a thing or two about mainstreamed things

i have this thing or kind of feeling regarding things. how do i put this. ya know. today's trend. be it tv shows, musics, technology, name it.

last time i stop watching the walking dead because it became too extreme, and i stop watching n playing video games because it was too mainstream too. some punks came out of nowhere and start this hype, stupid hype actually and hes not the real thing. acah2 cas2 poyo and makes me wanna puke.

so i stop doing cool things or stop watching or listen to mainstreamed things because to me, it has lost its unique-ness and dah tak exclusive anymore.

hah!

thank god i watched breaking bad long ago before it was mainstream these days.

fuck you wannabies

qayyum's weekly mixtape - 2

ok guys sorry for the long hiatus, and lets cut it short, here goes the list - 2nd qayyumx's mix tape

1. estranged - inginkan kau
2. deepset - every album
3. faul & wad - changes
4. the soft pack - answer to yourself
5. mindy jones - where is my mind
6. flip garter - oh my word


there u go. enjoy!

where the hell i've been?

1st time pegi event sunat budak2 ramai2 old school style cam aku dulu2. haha best gila. kasi makan gemuk-gemuk, kasi suka dulu, mandikan, lepas tu slaughter house la apa lagi hdsjkasdhdqwo

and last week i had my well deserved weekend offday. so i went to janda baik with my bois just to getaway from things, from the city life. sungai, bbq, good people with some non-stop kush action es tu papi kamon lets go one two one two. 

 oh i took this last friday, lalu pj haritu, wow pj changed so much these days. the traffic ways, and streets. cantik gilaa. at the other end gantung tanglung, and the other one gantung kain pelikat indonesia. ada mural n everything. and even cantik waktu malam. and selalu je ada event on weekend. 

semoga PJ terus menjadi bandaraya yang berdayahuni dan berwawasan!

and happy birthday to me :D 

psychotic

i keep having weird dreams about being chased. i dont know what the hell is wrong with my head. once i dream about getting owned by my own gadgets. up to the point where my phone knocking on my door, asking me if i would like to read whatsapps texts or not.

these things are alive. tf

penat

semua orang dalam dunia ni penat. betul. serius tak tipu.

the truth is, kita semua penat. reaching certain age, certain moment, kita ni nothing more than an army of broken heart and aching soul. and part yg paling jahat is, we want more, tapi kita terlalu penat. kita penat asik dalam situasi sama, tapi takut nak move forward.

dunia yg kita tinggal skarang ni thankless, endlessly trying and scarcely rewarding.

kenkadang tak tahu apa yg kita penatkan, tapi apa yg aku boleh simpulkan is -
u are tired of loving too much. care too much. give too much pada dunia yg sebenarnya tak return back apa yg kita bagi. kita penat invest dekat benda yang takde outcome yg definite. penat pada uncertainties.

plus broken heart here, unkept/fulfilled promise there.

one thing about all of these ramblings is - aku embrace this :

some part of life, happen quietly, slowly

happen sebab apa yg kita buat, kita pillih. small careful choices yg kita consider hari2, slow2 buat kita jadi better person-version

and jgn penah rasa lemah. penat kita bersebab. semua sebab tu betul tak salah. kita penat sbb its supposed to be

penat sebab kita growing up. penat sebab kita cuba tuk make a change. someday, u'll see.

sekian, sedikit nasihat untuk mereka yg merasakan diorang dah habis source untuk go thru all over again