qayyum weekly mixtape - 4

here goes my 4th weekly mixtape, hope u guys will enjoy:

1. flirting with disaster - molly hatchet 
2. flaws - vancouver sleep clinic
3. rave on sad songs - jason collett
4. miracle - coldplay
5. w.t.p - eminem
6. devils - say hi
7. follow me - hardwell & jason derulo
8. i dont like it, i love it - florida ft robin thicke
9. true - digital farm animals
10. nothin' - dan and shay
11. the hills - the weeknd
12. stay - radford
13. nightingale - sunsut rubdown
14. L - tycho


quit a lot. tak berapa nak ada masa sangat so here it goes. 14 songs in one go. 

homeys

cant believe that all of my homeys getting married real soon. including this one that i consider is very close to me. my blood brother, from another mother. nonetheless, hes getting married. and this is my 1st time jadi best man for the day. i have zero experience jadi best man sebenarnya, tapi anything goes. 

tgk mah nigga. so happy. btw aku jarang gila amik gambar, plus mmg tak suka pon amik gambar, tapi ini special occasion, so yeah why not. meet my homey, naim. getting his ass married. gaddamn

 yeah this is totally awkward. hahah sorry for the awkward pic ~_~

and this is the part where kawin dekat johor is a bit unique. diorang ada this thing yg kita panggil tol. so the best man kena prepare la nak lalu tol tu. kadang2 kena jual beli pantun, kadang2 kena usik sikit, biasalah kita orang melayu kaya dgn adat resam. 

so haritu aku lalu 5 tol. satu time berarak nak ke rumah pengantin pempuan, orang rewang datang hold, berbalas pantun kita kat situ, next tol dekat bawah kemah pulak, datang kazen dia apa semua. kendian tol depan rumah, budak2 kecik ngepau, dah masuk rumah, depan pintu, kena lagi satu tol. and last skali barulah tol mak andam. kalau tak lepas tol ni tak boleh tgk muka pengantin.  

begitulah pengalaman saya sebagai sorang best man. tak susah pun. relakan diri kena amik gambar, lap peluh pengantin, tolong kipaskan, tolong makan, tolong pegang barang n pegi photoshoot. settle. upah tu tak kesah tapi kalau ada bagi la, takde takpe ^_^

the week before, ni sekor lagi kawin, hekal. mcm gini punya rupa pon kawin ke? tak masuk akal betul. askldjasdjkldshidaspio. anyway, semoga berbahagia hendaknya, kawan2, naim dgn wife, hekal dgn wife, semoga panjang umur murah rezeki, biar kekal sampai bila2.

p/s: what? aku kawin? nope. not in this universe or its timeline.

holiday bullcraps/musing

lulz netizens going crazy bcos 1.5 mil bangladeshi people are going to work here in malaysia.

my opinion? why not. im still seeing our fellow malaysian lets break it down into several main race - pprt rempit malays, soteng ah peks, mabuk all day indian. wasting time not working rompak sana sini.

why not bawa bangla 1.5 mil masuk to work? our people malas lagi pun. sure let them take anything they want rather than biar ke org2 malas bcos our generation today bukan faham pun erti menghargai, bagilah bangla2 ni tebus balik kat negara dgn bangsa diorang and let our own people belajar erti hidup susah n takde hak kat negara sendiri

dont u dare talk to me about ketuanan melayu and its bullshit. yang tipu orang melayu dari dulu, orang melayu gak. yg rompak harta benda orang melayu zaman ni, masih orang melayu jugak. orang cina manipulate je

whatever it is, apa yg kita lawankan 60 tahun dulu, tak sama dgn sekarang. dulu2 kita bangkit demi bangsa dan negara lawan penjajah omputeh, sekarang kita lawan bangsa kita sendiri. ancaman global look childish compared to our own people, especially ajib gor dan konco-konconya.

jadi sekian, saya yang kebosanan sehingga jumaat. majulah kannabis demi negara, #legalisasimalaysia?

#relationshipgoals

i just cant seem to understand this young people goals and bullshits. instilling fears and messed up logic into relationships and its meaning. what kind of goals is that? questions about how one person should be faithful to one another. endless arguments about who should do this and that first.

to me, all of those things, goals, or whatever are the main reason why its not working out.

as an adult, theres no need to have silly or childish issues or goals which needed to be completed or deal with. most importantly, the needs of attentions/affections weights more than the needs to be loved. and that is the reason why, everytime its not working. you take something from her, and make it yours. and its always, always about you.

some things is not worth it kot nak di jadikan isu. and that is why relationship tu sometimes demands something more than just both of you. example : who loved more, who calls/texts 1st. who gave more effort.

benda2 yang sepatutnya melengkapkan satu sama lain dah jadi competition lak. and sapa tak fulfill ends up guilty, tak cukup bagus for him or her. itu demanding, bukan loving nama dia. and still people masih nak kena define dgn things like goals, till jannah, wadafak.

never let people decide things for you. or how you will end.

sekian, rintihan saya yang berkerja full day sabtu ahad sambil murung menunggu waktu pulang.