3 week++ hiatus?

my god. its been almost a month that i didnt update anything here. i have been busy. like real busy. i dont know where to start, but here we go.

ha ni dia kete eksiden, pukul 3 pagi kat bangsar kena sodok dgn motor. takda kemalangan jiwa yg perlu dilaporkan, semua settle alhamdulillah. 

and actually aku baru je naik cuti from a long well-deserve break lepas habis tempoh kaunseling aritu. ha ni nak cite, haritu kena panggil pegi kaunseling sebab berperangai kurang menyenangkan dan menyusahkan orang. tapi aku bukan sengaja. yeap, wasnt my best moment. been thru some shit recently, losing my judgement and decision making calls. kenala brainwash sikit2 on how to carry your duty and stuffs, self empowering and shit. and habis the sesi kaunseling ni i was given 2 week break, and i took another 1 week of leave to rest.

i went to perhentian, redang, and penang. thinking that the sea would heal my broken self. but it doesnt. theres no cure for the sickness, so pure. it is hard, for the early couple of days. and it turn into weeks, and weeks turn into months. up until now i sometimes cam terasa. and kalau tak control, its gonna swallow u whole. and yeah, i am slowly recovering from it, and i would take some time before fully recovered

sampai jeti pukul 630 pagi. lawaaaa gilaaa sunrise pantai

gateway to heavennnn

jonny boi and jonny cash. oh ya, during this period aku lansung tak shave at all, berjambang siap. lain gila rasa. cam wah bad ass gila, kadang cam tak kena pun ye. biasalah tgh gila kan. mana la fikir sangat pasal diri sendiri.

actually aku ada je menulis dlm tempoh sebulan ni, tapi banyak sekerat2, sebab rasa mcm tak habis tulis, and ada juga plan untuk keluarkan post mcm double back to back, tapi since dah naik kerja and tgh sibuk juggle between things, kalau ada time, aku akan post la kot. from time to time, kalau rajin, singgah la sini baca.

JA~NE!