susah hati.

how do i save you?

how do i grab your hand when you're fast falling down in to the hellish vortex pit of malice?

...

you know,im tired of saving people.im tired of being hero.

im tired of being right all the time.i want to be wrong.i want people to know that i make mistakes too.

sometimes im just too tired with it all.seeing your face makes me boiled up.makes me feel bloated.makes me feel "ahh i just wanted to blow"

i never did all of that.for this one day. i just wanted to save you for the last time.

and there will be no next time.its time for me to let go of my hands.