, his citizens suffers. too much oppression too much corruption. he took down the kingdom of KING IDRIS with war. have u not heard about "mensucikan najis dengan benda suci, bukan mensucikan najis dengan najis".

i dont know. you can say he died sempat mengucap syahadah. u can say he died as islam. to me he did nothing but damages. giving us islam a bad name. but who am i to say that.

RIP
Muammar Gadaffi
(7 June 1942 - 20 October 2011)

for dad

2011-10-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

another inspirational movie after JOHN Q, and i did not regret of being rundown by heavy rain just to get my ass to mid valley today. and i realize, that how much that i did i miss my dad, and both of us is missing a lot in both our lives.

as u all know im not the fav son of his, either he is not proud with me. he gives me a lot of hell. but he never,ever neglect his responsibility. he's not there, but his money is, but still he;s not there, if he' there he wud beat me up. and mock me. as for i am that time. a fat fuck without any brain at all. and i gotta tell u this, all of those sufferings, help me build up my ego. build up myself. i aint easy to be bullied and fall down.

i was told to go to school by my own and go home alike. i dont really remember how, but i manage to get to school. and home safely for the week. but than mom saved me, hired a school van. HAHA.

ok enough reminiscing the old times. what pass is pass. now. here i am. dad bought me a superbike last raya. i cudnt thanks him much, and today, i gotta tell u this, i miss my dad. both of us cant return all of the years we should spend together, all the-get-to-know either kiss and hug session,

i just want to say, thank you dad, thank you very much. and i kinda miss you.

thanks dad, for being one for me, for being an asshole, for being one of a hell, and i dont mind if ur not proud with me, im proud with u, u raised little bro well. u deserve the best dad award. at least u did leave a legacy behind. little bro get all A's in every major exam, while i, am a perfect gamer was ever created.

again. THANK YOU ABAH.

p/s : i cant imagine if i told him this. either salam cium tangan during hari raya. #thatawkwardmoment #truestory

#WW 9

2011-10-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

Friendster I-cafe Dota Tourney October 2011

2011-10-16T15:50:00.000+08:00

waaa KCR LIAO

naaab vs -_- *facepalm*

drafting phase

tapau shizuma

kena tapau

the league punya board

Word(s) of the day

2011-10-16T14:19:00.001+08:00

blogger. penulis buku. effort. merajuk. kawan-kawan. rumah sewa. kantolkan. tido. keyboard warrior. kawan makan kawan. bergadoh

cc : masrul azlan, ashra hakim.

sejak aku dgn ashi blah, things were never the same

apalah nak jadi dengan dunia

melayu-lo-logy

2011-10-13T13:38:00.000+08:00

hai kawan2. hari ini saya ingin berkongsi sedikit sebanyak terminalogi bagi beberapa istilah dari bahasa ingeris kepada bahasa melayu. tak perlukan google translate mahupun oxford absolute-perfect dictionary untuk me-nyah-tata-bahasakan terminalogi ini.

SOLAR STORM - percikkan api narakka (narakka di eja sebegitu untuk mengekalkan unsur-unsur mistik)

MOON HALO EFFECT - hentaman terakhir dari narakka

AURORA - cahaya kemarahaan dan bala dari langit seperti dalam hadis.

untuk harini. 3 terms je.

kbai

CRY

2011-10-13T01:14:00.001+08:00

I have seen peace. I have seen pain,
Resting on the shoulders of your name.
Do you see the truth through all their lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.

I have seen birth. I have seen death.
Lived to see a lover's final breath.
Do you see my guilt? Should I feel fright?
Is the fire of hesitation burning bright?
And if you want to talk about it once again,
On you I depend. I'll cry on your shoulder.

You're a friend.

You and I have been through many things.
I'll hold on to your heart.
I wouldn't cry for anything,
But don't go tearing your life apart.

I have seen fear. I have seen faith.
Seen the look of anger on your face.
And if you want to talk about what will be,
Come and sit with me, and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.

#ww 8 - SPECIAL EDITION

2011-10-12T00:48:00.001+08:00

THE MILLIONS

2011-10-12T00:43:00.001+08:00

situation : nobody cries for them, or at least one time per year. per person. lets distribute to nominal distribution. maybe 1 house 0.5 ratio?

situation : everybody cries for him. father of all invention. a revolutionary. an inventor.

i troll some, i got whack and bashed so much,

-dead people yum, its no fun to talk about dead people-

-tak kira la agama apa pon dia tapi kita di ajar tuk respect org mati-

-aku tak hina org yang dah mati- (YEAH FUCKING RIGHT)

-aku rasa kita dalam posisi tak boleh nak judge dia kot, tak kesah la ayah dia islam ke dia kafir ke-

KEPALA BUTOH TAU? YANG KAU MAIN HASHTAG #URMOMSOFAT TU APA KEPALA BABI? MANA MORALITY KAU? ORG HIDUP KAU JADIKAN BAHAN. ORG MATI TAK BOLEH? KEPALA BANA AYAH KAU

REALITY IS, HE DIDNT CURE HUNGER, SO DOES GAGA AND BIEBER. AND WHAT RIGHT DOES THAT MAKE YOU TO MOCK ME? HA? DID U EVEN TAKE OUT A NOTE OF RM 50 AND SLIDE IT DOWN THRU HE MONEY HOLE IN A MOSQUE?

and who are u to tell me this and that? question urself. have u spend 30 minutes to watch bersamamu on wednesday, and watch one hell of a family raising a kid in a half wrecked shelter without electricity, treated water, and earns rm 5.50 per day and not even have the ability to talk? and after finished watching did u rush into the nearest cash deposit machine and bank in what ever u had left in ur wallet? and if u did all of these. YES, YOU ARE IN A POSITION TO TELL ME THIS AND THAT MOTHER FUCKIN BITCH WHO CUDNT EVEN AFFORD YOURSELF A PROPER CLOTHING. AND YEAH UR FROM THE FUCKIN FAMOUS IIUM. BITCHES BELONG THERE AS FAR AS I KNOW

dont u talk about "REZEKI MANUSIA LAIN2" im talking about what are u doing, what are u gonna do and what are u thinking? bitch wheres ur brain? im telling u.

planet x

2011-10-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

look at it. LOOK AT IT SON. YES IS REAL. THE MOON IS KILLIN US REAL SOON. IN 44 DAYS

"SOON IT WILL BE YOU WHO WILL COME BACK BEGGING TO ME" - Sylvia Ganush

that bigger outer circle is planet X,
the inside outer circle of planet X is planet nibiru which u can call it planet Y
and the glowing dot is the moon.

and the fool whom is reading this is from earth and probably a moron

hey i got some idea. its fun.
lets do some easy and simple maths equation here just by using our imagination.

if X is > than Y and Y is > than moon, what will happen if ;

X hits Y and both X + Y hit the moon?

and if X didnt hit Y, that doesnt make Y hit the moon. correct?

and if earth is > than the moon, what is the probability of earth surviving those X + Y + moon impact if the ratio of each factor is X : 4, Y : 2, moon : 1 and earth : 3.

currently, up to now,

there is 512 comments and pending, and there is 512 types of stupidity inside. care to join?

u wud love to join. and trollers are allowed to laugh thru their imagination only. while fame hunter can hunt the facts thru THE ARRIVAL and FACEBOOK.

just what kind of person are u?

heaven wont hear u, hell wont accept u just yet.
turn to yahweh, seek judas, believe in belial. u might get saved in the nickest of time

HAHAHA.

9999-sive. 9999-licious.

2011-10-11T12:45:00.002+08:00

boleh jadi ini kali yang ke 9999 aku kata yang aku nak retire. tapi kali ini. aku serius. mcm 9998 kali yang lepas. aku jugak cakap yang aku serius kali ni. sebenarnya aku tak tau berapa serius kata aku untuk retire sebagaimana aku cakap dengan serius 9998 kali yg lepas. ok ini serius. like, dead serius.

sebenarnya. aku memang dah retire. i mean like, semi-retire. dalam 2 minggu dapat la 2-3 game. tu pon temankan paeh, steven, madi, rnd main public games. sometimes kena tapau. sometimes menapau. most of the time menapau la kan.

tapi itu bukan kenapa aku tulis warkah ini. aku nak menulis sesuatu yang aku rasa, aku dah kecewakan orang. aku bukan seorang cikgu, atau apa yang kau panggil sifu, tenaga pengajar, or babysitter yang baik. tak banyak benda aku dapat ajar pada kau. kau, dan juga kau. bukan sorang. tapi aku tulis ni untuk arep (crackerzx), steven (RazingNPH), rnd (metasymph.00) dan pizy (AJIN) sebenarnya aku tak tolong korang gain apa yang korang nak gain. korang sampai ke tahap situ dengan usaha diri kau sendiri, aku tak lock apa2 special traits pon dari korang. its all on u guys punya own effort.

aku juga nak mintak maaf pada rnd sbb tak penah nak bawak kau pegi draft game ke or apa2 game yang serius.aku tau kau kecewa sbb aku tak berikan kau peluang tuk kau main draft game. aku selalu suruh kau train benda2 bodoh, last hit, farm, belajar hide n gank thru fog. chase n kill sapa dulu time war. sepatutnya aku bawak kau, tapi aku selalu bagi alasan kau tak ready lagi. selalu kata kau kena belajar itu dan ini, kalau tak di beri peluang, mcm mana kau nak belajar kan? so aku totally blame diri aku tuk ini. sedikit sebanyak aku rasa bersalah, sbb tak berapa nak dedahkan kau. aku selalu suruh aku tgk replay tapi bila tiba praktikal, aku tak penah nak bagi kau peluang.

banyak lagi benda yang boleh aku blame diri sendiri. aku tak percaya pada kau, etc2. setakat ni aku percaya dgn steven sbb steven dah lama main dgn aku. di akhir2 kareer ni, aku nak enjoy each and every single game yang aku main. no regrets, aku dah decide, this is it. i want to end my legacy. i want to end it all. i want to seek forgiveness.

maaf, aku tak mampu dan tak boleh jadi seorang cikgu yang baik. contoh yang baik. idola yang baik.

pada anak2 buah yang lain, tak payah hormat aku sangat, tak payah nak idolize aku, tak bagus pun. aku bagus kerana korang ada, tanpa korang, aku ni siapa? tanpa Lanc.Inc, tanpa KCR, tanpa QB, tanpa XT, tanpa ksProxy, yum? adalah sorang key overrated fat fuck keyboard warrior. nothing more nothing less.

10/10

2011-10-11T00:24:00.000+08:00

its already 4 years. i done getting hurt. the cut it too deep. i think its time already i stop hurting myself because of you H. im done with everything. everysingle thing. and i hate october because of u.

because. of you.

#ww 7

2011-10-09T21:32:00.001+08:00

Fai's Wedding

2011-10-09T21:29:00.001+08:00

cant believe myself. i did do the poco-poco dance. yeah its fai's wedding. fai's now married. to be honest, im kinda sad. i dont know how or why but its a sad thing but makes me happy somehow. yeah im happy.

i think after this week. its time for me to hang my mouse. its really really the time for me. to retire. oh ya, im having a local dota tourney this week on saturday and sunday at times square KL. do come and cheer for me, i dont think i cudda win this one. but im playing this as for my last tournament and career in dota scene.

oh btw enjoy some pics.

do not ask me when is my time. i dont fuckin know myself.

banner.

obviously i was not happy malam tadi. kan?

duge, shah, man's gf

paeh n me. #foreveralone.jpg naabs

the food.

man, man's gf, james

steven, duge, shah

the bride and bridegroom

1st time menepung tawar dalam hidup

amin n milo

amin menepung tawar

milo menepung tawar lak

Octfest #2

2011-10-07T00:12:00.001+08:00

Janji pukul 2.30. Mandi pukul 3.30. "Bagus Is, bagus, buat la lagi mcm ni", sambil is terkibai-kibai berjalan ke fakulti. Telefon bimbitnya di genggam, beg laptop berisi pelbagai barangan yang tak penah di bawa pelajar lain.

"Wei Ikmal serumah dgn kau kan? Aku dah pesan kat dia suruh gerakkan kau dari kelas pagi tadi. Ko pehal la salu la datang lambat kalau ada discussion group or meeting. Sebenarnya aku taknak amik ko, tapi sebab ko sorang yang boleh buat dgn tolong kiteorg, tu pon sbb puan Zalina paksa kau tahu? Benda ni affect markah kau last sem. Kalau tak, takkan nye aku nak amik ko la". Is membodoh. Laptop, speaker dan broadband di keluarkan. Meja di tarik. Is masih lagi membodoh. Tangannya masih lagi menggenggam telefon bimbit. "Hmm, kelas kot, tak apalah. Dia dah janji nak datangkan? After all im going because of her anyway. I dont give a damn bout this pathetic dinner and the whole community. Im gonna get my degree in other place. This isnt a best place for me. Im stuck with my abilities here. Not with this bunch of downgraded and mind disabled people. Im here because dad told me to stay here. Senang dapat kerja, he says".

Bilik kelas di gegar dgn bunyi futuristik dan juga animasi dedaun dan logo, Dibob, Panjang, Ayob, Milah dan Aimi terlopong. Tak sangka sebangang-bangang Is, semalas-malas Is, dia memang hebat dalam bidang dia.

............................

"Good work Is, dah okay dah tapi color dia tu ko cerahkan sikit, and then smooth kan sikit keyframe dia biar dia nampak cam smooth la. plus la timming +5 ke + 10 ke, overall okay. Aku suka. Korang pun suka kan?" Kata Dibob.

"Okay."

"Ko asal wey? Takkan touching aku tegur ko gitu?"

"Tade pe ah. Aku banyak benda lagi nak settle. Apa lagi kau nak aku buat?"

"Try cari range color lain, kalau boleh la, yang ni pon dah ok. Kang aku mintak bebanyak ko mengaruk. Stay idea original je, takyah banyak tangan takyah nak vogue sangat, bukan ada pa pon kan?"

"Akay"

............................

to be continued on octfest #3

Octfest - #1

2011-10-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

"Wei Is, kau dah siap design logo dinner? Next week Dibob nak dow, dia dah dok cari aku sehari dua ni, pending beb keje kau, nanti dah siap kau submit kat aku ah k?" Is memandang monitor samsung 23" nya, telinganya di pekakkan dengan bunyian manusia menjerit dan bunyi magazin peluru yang berlumba keluar dari perut minigun-nya. Is pura-pura tak tahu, baginya kerja yang sudah ada tak tertanggung. Dia lebih rela menanggung cacian "pejuang" lain yang sibuk membedil barisan mayat hidup di laman "TINGGAL TUK MATI" (Left 4 Dead).

Sedang Is menyelinap masuk semak mengelak ratusan "witch", lalu permainannya "hang".

"AH SIAL, BANGSAT HOST KOMP PUKI LEMBAB, KERIT GAME BUAT APA SIAL" di tekan alt tab. Paparan screen samsung Is kembali ke "desktop". Sesekali kelihatan nota kaki di bucu kanan screennya berkelip merah, hijau dan biru.

*(HIJAU) Presentation CTU, Translation Transcript, Design Poster MOA - submited.
*(MERAH) LOGO DINNER, MONTAJ DINNER, SCREEN SAVER & EDIT VIDEO
*(BIRU) GRADUATION YAHOO, GRADUATION DINNER, PICK UP HUDA 10/10

Is bingkas bangun. Merebah. Hatinya, "pukimak, harap je exam A selalu, design satu hapa pon tak pandai tapi bila bab teori kau semua paling power, bila tiba bab-bab macam ni, aku yang kau cari, aku yang kau puja, aku yang kau damba, kalau bukan sebab dinner ni semua tuk batch ni, memang aku tinggal bontang, peduli apa aku pasal korang. 3 tahun aku kat sini, i dont give a shit anyway. PUKIMAK, bila nak siap?"

Handphone di capai, tangannya menaip pantas. "U'll be here kan syg?". Message sent. Is bangun. Di capai tuala di ampaian. Air di cedok.

.......................................................................

(akan bersambung di Octfest - #2)

october rants.

2011-10-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

greetings. im telling you guys,in october, there will be less post about what i am been doing what am i doing what i am gonna do and what is happening.

i think im writing a series of shot stories on october.

i need to brush my writing skill aight? well then. enjoy.

rock on

2011-10-02T17:56:00.002+08:00

new sets

done pasang

headmaster?

2011-10-02T17:52:00.001+08:00

oh cmmon kidding me?

Things You Should Explore In KL

2011-10-02T17:50:00.000+08:00

CUCUR ANJING

CIKEN POP D'TIMUR STREAK HOUSE

FAKE AND GAY - part one

2011-10-02T05:20:00.000+08:00

in this world, this very cruel world, u gotta be smart, u gotta be bold, there is a lot of fake and gay things out there is trying to get you. so let me present you. some fake and gay stuffs that i've been talking about.

1. #hanakakijimak;

2. #edward-de-fucken-fake-vampire-king

meanwhile, in the other hand...

SHALOM /|\

2011-09-29T22:19:00.001+08:00

i will now entertain u with some crack-job jokes from a melei

this article got 24 likes and 587 comments which make it 611 response and 611 types of stupidity. LOL

im sure u guys can read. and the spoiler is at the bottom. will cut in 2-3 parts

1st part, NAT GEO OWNS

PART 2 - MAT SABU OWNS

PART 3 - THE ARRIVAL!

PART 4- HATERS, SAI BABA and #PROFIT

U MAD BRO?

Two Legged Horse

2011-09-29T21:55:00.004+08:00

two legged horse - watched this on tuesday eve alone in the int screen, i cant really tell u how sad this story is. its just sad. i think this movie i cudda place it under paulie the bird at 6th place, while i am sam is still at the top.

he is just a boy who was born in the wrong place, wrong time.

the setting is in afgahanistan , in a desolate region that’s both remote and poor. here, underprivileged children live in acute poverty, in a maze of abandoned sewer pipes that provide meagre shelter.

here, mirvais is one of the inhabitants of the pipes, is desperate to earn his keeps for his family, so he readily accepts a challenge in a humiliating contest for a job.

in order to qualify, the poor boy has to compete against other desperate children. and any of the participants, who can carry on a rich lame boy who had lost his legs in war and takes him to school will become the winner and the rich boy’s personal “horse”.

no, the story doesnt just end here.

instead, we are taken on a 100-minute journey to witness the demeaning the exploitations of humanity price.

What right does a human have to treat another like a lowly animal?

how low can one person go?

this is a scary, yet heart-wrenching tale of how a one-legged boy transforms an older boy into a beast of burden.

sadistic yet giving pleasure?

were shown, in graphic details, the crippled boy’s brutal treatment of his “human horse” and the latter’s total submission and his slow metamorphosis into the four-legged animal ….. wudnt you be outraged?

anybody in his proper frame of mind would be.

Didn’t we all hear these sayings :

and i quote -

"humanity is the supreme of all religions of the world.….. that the most important thing in life is much more than winning for ourselves. the most important thing in this life is to help others to win. a generous heart, a life of service and compassion to the mankind …..are the things which renew humanity ….and that’s the best religion , nothing else." - anonymous, time unknown

when u have money, ur in a position of control, u bark orders and you reign supreme,
u act like the lord of this world …

but when you don’t
u come a begging,
u are relegated as a powerless animal to this world.
in third world countries, there are many who are living lives of exploitation,

with humanity stripped beyond the bone of basic human rights.

well, in a disturbing way, TWO-LEGGED HORSE the movie will surely weave its way into our hearts and make us realize that we are indeed, taking life for granted

that we are lucky …

if only we all want to acknowledge this.

and this award winning iranian film, brilliantly directed by samira makhmalbaf takes a stab at human brutality
at its worse and the director’s treatment of the physical pain is at most times, unbearable to watch.

yet one must remember the power of the story that seeks to reflect our life and times.

glory be.

#WIN

2011-09-29T00:26:00.002+08:00

q : what talent do you have?
a : i make good money. alot of money

#ww 6

2011-09-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

wake me up when september ends

2011-09-24T03:20:00.001+08:00

my september is filled with sadness.

the death of diana razlan - ex sk parit setongkat classmates.
the departure of momo - she flew to egypt to further her studies
fai is getting married - my long long partner is getting married. surprisingly i should be happy, i dont know
why i turn sad

the H curse effects

2011-09-22T11:57:00.000+08:00

time : 11.24 am
day : thursday
place : pinggiran subang
person with me : abg rudi, abg moji, heri

im writing this simple journal is for you guys to know that i've been affected by the H curse. currently i am sick, im having headache, minor coughing and having flu.

i've been in this condition since last sunday, after being hit 12 times by rain in the september months past 11/9 last week, and receive a text msg saying " TOLONG, HE HIT ME" in 3.29 am, on monday morning.

i've come to conclusion that i am positive i've been affected by this curse. the symptoms are :

- high fever
- coughing mild (early) and constantly (mid)
- flu
- eating disorder
- sleeping disorder
- much anger
- hatred towards everything.
- lost of focus
- cant decide
- hallucination
- short/long term memory lost
- not acting like yourself anymore
- did not play dota for the past 4 days in a row
- feeling something is beating in your heart but you dont know whos
- internal burning sensation "panas dalam"
- null-ness and numb-ness
- LOST

and if anybody is seeing me like this, do take care of me. and guys, do watch yourselves. it might be the A, or M, or K curse effects. everybody is different. for now, there is no treatment for this curse. all you guys need is a strong heart. and a person to punch. it would help you to ease the effects.

for now. im okay. i can still manage myself.
signing out,
x1104015.

ciao.

#wordless wednesday 5

2011-09-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

11 times

2011-09-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

for the 11th time in september i've been hit by heavy rain.

#achievementunlocked.

and #nowimsick

qayyumx status bar : health 42%, wealth 9%, RAM(busy) 75%.

tak rasa nak cermin diri dulu ke?

2011-09-19T11:50:00.001+08:00

sebenarnya aku kurang faham. dan tak faham. dan mungkin takkan faham sampai mati walaupun aku di explain sekali dengan alasan :-

"melei, lumrah/fitrah manusia, tak matang, jeles"

boleh gila kepala aku memikir. yang kau anti sangat kpop jpop tu kenapa? kalau mpop aku boleh "brain" lagi. ini kpop or jpop? apa masalah kau sebenarnya? kau jeles? kau rasa kau pandai?

dont judge the book by its cover. mentang-mentang dia pilih profession jual betis, jual kaki, jual muka kau label dia murah? kau label dia bodoh? penah tak kau bangun pagi, tgk cermin. tgk muka kau sendiri.

kau nak aku berbual facts ke berbual secara sarkasis? ke nak aku berbual secara membodohkan diri kau? seriusly aku tak la fanatik sangat dgn kpop ni kan. tak la sampai meraung2 menangis2 kalau tak dapat tgk diorang perform, or follow each konsert, or ada blog sendiri ke fanpage pasal bebenda kpop ni. aku minat kpop as they are. mcm tu je. kalau tgk aku enjoy, takde sampai nak dig in ke whatever. i dont get it guys.
hating them for what?

cakap go thru under the knife la. miming la. kau penah jumpa dedepan ke? penah dengar konsert live diorang? or even download the whole album? seriusly. kalau pernah meh ah kita table talk. nak jugak tgk pandangan professional kau semua sebagai pemusik kan.

baru la belajar course 1st class sains social seperti ****** or ****** n ******. dah berlagak n nak label org itu ini. btw kau tau tak ada satu group tu dia ada degree in aeronautics? some in pharmacy. kau setakat baru la lawyer cabuk uni pon IPTS. memekak. kau apa hal? dah la muka buruk. need mekap lagi. kan? pepagi dah ngutuk org. rupa paras pon. alahai adibah noor-type.

kau sedar tak diorang takde kekangan bahasa ataupun adat? pemilihan profession dalam varsiti dan diversiti kat korea ke japan ke tu dah biasa. nama je ada degree lawyer, tapi relax je jual mee calong (ramen). kita org melayu? nak? kalau kau tanya aku pon aku kata taknak buat apa aku study penat2 setakat nak jual mee calong ye tak?

aku rasa kalau kau nak kutuk sbb kau tak faham. sebenarnya kau yang bodoh. sbb minat aku ke benda2 asian mcm kpop n jpop ni la buat aku study sendiri dlm bahasa diorang. bahasa melayu org luar mana yg nak belajar? mat salleh? berapa ketul la sangat. kau penah dengar phase "the rising dragon of the east"? lupa sapa yang penah OWN pakatan axis dulu? own half of the world? kelakar sungguh. mcm ni kata kuat baca buku. tapi sebenarnya kau poyo. eventho aku tak belajar benda ni secara mainstream, aku beli buku, beli dictionary, study sendiri. ok la walau tak fasih, at least kalau aku pegi melancong takde la aku jadi mangsa potong2 jual kat sana. or kena tipu. sigh

kau nak label aku kutuk melayu? sila. sebenarnya menjadi seorang melayu banyak menghalang aku dari mempamirkan 100% protensi dalam diri. bangga sangat jadi melayu. islam kau tak bangga. kau sedar tak nabi kita ni pon bukan melayu. arab dogol tu ha.ketuanan melayu dah tebal sangat dalam kulit. org melayu kat malaysia ni ibarat mcm dekat varhalla. masing2 keturunan zeus, archillies, poisedon, ares, athena. semua dewa-dewi. tak suka kau judge.nak itu ini kau mintak. semudah itu je kan? senang jadi org melayu n rakyat malaysia. suka2 hati mintak suka2 hati #mohon. tak susah. kau cuma perlu suruh mak bapak kau lahirkan kau kat malaysia a/k/a varhalla and voila, automatically kau dah jadi DEWA/DEWI. dah boleh label, dah boleh judge. ok now u #WIN

ni sekarang aku atas lori. nanti aku upload la bukti fizikal. akan aku letak gambar seblah2. #retis korea vs # retis melayu. poyo. dapat hidayah kau semua nak jadi alex mercer. nak jadi hana tajima. HIDAYAH #FTW. apasal tak jadi antu purdah. quit seeking publicity. kata islamic, menjual diri jual muka jual tutur kata dalam cerita berunsurkan hiburan kan menyumbang kepada harta yang was-was or syubahah? hah ceritalah. bukan ke kau semua tadi bijak. student kan? sila lah. pangkahlah aku. aku peduli hapa?

so kat sini aku sekali lagi nak menegaskan point kat sini. biar la apa pun jenis musik or genre hiburan yang kau semua layan, kalau kau tak suka, bukan susah. matikan saja tv or radio tu. mengutuk or melabel? itu ke mentaliti kau? kelakar. ingat bijak sangat, lagi bijak dari awek2 kpop. and cantik la kan. *muntah hijau + tahi hijau sikit*

p/s: kalau kau fikir kau islam, kau boleh jadi apa2 yang kau nak. kalau kau fikir kau melayu? kau layu :)

Jar Of Hearts

2011-09-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

sad :(

#wordless wednesday 4

2011-09-15T00:04:00.001+08:00

9/11

2011-09-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

6th year. thank you for stealing something meaningful from me and return it back broken. give me back my life that u've been stealing from me all along.

6% riots and its funny

2011-09-10T04:46:00.002+08:00

hello. im writing this article based on my 24 years life experience and this all happens in malaysia. in every minor community.

last thursday the telco company decided to increase the tax in every prepaid starter pack and reload - resulting #rage #butthurt #emo #beathismother #burnhishouse attitude all over malaysia.

and before i continue jolting down my points of view and u guys starting to bash me this and that, and with stupid sentence such as :-

"boleh la sial gemuk kau dah kerja apa rasa" - aku kerja? tanggungan aku mcm mana?
"mak bapak aku bukan orang senang" - bapak aku menteri la mcm bapak dafi?
"aku student kot" - aku? bukan student?
"aku student, so aku mestilah lebih pandai dari kau" - gua tau lu mmg bijak laksana bro
"wei aku blogger kot, income aku tak steady mcm kau" - perkerjaan nak cool, income mcm sial bising.

k these guys is bunch of fools.

6% out of rm 10 is ? particularly rm 0.60 cents. and *ini hypothesis aku* they still sells at RM 10, but u will get RM 9.40 (WHICH IS THE SAME AMOUNT IF U TOP UP RM 10 AND THEN CALL OTHER TELCO FOR 2 MINS) or they will sell it for RM 10.60 and u'll get RM 10 instead.

to be honest, kids like u guys? RM 10 ? funny? u guys cant even hold for a week. 3 days tops. 5 hours max. this is for the social kids - bbm, fb, twitter, blogger, tumblr *LAME*. celcom offers rm 2.50 for 1 day of internet.

talking in math language : rm 2.50 x 4 = RM 10 which if 4 days of internet for RM 10. thats only internet. did i forget to mention u guys do actually TEXT and CALLS?

so additionally, u guys would top up again. RM 10. or RM 5, or paling cikai RM 3. and repeat the whole process sampai la sebulan.

sum it up?

RM 10 for each 3 days. in a month u'll get ?? haa u do the maths la again.

bukan aku nak galakkan pakai post paid no. post paid is a better choice of solution. mengajar erti berjimat. mengajar erti menggunakan dengan kualiti. bukan kalau setakat bosan nak msg suka2 hati. ini tidak. kat twitter kau mencanak bising. kat luar kau nak text jantan betina mana. phone sex belom lagi. telefon mak mintak duit?

tak payah tipu bro aku penah lalui apa yang kau lalui.

really u guys makan fast food kan? service tax berapa? penah rasa nak bertumbuk tak bila pegi makan mcd, tgk harga kat situ rm 10.90 tapi kena bayar rm 11.30 sen? penah kau tanya kenapa? penah pegi papa rich? terjadi benda yang sama? or kedai makan cafe 3 stars yang lain? see.

the thing is, benda2 bab hiburan mcm ni kau nak bertekak dgn aku? sorry. aku kerja. tanggungan aku banyak. aku bayar bil, aku support adik2. aku support family sikit. ingat aku cukup ke? tak. duit tak pernah cukup. nilai duit makin susut. kau kena sedar hakikat ni.

pening? k la biar aku permudahkan lagi. since korang student, kena explanation yang simple kan biar senang faham.

suka lepak mamak? isap shisha? cerita bukan2 tgk epl sampai siang?

roughly secawan teh o ais is rm 1.20. aku tak penah nampak pulak org bantai mamak sbb dia order 7 gelas teh o ais melepak dari pukul 12 sampai 5 pagi kerana mamak tu berkira dgn rm 0.20.

or pernah tak derma pakcik makcik tua yang menyamar buta(tak semua) n mintak sedekah? rm 0.30 bro untuk tisu. (harga asal) selalu kita akan bagi singgit right?

or paling mudah la (lelaki) pernah kau isi tabung masjid setiap hari jumaat dengan dermaan ikhlas (ntah ikhlas atau tak sbb tgk org sekeliling kau derma so kau terpaksa derma) dengan nilai sekecil rm 1 ?

tak semua benda kau boleh blame gov, tak semua idea kau mengenai liberalisasi tu betol. carikan aku dunia yang sekular. tolong. bagi aku contoh.

kita hidup dalam sistem kapitalis. yang miskin terus miskin. yang kaya terus kaya. peradaban borjuis dalam diri masing2 setebal wall facebook sendiri. dah biasa hidup senang. lahir je semua ada.

penah kau fikir kau dapat scholar 100 ribu apa kau beli?

tolong jangan cakap dgn aku yang org2 kat felda tu semua miskin terasa sbb naik rm 0.60 sen harga topap? bro diorang tv pon takda. dari diorang beli topap, baik diorang beli minyak untuk bajak dan traktor diorang.

and korang semua yang budak2 ni. semua nak cool. study sambil cari side income katanya. tulis blog untuk mencari wang tambahan. BUTOH. terus terang aku kata online blogging and e-journalism akan tiba zaman penghujung nya. kalau kau tu martha steward takpa. penulisan bodoh. plagiarism sana sini. page views? kasihan. mcm ini kau kata kau cari rezeki? student bro apa boleh buat kena pilih study ke kerja.

hello? kalau kau hidup mengejar trend masa kini, tgk org pakai beribabi kau nak beribabi, org pakai samsbung kau nak samsbung jugak letih bro. tak mampu buat cara tak mampu. student buat cara student. ini semua hasil didikkan org tua aku yang korang kata org kaya. org tua aku tak penah pun belikan aku motor ke kereta ke time study. even handpone, diorang tak penah belikan tau. aku sendiri beli.

kerana rm 0.60 ni kau nak menyalak di time line? k aku tau kau cool, kau ()!*@^*)^@, tulis blog (!&@*)!@, sikit lagi terbitkan )!@*()^*@. yes kau mmg cool. everybody is a writer nowdays. berbekalkan kebod bodoh dan tak berjenama (aku guna razer) kau dah jadi wira di alam cyber. try earn income. guna tulang 4 kuderat. bayar cukai. bayar zakat. baru kau tau. nak kata gua bodoh sbb masih lagi guna kuderat tuk cari rezeki? abis bapak lu? tulis diari jual la jaja kat org?

seriusly aku bukan pro kerajaan, or anti. tapi aku rasional. aku kadang2 radikal, tapi aku masih punya otak tuk fikir ah rm 0.60 nak berbunuh bertikam buat apa? bagi yang perokok, takyah cakap. rather isap rokok dari membeli top up. jauh skali makanan. biar perot kosong asalkan mulut berasap. sehari roughly 2 kotak. sekotak dunhill 20 rm 10 +, sehari 2 kotak rm 20+. seminggu?

gua tak jilat bontot bik mama. gua bukan isap pelir najib. gua tak ngaji sama dgn nik aziz or berbual buih dgn mat sabu. gua ni thinker, kadang2 gua ni do-er.

rasional sikit. benda ni bersebab. baru lah student,. yelah untunglah student kan pandai. mana nak dengar cakap org tua mcm aku. sikit2 blame gov. taknak blame gov ke kalau ada org hilang sbb sangka gov kita buat secret experiment? or hide the truth about aliens?

sebagai kesimpulan. in my own point of view, kita di beri pilihan dan akal. kalau hidup nak suka2 sedap kau je takde rule, letih. takde consequences pon letih. letak satu nabi kat kaum arab jahiliah pun tak semua convert kan? u get me? inilah system, cycle dalam kehidupan. KAPITALIS. BORJUIS.

sampai satu hari, aku harap korang semua letak pena tajam tu. and mula buat sesuatu. sudah sekadar melontarkan batu dalam tasik tetapi akhirnya tengelam ke dasar tanpa sebarang kocakkan itu terpercik semula ke muka sendiri.

aite? ja.

nak bash gua? bash la. nak hentam gua hentam la. gua peduli apa. gua share apa yang gua nak share. lu student pegi baca buku sudah. #bugima

growing up

2011-09-08T12:06:00.001+08:00

growing up is a part of living process. yes including boobs, dicks, and pussy. kthxbai.

cut the crap. what im trying to say is, growing up involve physically and mentally. its true im such a childish person last 2-3 years ago. i was a fool. everything that i do, i never really do some thinking about what is the consequences of my actions. it was all about me.

i had this one situation. where things became awkward because of 1 person. and in fact the person is everybody friends and it just turn things very awkward. always kills the mood with talking rubbish, cuts people line, make a scene out of stupid occasions. and when i try to do some gathering, if that person is comming, the others wont join.

and this gives me hell and headache each time i try to organize some activities. look. i am a good friend. im trying to find a way just to talk sense in to the person involved. there is several things needed to we to understand. we've been friends for like the rest of the schoolhood era. to me, im not leaving anybody behind. but the self-conscious of the people, the nature of the person itself makes things hard.

in this age of twenties, we gotta change dude. meet more people. respect people. behave, do not be rude, listen to others, being open. sure in a lepakking session there must be bahan session. if u can bahan people, u must let people bahan u too. u cant kena bahan dont bahan. dont ever keluar rumah pon.

i do care for u. i want you to mix and mingle with people. not staying in the house wasting time talking to the phone (if u know by what i mean - talking to the phone) we need real human conversation. we need real human conversation. we need real human interaction. and i think people are not comfortable with u now. i do care about u. please change. please.

for the sake of our brotherhood.

for example -
if we ride with people, we ride in their time. not our time.

if we people decide to hangout in some place, just agree with the decision, unless u decide something 1st

do behave in everywhere we go. rascals and educated people are 2 separate different people.

problem cant be solved with insults and talking trash. think like a human, do like one.

yes joking can be tolerated, but we all know the limit.

dont do awkward things during hangout sessions.

and please, girlfriends destroys brotherhood - do understand this.

be smart.

i know u can do it

ja

mindfuck

2011-09-08T11:43:00.002+08:00

kepala terasa begitu semak minggu ni. kerja is okay, but hal dalaman office tak ok. i wud never think that she is the one who would do that. tapi aku tak tau, aku tak nampak, aku tak boleh tuduh dan aku tak ada di tempat kejadian.

but i was there if u wanna ask or need help, or talk to me about anything. like seriously...
hmm benda dah lepas. harap dia boleh relax and tenang. and lupakan apa yang jadi. kes dah settle. lepas ni decide elok2 kalau nak study ke nak kerja.

working is stressful. i know. but u gotta keep the calmness, the mentality, the cool, the wow. and everything. ikrar kerja yang di sebut tu kita kena patuhi. hati pun mainkan perasaan jugak. kerja kena ikhlas. jangan la asik fikir nak kerja tapi nak kerja senang and nak duit banyak.

there is no such thing as no pain too many gain. aite? wish u good luck in ur future a-do.
ja~

wordless wednesday #4

2011-09-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

near death. again

2011-09-06T01:06:00.000+08:00

around 8 pm just now, when i was riding back from office to home i was nearly visited by death himself.
i was riding in the middle lane, around 140-160 km/h, and there is one estima on the right lane. i think its a she-driver, and suddenly she sau-q the road, turning from right to left, and i was braking my bike so hard, still i cant stop my bike from kissing her bumper. still i manage to brake and let her pass. if i didnt press the brake..

u guys wont be seeing me again in this world.

this is my 2nd chance. im cheating death. thank you god for this 2nd opportunity to breathe in this world..
thank you.

allah.

pengisian, pengertian, pemahaman

2011-09-05T12:18:00.001+08:00

sesapa tolong fahamkan aku konsep kesedihan di dalam setiap cerita yang di siarkan pada hari raya. apa motifnya? apa maknanya? setakat nak suruh ingat jasa orang tua, perlu buat cerita sedih? stereotype setiap kali raya selama aku hidup 24 tahun di bumi malaysia ni, pengertian hari raya adalah mengenai kesedihan ibu bapa yang sebenarnya jauh dan menyimpang sekali dari makna hari raya dari segi bahasa dan istilah - meraikan kejaayan umat islam menewaskan nafsu dengan berpuasa sebulan.

aku hanyalah seorang pemikir yang sentiasa berjalan mencari makna dan erti di dalam kehidupan pinjaman ini

bus stop boxer

2011-09-05T01:10:00.002+08:00

im not missing where i came from.
but each night i dream about being back home
and when i wake up in the morning,
im too tired, tired of being alone.

and so i get up and go downtown.
and pick me out a little piece of ground.
where that i could prove something to the world.
i can prove something to the world.

dont look at me,
i am the bus stop boxer.
i am the bus stop boxer.

dad put me in the truck and
drop me off and said goodluck then
one lucky kid waiting for the bus
made a winner out of one of me

dont look at me
im the bus stop boxer.
im the bus stop boxer.

going down by the railroad tracks, where
people know that they better not relax
im the man baby, i am the man
this is where i can make u understand

im the bus stop boxer
dont look at me

mausoleum

2011-09-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

malam ini, si mati berjalan.

dalam bentuk yang kukuh.

melanggar pintu pagar kubur.

di dalam baju yang di benci semua suami mu.

berjalan kebawah, tandakan kubur masing-masing.

di mana lampu mencari kita,

minum di hadapan kuburan.

dan mereka menemuimu di lantai bilik air.

"i miss you. i miss you so far"

"and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard"

-x1104015

how far wud u go?

2011-09-05T00:18:00.001+08:00

its just sad.

kedai menjaga haiwan peliharaan petknode, di petaling jaya telah di pecah masuk oleh sekumpulan aktivis pencinta haiwan. kedai itu di dapati tidak menjaga kucing-kucing itu. tgk la video tu. just sad. im cryin tonite.

Razer Onza

2011-09-03T18:23:00.004+08:00

went to the IT fair yesterday with KCR people. and i always wanted a good controller. i've been searching and searching and searching. and i came down n narrow it down to 2 types. XBOX 360 for pc and XBOX 360 wireless for pc. considering the price is near 200 and its just only wireless. and yesterday i came across to a booth selling Razer brand. so i bought one.

Razer Onza

razer onza - unboxing done

frontal view

on top view

box - back

uh apa ni?

"for gamers, by gamers"

mm cantik

certificate of authenticity

stickers, manual, warranty

i've been testing the controller with 2 games so far. resident evil 5 and fifa 11. quite reliable. no split-second tilting when issuing command.

the handle grip is quite good. bagus untuk orang yang senang berpeluh di tangan.

daki-resistant. thats what i read from the box. i need to spend more time on using this. will do an additional review soon.

Salam Syawal 1432 H

2011-08-30T03:43:00.000+08:00

aite. this will be the last post for today. as we all know we're celebrating hari raya today. so im taking this chance to wish and greet u all with this year v-log. as usual. dont worry eventho im a freemasonary agent there is no ILLUMINATI involved in the recording. also there is no element of triangle, hidden message, diss, racism, or whatever, that is just me, who is apparently a friend of urs (ur bad luck of having me as a friend) wishing u guys a joyful, merryful, blissful hari raya. aite. im off too bed. need to wake up early tmr. again, selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin from me, qayyum abd razak or whatever name u guys know me i dont know its either qayyumx, or vld, or 9999 or anything. x1104015 signing out.

adios

1st duit raya distributed

2011-08-30T03:39:00.000+08:00

aaa. selamat hari raya.tak banyak aku nak cakap pagi ni. cuma em. 1st job. gaji ke 6 atau 7 aku tak ingat. ada rezeki lebih sikit. anak2 buah aku ni dapat la merasa duit raya sikit dari aku taun ni. maybe jumlah nya tak banyak seperti yang korang semua harapkan, tapi aku ikhlas beri. maaf ya, nanti aku keje keras lagi sikit boleh bagi duit lebih kat korang. hihi. selamat hari raya

siap!

tgh nak masuk2 kan tadi lepas magrib

p/s : anak2 buah yang study tolong fwd kat aku nombor2 awek/classmate anda yang AUUUM. aku dah single 3 tahun ni. boleh gila jadinya tahu?

p/s 2 : sapa bukak depan aku esok aku amik balik serta merta tiada KOMPROMI.

ubi kayu gula merah mak saya #FTW

2011-08-30T02:51:00.000+08:00

mmg #FTW #autowin takkan dapat kat tempat lain. mak cakap kalau aku tak grad masak benda2 simple, takyah mimpi nak masak benda ni.

berbuka puasa JG

2011-08-30T02:47:00.000+08:00

JG doesnt need more introduction do they? brother. im saying BLOOD BROTHERS till i die. well enjoy the pics

amin, wan, apis, hafizi n hamdi

ain, agoes, cik lat

dod kat blakang nun sana

wahh banyak

adengan masak memasak

ni versi steamboat biasa

steamboat tomyam

din n hamdi

dod, cik lat n amin

grill pon siap ada!

ni cikgu amin, dia ngajar skolah convent BP. dia nak kawin dah takyah ler kacau

ini agos. paling pandai masak antara kami

kedai ni la yang aku cakap tu. kat area seri bengkal seblom UTHM

BBQ malam raya

2011-08-30T02:01:00.000+08:00

ikan bakar ada

eh kucing kat rumah cheras, mat nama dia. walaupun dia betina

haa ayam ada hotdog ada kerang ada

lim ah beng tgh idupkan api

rerakan anak didik sahabat handai di cc lim ah beng

ameyol arsenal n lim ah beng tgh main api

yaaa bubuh ayam

fuhhhh mantop kan? credit to makcik ameyol arsenal

wa ini sapa rambut belah tgh gayboy

saya sebenarnya chef dlm cite Licence To Grill

pro sambil kipas sambil alihkan

panas liao

bobby n osman

Old yum doing his old stuff again at arcade machines

2011-08-28T05:08:00.000+08:00

this vid im battling the final boss : the abyss

and this vid i slayed a cainese boi

this is marvel vs capcom 2. im quite excel in these type of games. im a big fan of x-men. cable, iron man and juggernaut is my best line up battling up against people. i cudda use ice man, spiderman, ryu n ken very well too.

but this game is getting consumed by time. people aint playing it nemore. people are switching to tekken and sf 4. better game play better graphic perhaps. aaaaa.

Sup Meletop Cheras Bandar Sri Permaisuri

2011-08-28T05:02:00.002+08:00

another #WIN