J.Y

stands for Jyuupon Gatana.

still standing for 7 years after is announcement.

we're friends more then 12 years.

we're more then friends.we're brothers.we cry,we laugh - TOGETHER.

we never ditch or abandon each other.

we never forget.

we shared everything.

im glad god gave me this gift.a gift that i wont replace or trade with anything.

just now we pusing-pusing bandar batu pahat.so lepak skate park.haha damn the memory flashes.

how do we met.how this faction formed.damn.sangat nostagic.

well.there's a lot happening.hafiz.sani,mangkuk,falah and mamat gonna graduate very soon.hafiz is currently working in shalam

epi.me.tufah.syafiq,alip,luqa and naim gonna follow up another year.

then our goal before we all gonna get married is we're going on tour.like euro-trip movie.but we're gonna tour the asia.

work hard buddies.another year left.

mamat,hafiz, & tuffah had gf's now.tufah even quit smoking.i didnt believe it at 1st.but...whoa.a girl can turn u from a demon to an angel.

well.im in a kinda happy mood while im having a hell on my back.

gonna sleep soon. adios

paintball @ wawasan

last 2 weeks.

great event.

injured.LAGI.

had fun.dapat alihkan otak dari memikir masalah.

nuff said.

abg zaki yg bertindak sebagai kommander

briefing sebelom perang

markers.15 biji peluru sekali tembak.imagine the pain.separuh kelajuan peluru @ 280 km/j.

i was like everywhere because of my size.imagine the pain that i endured while warring in the scene.

80's and 90's

theres is too many differences between us.

i hope the 90's can respect me more.and use some brain in doing things.

thats all.

and im gonna quit from astena and src.

that is final.

do not interfere with my decision.

things you should do when you're having a long long distance relationship

well im gonna share a few tips from my experience of having a long distance relationship.i had 3 long distance relationship before.and im gonna share it here.

tiba2 nak jadi hitch.haha.ok here goes.

1.jgn miss goodmorning,goodnite text.

2.play jokes.

3.tell random facts about anything per day.i mean.1 random facts 1 day.

4.start calling names.tukar2 la.cam nunna - oppa and so on.

5.involve her with ur surroundings. ex : ajak konference with dota guys.ajak main poker ke kat fb.

6.if he/she working, play as his/secretary (kalau dia free la,kalau tak takpayah main)

7.riddles.ex : today shoe apa,baju apa.up to you nak get kinky ke apa ke.

8.song of the day.

9.text dating : ex : movie.u guys go and buy the same ticket movie,the next-to-next seat at the same time but in different cinema and watch the movie and texting while watching it.haha this is very sweet.try it.

10.go and read comic book.serius try.read online.mangashare ke.onemanga ke.ok this if ur a guy.if ur a girl.go and layankan shopping punya websites.online tudung ke.online beg ke.layankan je.

ok 10 facts ni for texting.ada lagi tapi tak terlarat nak tulis sini.

another 10 is for online.i mean instant manager or facebooking.

1.kalau ada masa free.go webcam.tapi jgn la webcam chat.go webcam and do things.like me, when im playing dota,i stream it on webcam.so that she cud know what am i doing.and gives the idea nak borak apa.i know some girl tak suka.tapi dota ni contoh je.u can go and play minesweeper together true webcam.main heartz ke.or anything u cud do together.

2.watch ur favorite tv show together.stream it online!

3.get to know her surroundings thru the cam.then try la borak cam why gantung gambar there.why ini dan itu.cmon get creative.

4.kalau facebook.go wall booking.adei if u understand this.malas explain go

5.watch he/she sleep.u guys "sleeps" together.

6.install team-viewer.control his/her pc.for fun.

ok ni 6 je aku dapat listkan.sbb dah ngantuk.

ja~ne

I'll Be

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful

Stop me and steal my breath.

And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky

Never revealing their depth.

Tell me that we belong together,

Dress it up with the trappings of love.

I'll be captivated,

I'll hang from your lips,

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.

I'll be your crying shoulder,

I'll be love's suicide

I'll be better when I'm older,

I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

And rain falls angry on the tin roof

As we lie awake in my bed.

You're my survival, you're my living proof.

My love is alive -- not dead.

Tell me that we belong together.

Dress it up with the trappings of love.

I'll be captivated,

I'll hang from your lips,

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.

I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said

I'll be your crying shoulder,

I'll be love's suicide

I'll be better when I'm older,

I'll be the greatest fan of your...

I'll be your crying shoulder,

I'll be love's suicide

I'll be better when I'm older,

I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

The greatest fan of your life.

...

greatest fan of your life.

heartbroken

h e a r t : sorry

lanc|-kara.inc : for?

h e a r t : being sick all of the time

lanc|-kara.inc : u didnt ask for it kan.why bother.

h e a r t : .....

h e a r t : ur so optimistic..tpi i xboleh nak promise u pape..

lanc|-kara.inc : who give a damn bout that? i dont give a damn.if anything.anything in the world is needed to cure u.i'll do it.

h e a r t : why are u doing this?

lanc|-kara.inc : u know it already.

h e a r t : this diesease kills me sooner or later.u shud be prepared.find another.

lanc|-kara.inc : jgn cakap benda yg tak masuk akal.i might get mad.

lanc|-kara.inc : if ur leaving do not leave like this.stay till the end.i dont mind.u came in.i took u in..

lanc|-kara.inc : ni bukan drama ke cerita melayu.people get sick,people dies.everybody dies.for now,put DYING ASIDE.keep on the drugs.

keep on the medication

lanc|-kara.inc : sorry,i tanak marah.but..ur making me cry u know.dammnit.damnnit.dammnit.

h e a r t : syg :(

lanc|-kara.inc : em.im trying my best.so awk pun sama.

h e a r t : mmm..sorry..

h e a r t : u need time?

h e a r t : im not a good gf for u..give u nth but trouble..

lanc|-kara.inc : u shud rest.nvrmind bout me nuuna :)

h e a r t : okay..

lanc|-kara.inc : i txt u eh? ada game kejap lagi.minum air.kipas bukak kuat sikit.

h e a r t : okay..

lanc|-kara.inc : smile a bit nuuna :) baru la comel mcm seungyeon hehe

h e a rt : :)

no mood.down.feeling blue.let me sleep..

things happen today and yesterday.

my mom and my little brother

emma called me.she said , "i dpt matrixs perlis" and i say , " oh baguslah"

i broke a mirror and slam the door just to convey the message " MOM I AM FUCKING HUNGRY AND CAN U PLEASE COOK SOME MEAL FOR ME"

sorry mom.i didnt meant it.i wish that the way and things between us gone smoother.u being a mom and im being a son.its not that hard.

and what possibly in this world u want?

watch tv = scolded,

games = scolded,

sleep = scolded,

hangout = scolded,

what do you want? if u dont like im being in the house,say so.i'll find a place to crash.

and please.it is 2010 mom.not 1980's anymore.

and please.im not the same person u see when im in HOME and when im in UNIVERSITY.

i have been working SO HARD FOR THE PAST 5 MONTHS and im asking let me rest for a MONTH OR TWO.

p/s : i love you mom.ur the best.happy mother's day.im getting a watch and a new phone for you.and perhaps being a good son to u

current projects

wawasan paintball match : im working under syaza.

"gay"thering of dota people : im the organizer this time

reunion 6 baiduri : still thinking how to reach these guys and having one perfect date to launch it

TC group meeting : on july perhaps and still pending

pimp my room : still =.= katil belum beli,bilik belum sapu,cat pun belum.aiyo

Kata Kau

last week i went to KL bcoz im involved in a new game show from Astro called " KATA KAU" hosted by reza mohammad (af) and scha al-yahya (awan dania)

haha most of my buddies attends and involve in the show.ija,shah,heri,ashra,mia,nik faiz,zaki,megat,aizat : mostly TC and wawasan people.

the game show consist of 5 segments and each episode the segment changes.as far as i can remember,the quiz consist of ringtone rentung, bapak kapak, video songsang, ribut petir kebaboom, cb bongkak, and a dance quiz.

well i won the show.had some gifts and money too.and a whole lot new experience.and i lost my voice too -____- due to excessive screaming.

oh it will be aired on 3rd week of may,thursday nite 9 pm.

okay,here goes the pictures from the set.most of it will be uploaded on facebook.

ijat

mia,husna,tasha with riz af

the stage

the set

okay.this is all for now.bye

a blessing

since i've step my foot in uniten, everysinglething i do, turns into gold.yeah im so happy with my life.its like the dialog " yeah,this is it"

eventho sometimes good thing never last, still,its a blessing to me.my involvement in astena, and now wawasan.meeting new people.being a great leader.being a great friend.being a good listener.being somebody that people can trust,being a good brother,being responsible for our own actions,being bla bla bla..

just too many of them.

respect,power,knowlegde.

i realized it now that these things are loan-ed from allah.and apart from being a loan,its a gift from HIM to u.do not mis-use the gift given.things here a waayyyy better from uitm.its not im being not grateful that i was in uitm last time.but the environment here suits me well.or i shud say damn well :)

and today im glad.im smiling alone while in my bed.smile away past my regrets watching it burns and became dust.one by one.

and this post is dedicated to people who plays their part in my life.mostly uniten buddies.aliya shereen.luna kaulitz,rafik kamal.

i'll do my best!