lepas keluar dari satu hell hole aku terjatuh lagi dalam satu hell hole.again and again.dulu study.selesai masalah study,masalah hati.then now dua-dua skali.urgh.aku stress gile2.need diazepam in a lot of quantity please.i shud take 4 instead of 2.biar melayang.
this week dah start theater training.raya ni the play.
"and when the broken hearted people living in the world of agree,there will be an answer,let it be.for through they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see.there will be an answer.let it be."
allah itu maha kuasa.
the gun is loaded when the glass is full.
mari kita lihat balik zaman 2003,pandemic pada waktu tu SARS.kita lihat dari mana SARS ni datang.Hong Kong,China,Taiwan.
1.29 am.
im finding my way back to sanity again.
though i dont really know what im gonna do when i get there.
take a breath and hold on tight.
spin around one more time.
and gracefully fall back in the arms of god.
cause im hanging on every word u say.
and even if you dont wanna speak tonite,thats alright,alright with me.
cause i want nothing more then to sit outside heaven's door
and listen to your breathing.
its where i wanna be.
where i wanna be.
im looking past the shadows,
of my mind into the truth and im trying to identify,
the voices in my head.
god,
which one is you.let me feel one more time.
what if it feels like to feel.
and break this calluses of me.
one more time.
oh i dont want a thing from you.
bet you're tired of me waiting for the straps to fall off of your table to the ground.
la da da da da...
lanc inc.a group of extraordinary Defense of The Ancients (DOTA) players which i manage to assemble from last year.with my leadership,lanc inc has reach to a very high level of gameplay,style,teamwork,combo,understanding with coordinated absolute defense and offense in the lanes we control.the games we play usually consists of 5 versus 5.and the outcome? 5 come 5 die.not 5 of us.its 5 of our rivals.
lanc inc had a good team position consist of 2 main gankers (runner) which is myself,qayyumx and my lane partner Xn-Inqhisa.we both act as the mastermind of in executing team kills or hunting enemies in their territory.why we claimed to be the best gankers? we never let them go.we kill instantly,without they noticing it.with my experties in providing the team with several support-kill items,my combo with qhisa is quite imposible to be defeated.
next up is the 2 farmers.this position is usually filled in by my captain,StevenYong38(main farmer/carry),my squad leader,crackerzx(2nd farmer),elite member,ahmy-monkey(semi carry,semi farm) and feyyo red(semi gank).their job is only to farm the money,and own in the late game (minutes 30 and above).both gankers will cover the 2 farmers when they farming in the lane.with coordinated attacked command issued by me,their safety is assured.
and the last position is support role.this role is usually/automatically filled in by me,but then this role is played by bmdghost.this role will provide the team with healing items,wards and courier.he is also responsible for telling the team which lanes holds the power up such as haste,double damage,illusion and invisible.those who manage to control this power up will had the upperhand in the game.
our combination is quite impossible to be countered,or defeated.because we're the best among the best.whats differ us from the others clan is,we play for victory,and fun.and what differs us from other malays team? i'd say we play for the malays.eventho lanc inc got 2-3 chinese in it.but some of the malays like to pretend to be chinese and bully their own race.then get cocky with it.lanc inc arent like that.
lanc inc also had several new talents which currently in development such as qb-makang,ryoma010,U~G,feyyo white,botakku.
i go in,and use ravage,while others attacking and there comes qhisa,the big package delivering a mighty epicenter right after i use ravage on them.
the result is very clear.5 come? 5 dead.perhaps the most interesting world in english word today is the word FUCK.out of all the word that begin with the letter F,FUCK is the only word referred to the F WORD,one magic word of all.
it is not only associated with the sex term,in fact,in one word,it can be used to describe PAIN,LOVE,HATE,PLEASURE and GRATITUDE.
FUCK is driven from the word FRICHEN (german) which means to strike,FUCK also falls into many grammatical categories for instance,
transitive - rafiq fucks rafiq jr
intransitive - rafiq fucks
as for adjective - fuck is used in these circumstances
:rafiq is doing all the fucking work alone.
as for adverb
:rafiq is talking too fucking much.
as for adverb enhancing adjectives
:rafiq is fucking gay
as a noun
:rafiq dont give a fuck
as a part of a word
:rafiq is doing his job in-fucking-credibilly
FUCK can also be used as daily word of expression in several circumstances in our daily life.
for example,
if we get fraud - i got fucked up by this fucking taxi
if were in trouble - i guess im fucked up now
if were having difficulty - i dont understand this fucking question
if were having disatisfaction - i dont like what the fuck is going on here
dismissing people - why dont you go outside and fuck yourself.
to dismay - ohh fuck it
as inquiry - what the fuck is that?
incompetence - he's a fuck face
as agression - dont fuck with me buddy.
i wonder.how can anyone be offended with the usage of FUCK in our daily lives.
say it loudly and proudly
July 2009.
july 26,
-went to gym.meet up new friends : dumbells,skipping ropes,back trainer,bike
july 28,
-met a new friend named : mr punchbeg.he gave me permission to punch his face.
july 29-31
-he getting closer and closer to me
August 2009
august 1-august 3
-back in home town
august 4
-i share my biggest secrets/regrets with him,and he let me punch his fucking face so hard as the payment for listening of my blah blah blehs
august 5
-we became best friends.
i think he could be my bestfriend for now (non-living thing),and he understand me the most,unlike you guys do.he seems to understand for what im going through and helping me out from the hell hole that i've been living till now.
yours sincerely,
qayyum.
cakap mmg murah.begitula harga statement/ayat/pernyataan/kenyataan/lisan/perbuatan
begitu murahnya harga kata2 apabila dgn sewenang-wenangnya ia di perkatakan.biasalah.
waktu org suka semuanya indah.waktu dah tak suka ada-ada je.
takde kawan la,konon2 akulah the one and only kawan la.
then bile dah takde.oh tiba2 ramai pula kawan.jantan lak tu.bahahaha
ROFLLOLMAOBBBQFTW!
cakap mmg murah.
RM 20? RM 50?
pick ur price :D
cakap mmg murah : PAWNAGE! OWNAGE! TOTAL EPIC!
btw yes its personal.haha! <---- dendam
