#1 describe 10 things about the person who tagged you. (Cik Dayana orgnya)
1. er kenal waktu after2 spm.randomly.at #sk8erz
2.sangat polite.i think
3. same2 chatting kat irc dlu.agak kecoh.haha
4.suke bace novel.er i think.sbb ada je review pasal new novel.
5. tatau la pulak dia ni bole kawan gak dgn nabila saat.tak sangka.lol.kecik je dunia
6. rasenya suka anime kot.eh ye ke
7. alamak tatau nak cakap ape lagi
8. best la cik dayana ni.masuk kepala.haha
9. (tolong isi sendiri nnt dlm comment box ye cik yana)
10.(nabila pon tolong isi gak dlm comment box)
#02 - Now u have to describe 10 things about urself.
1. the name is qayyum.
2. im a game freak.i dont have time for others.haha
3. im alergic to curry.makan je demam.LOL
4. im not funny.im sarcastic
5. im tech-savvy guy
6. i think i somehow represent the impersonation of Dr.Gregory House.the way he see life,same as the way im seeing it now.
7. i learned that u cant always be there for people.i have trust issue nowdays
8.hey,im proud to say that i DONT BELIEVE IN HOPE anymore.
9. i dont have a lot of friends.but somehow.i do have a lot,a loooot of hypocrites saying that they are my friend
10. and currently,im trying to have a life.and reviewing it.how do i enjoy life.
#03 - At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names..
RAFIK (HAHA maybe 1st tag kau kot)
Helwa.
Nabila S.
Andy.
Shadadadada
Keen.
Mel.
kawan2 lain nak test pon boleh.isi je.ehe
Tag.Lame dah tak kene tag
Khas.Untuk org2 yg takde life part 2
Battle stats
Speed: 46,193.2954
Strength: 27,619.5391
Defence: 1,881.7139
Dexterity: 39,464.7159
Total: 115,159.2643
tak handal pun battle stats saye.
ni pulak working stats
Working stats
Manual labor: 19,655
Intelligence: 23,111
Endurance: 17,457
ha ni game dream of mirror online(DOMO).kenalkan wife saye.celestine.hehe.
Khas.Untuk org2 yg takde life.HAHA!
hai kawan2.ini BrainDamage.char aku dlm Pirate King Online.berpakaianala-ala Roronoa Zoro dlm One Piece
ha yg ini pulak equipment aku.biase2 je ehe.tak terrer mane pun.stats skali
equipment aku kat sini CA armor lance lvl 55,glove 6 str +2 lust,boot 7 str + 2 wind.BOE + 3 rage.biase2 je punye item.ayam.ehe.pet str lvl 24 yg bernama Cikong Tompok
ha ni BrainDamage gak.tapi lain sikit.ingat tak cite the matrix reloaded?musuh neo yg adik beradik tu.The Twins.topeng dia ada tapi aku tak pakai.
dlm mode ni aku agak kuat sikit.
yep ni equipment sebenar aku.mak aku pesan,tak baik show off.relax2 saje.
pet lvl 32 name Mat Keram
ha ni full power slash aku.12k minumum.max bole jejak 15k.Sarah McLachlan - When She Loved Me
When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy, so was i, when she loved me.
Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all
Just she and I together, like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me.
So the years went by, I stayed the same
And she began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when she'd say "i will always love you."
Lonely and forgotten, never thought she'd look my way,
She smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do,
Like she loved me, when she loved me
When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
When she loved me.
p/s : people will remember,and at the same time,forgot and forgive.
ups and down of life, it is =)
Jumper
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
Cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And
If you do not want to see me again, I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy, a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight, you're way too loud
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well, everyone I know has got a reason
To say
"Put the past away"
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could
Cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And
If you do not want to see me again, I would understand
I would understand
Well, he's on the table and he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows what they're
Doing here
And your friends have left you, you've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this, and I
I want you to know
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today
You could put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could
Cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And
If you do not want to see me again, I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Can you put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend (I would understand)
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend (I would understand)
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend (I would understand)
And I would understand (I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend)
I would understand (I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend)
I would understand
Tegami Haikei No Juugo Kimi E Part 2
Letter To My 15-Years-Old-Self/Tegami Haikei No Juugo Kimi E
aku insaf.aku insaf.aku sedar dari mana aku datang T_T
Tegami Haikei No Juugo Kimi E
dunno why the student cries.the song sounds beautiful to me.but they cried.
LOL? i wonder.somebody please explain or translate this song for me
or is the music is toooo damn beautiful until it makes people cry?
omg.
MYSTERY
Oraite
22/12/2008
5.12 am
Baiklah
Initiating "Ditching Plan A"
Goodbye old days.
Goodbye some entry in the phonebook.
Goodbye somebody in Friendster
Goodbye somebody in MySpace.
Goodbye somebody in Facebook.
Goodbye MassComm
Get In Control
em and i cant sleep well at night again.
oh my lord,
please,
i need the patience in me.
i tried not to think -ve,
but his existence.
troubled my thoughts
yet i cant forgive him.
and im not forgetting.
p/s : im gonna keep a good eye on u.again, 1 single wrong step, i'll confront you myself.
Obesesi.Keterlaluan.Ego dan Hakikat
penahkah anda mengambil sedikit masa untuk mengetahi sejauh mana obsesi dan keegoan anda.
saya sering melakukan begitu.mengukur tahap keegoan saya dgn id-ego,super-ego dan ego.
saya juga mempunyai obsesi yang tersendiri iaitu gaming.
so to speak, kite tak hidup sorang dlm dunia ni, either way, semua org pon ada ego. one shud had tolarance dlm diri masing2.dari lvl kawan2,ke lvl boyfren-gelpren,lvl marriage dan mcm2 lvl lagi.
tapi obsessi ni selalu jadi masalah.i dunno how to explain,tapi for example situation like this :
A ni seorang polis.B ni org2 biasa je.A dgn B ni kawan baik.Lama dah kawan.Then B ni driving,A ikut.Si B ni dia cuai ketika driving.Banyak reason bole jadi.Maybe dia baru biasa bawak kereta yg itu.Or maybe kete tu tayar yg tak betul.Maybe takde lesen.Mcm2 maybe.Tapi si B ni terlalu obsess dgn undang2, and meanwhile dia tu polis, dia act dgn tengking best fren dia tu tanpa usul periksa.terus mintak licence semua and so.Tanya terus mcm polis mcm nak cari salah.Marah2 and so.Mcm tak kenal kawan dia.
Yes.Kat sini sure B rasa serba salah.Dia tau kawan dia tu.A tu ade fikir mcm tu ke.At least,A ni boleh tanya elok2.Cakap elok2 ke.Apa masalah dia driving mcm tu.
See,kat sini dah jadi masalah dah dlm satu2 relationship ni.Definately 100% B akan rase serba salah.Banyak reason.Kalau betul dia salah pon dia tak patut di layan mcm tu.Eventho si B ni tak kawan dgn A skali pun, kate la outsider ke, takboleh ke nak tanye elok2.Mana budi bahasa.Org melayu kan kaya dgn budibahasa,ke dah kayap.
okay abis dah pasal obsessi.
Ego pulak.Biasa la semua org pon ada ego sendiri.Sapa nak kalah aite? Sapa nak malu? Law of nature sendiri kate "the stong shall live and the weak shall die"
Based on life exp aku,aku selalu jadi org yg mengalah.Dgn kawan2.But not rival.Sapa yg aku consider rival, aku takkan kasi can.Btw i mean rival tu rival yg dirty.Persaingan tidak sihat.Kalau yg sihat tu its okayla with me.Being in uitm, lagi2 in masscomm teach me sumthing.Sumthing meaningfull.True colors of people.And no wonder uitm ni selalu jadi bahan nape student2 semua yg tak elok.Sbb yg tak elok lagi banyak dari yg tak elok.Ada yg study pandai perangai mcm syaitan.Ada yg bongok tapi baik nak mampus.Biasalah.Org.Mcm2 ragam kan.
Selama aku 3 taun ++ kat sana,mcm2 org dah aku jumpa.Opportunis, blah3..list go on.Memandangkan aku yg paling muda.So aku sering mengalah.People asking for help,yet mcm mana aku susah pon aku tolong.Lepaskan dulu kawan2 lain baru kita.Never ask back la anything.Kita pun tatau kan bila masa kita nak mintak tolong org.Tapi why org2 yg kita tolong ni,kita mengalah ni tak penah nak sedar,cmon,kau terhutang budi kot.Kalau duit tu bole la di bayar(kalau ingat).Tapi kalau mcm exam ke,test ke,assignment ke.Cmon kalau takde org tolong,takde markah for u,bila takde markah, bye bye la.
Tak kesah la semua tu.There is one incident buat aku menyampah sangat.Membuatkan aku benci.Dah meluat nak mampus.Dont wanna jolt down here.Drop by me a msg to know why.At least respect la org yg banyak tlg dgn mengalah tu.Org tegur elok2,kau balaslah elok2.Dont need nak naikkan ego.Sampaikan tegur dgn tanye pon tak boleh.Or kalau tak boleh nak di tegur,at least sedar la diri.Org banyak tolong, the least u can do is have urself a limit.Ego.
I hate to admit it.But 50% of my heart says Uitm ni mmg nak tolong melayu,tapi melayu yg di tolong tu tanak tolong diri sendiri, and 50% lagi aku nak sangat Uitm ni strict lagi pemilihan studentnya.Kalau courses yg interview tu please buat satu kelayakkan yg sangat strict.Jgn tanya lagi soalan2 bodoh.Or mintak buat mende bukan2.
Mcm masscomm ni, hakikatnya, ni bukan course suka2 dgn melaram.Ni course technical.Seriusly said org yg boleh buat keje je aku rasa boleh survive dlm masscomm.And org2 yg bole buat keje ni la selalu di manipulasi dgn org2 tak guna.Pretty faces mcm dlm PR kau ingat semua bole pakai ke? Talk much hasil crap.Advertising ? haih ni semua mainan duit.Kau baya la duit sure dapat tender.I dunno much about journalism,and publishing? ni mix.Creativity + rajin + malas.Susah jumpa budak publish dgn journal malas.Sbb ni yg baru betol2 technical aku rasa.
Again.Aku ulang.In my OPINION.
Well.Itu la hakikat.Obsessi dan ego.Be reasonable.Be considerable.Kawal emosi.Kawal ego.Kawal obsessi.Kenal diri sendiri.Yet aku bukan lah bagus mana.Tak bagus pun aku ni.Tapi kerana benda2 mcm ni buat aku sedar.Sampai mana aku silap,penah tak aku buat benda2 mcm ni kat org.Penah tak aku aniaya org.Setakat ni belom lagi.Good for me.
2.buat baik berpada2.buat jahat biar kepalang.
3.repect urself before others respect u.
pissed off.
the fuck? aku nak mencarut serta memaki hamun.
tapi sabar jela.tgh demam.fuck streamyx.fuck it.damn.aku tidak mendapat connection internet selama lebih 14+ jam akibat kebodohan,ke-moron-nan,kelahanatan telekom malaysia kerana tidak menyampaikan maklumat bahawa stesen mereka terganggu perkhidmatan dan juga sedang menaik taraf perkhidmatan.
kamon la pukimak.telekom malaysia stands for what? communication la.cmon.every streamyx account akan di beri email account.apa ingat aku tak guna ke account email tu.aku check siot.bukan tabole hanta mass email.bg tau akan tergendala ke apa.syarikat air johor boleh amik inisiatif bagi tau dlm paper hari2 sekian,takde air.apasal telekom malaysia takboleh buat mcm tu.
bodoh la pengarah telekom.mcm pukimak tau tak.pantat mak kau lah.telekom malaysia konon.amik la sikit inisiatif bagi tau dlm berita ke.bodo la.bodo kau tau bodo.
pasal kebodohan ini aku dah rugi Rm 100.babi bulan2 aku baya sial 108 hengget.ni dah rugi 100 kau nak ganti ke sial.sial punya telekom.duit nak service mcm pukimak.bodoh la.eh mmg bodoh la.tak payah pegi usa,amik singapore dgn indon je.1 MB internet,kalau download benda 3GB kau tau tak bape minit.15 minit je sial.bandwith besar.ni aku pakai 2MB.download benda 20 GB dekat 5-6 hari.tu pakai premium rapidshare.puki apa.kalau pakai torrent lagi la berminggu2.
bodoh telekom.bodohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ganti balik Katzblader + 15 aku.sial 150,000,000 m tau tak.kalau jual RM 500.sial.ganti balik la sial.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
p/s : suka aku la nak mencarot ke apa.kau nak ganti 500 kat aku? kalau taknak kau diam sudah lahanat.
p/s 2 : maaf kerana terlalu vulgar.aku demam dan seseme kronik.serta di panaskan lagi dgn SHITMYX
Yesterday
Yesterday
I still can’t believe you’re gone
Oh I remember you like yesterday
Yesterday
And until I’m with you, I carry on
Al-Fatihah.
Hari ini DOMO dan juga hidung aku.
n then balik rumah tetibe di datangi seseme.
well im easy infected by the seseme.
and the seseme is usually the chronic one.
memula dia gatal2 idung,then seseme,idung sumbat,then up 1 stage dia akan naik ke mate,mate gatal,and the 2nd stage is where i get my migrain
(please,in this state,please,please dont bother me cuz im easily get annoyed and irritated)
mumuk said i lack of vit C,which i think i had a lot (HAHA)
oh enuff,aku sudah pon irritated dgn menulis sambil mengelap hidung dgn tisu.syaitan.
uh.and.
i have been awarded as the DONALD TRUMP in DOMO (dream of mirror online)
er waktu gm announce ni aku tak perasan,
aku tgh woodcutting (siap kene gelak dgn mumuk)
then aku usha web.wahah nama naik.
lawak -_-
ada rasenye screen shot tapi berlambak nak cari.
kalau jumpa nnt aku upload
"Revs- has been awarded with the title Donald Trump"
assets and networth is beyond 45M per day
with his savings appox : 510M
er aku sangat lol.....
p/s : haihs...bestnye kalau duit tu duit betol...oh well.selamat hari kaya mr.revs- =)
Again, to the bitch whom it may concern.
and yet,if ur so stubborn.
go bitching urself.
please dont involve anybody else.
dont make this hard for me and hard for urself.
i am capable to hurt u by saying words.
please.dont try me.
i know where to "poke" at the right spot.
(move bitch,get out the way,get out the way bitch,get out the way :- ludacris - move bitch)
The Day Earth Stood Still
well,i've read the novel waktu tgh spm dulu.and aku baru je tgk movie tu tadi.donlod aje sudah.dah ada rapidshare premium user kan.buat apa kalau tak jadi deviant.ngahaha
movie ni aku kasi em 8/10 or 8 1/2 per 10.sbb aku rasa cerita ni,org yg degil,batu api,bengap,tak paham bahsa,simply put BODOH mmg takkan faham jalan cerita and message yg cerita ni nak sampaikan.or maybe aku yg bodoh kot.salah interpret.tapi up to the person itself la kan mcm mana nak perceive cerita ni.
from what i understand from this movie,
HUMANS,TENDS TO CHANGED,WHEN THEY HAD NO OPTIONS LEFT,AND THATS WHY,THEY EVOLVED,AND LEARN FROM THE MISTAKES.
senang kata,
SELAGI TAKDE YG MAMPUS,SELAGI TAK DAPAT PENGAJARAN,MMG AKAN STUCK THAT WAY SAMPAI BILA2.
so,human will change and adept to the nature they belong,and to cover that change,they called it
EVOLUTION.
ladies and gentalman.i'll leave u here.up to u lah nak fikir mcm mana.
cewah mcm ke-ah-nuu reevess pula aku.
ditching
i am going to ditch some of my history behind.
i am going to forget everything.
and i am going to make a new one
HA HA.
Berfikir sebelom bertindak.
DO YOU EVER :-
had to do what you think was right?
But,
FOR ME :-
that is only reason anybody does anything
take this as example.simple example.
1.Hitler thought people that he's doing other people a favor too by eliminating Jews.
do Hitler doing this because he simply wanna do it or he was told by his friends to do this?
2.Gandhi didn't march the sea because his buddies asked him too.
-ingat si gandhi tu nak ke march the sea sbb kawan2 dia suruh or semata2 nak daptkan undi?
the 3rd day is killing me -__-
hari ini aku sudah mungkir janji.
haihs.aku telah mungkir janji.bukan dgn si dia.bukan dgn sipolan itu dan sipolan ini.tidak lain dan tidak bukan adalah dgn diri sendiri.
aku sudah berjanji untuk tidak lagi menyalahgunakan ke"genius"an aku bermain video games.tetapi hari ini ia sudah sampai to the limits.aku mempunyai maruah.dan apabila maruah itu hampir tercemar,aku naik berang lalu aku menghapuskan segala benda yg ada untuk memuaskan hati.
cerita nya begini.aku bermain dota bersama sorang kawan tadi.mari panggil dia ahmy[monk3y] dan aku sedang hostkan satu game.pada mulanya it goes smooth.tetapi ada satu perosak ni,spoiled the mood.the opposite team.
dia goes off killing people in my team and saying things like
"hu teach u play that kind of block jor, wait 10 years more sohai" ---> obviously chinese.
"noob la sentinel feeder"
"u think i will let u go bcoz u invi"
"noob hai"
"melayu diam 7 la"
then he goes rampage killing everybody in my team tetapi tak membunuh aku.and he goes cocky dlm 20-25 minit.team aku sudah gelabah.aku pon merasakan ini takboleh jadi.so aku take in command as leader susun balik team strategy.
so then aku command team.aku inntiate backstab nak bunuh si keparat lahanat ni.at 1st tak dapat.sbb dia suicide so takde sapa bunuh dia.then aku inniate lagi several attacks dgn gang banging.dia mati.
mula2 frag dia 8-3.then dlm masa 2 minit 8-9.then lepas aku siap semua hunting item aku cari la si pukimak cina ni.maka terjadilah dialog seperti di bawah.
*qayyumx has pwn masterpro99 heads for 350 gold*
*KILLING SPREEEE* --> means aku dah bunuh 3 ppl in a row without dying pon
masterpro99 : zzzz
qayyumx : yo!
qayyumx : what
qayyumx : is
qayyumx : up
qayyumx : ???
qayyumx : LMAO
qayyumx : smells like a bit fat ugly pig pudge has died _O_
masterpro99 : diam 7 la sohai.
qayyumx : or it smells like a dead fat bitch here
____________________________________________________________________
*qayyumx has pwn masterpro99 head's for 369 gold*
*qayyumx has pwn Ashper head's for 350 gold*
*qayyumx is MEGA KILL* ---> 5 kills in a row without dying
*qayyumx did a DOUBLE KILL* ---> kill 2 ppl in one battle
masterpro99 : wtf
qayyumx : again i smell some dried pussy from a dead bitch?
masterpro99 : cb la u com again lai
qayyumx : the gap between us is...i think like heaven and hell?
masterpro99 : diam 7 la melayu babi
qayyumx : whoa going racist?
qayyumx : _O_ i dont wanna be racist,but then,since u insist,let me shit on ur buddha's head
and see what will he do.
qayyumx : oh dont bother,he will do nothing.just like u.getting pwn so easy.die in merely half
a combo from a taufu bitch like aqasha.
masterpro99 : zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
qayyumx : well, NOOB.go up ur lvl 3 more time.im not at 18,ur at 15.pity u
____________________________________________________________________
*qayyumx has pwn masterpro99 head's for 560 gold*
*WICKED SICK*
masterpro99 has left the game
see la.mcm mana aku tak di rasuk syaitan apabila bermain game.tgk sendiri.aku elok2 diam2 je kan.tak kacau org.dah la chinese,racist,grammar yg bodoh.cakap mix bahsa dia dgn bahsa english.cmon nak sound melayu babi melayu bodoh for what.cmon dude aku dah dekat uni sial.LOL bodoh apa.dia dah takde modal.biasa la.
skarang aku bole cakap mostly 70% kat cc tu semua cina.sekolah tak pegi.diorang asik ingat diorang ni pandai dgn kaye je.serius.tapi tak mcm tu sebenarnya.
these fuckers kuat behind their keyboards je.
habis.end of story.
TERASA HATI PEGI MATI.
SHIT ON ME AND IM GONNA DO THE SAME.SHIT ON U TOO.AND 10 TIMES MORE THAN UR SHIT ON ME.
p/s : replay save game ada tapi tatau cane nak convert.aku tak mahir sangat dlm bidang editing video ni.haihs
Al-Fatihah
Al-fatihah kepada timbalan dekan masscomm,Tuan Hj. Shafie dan junior broadcasting, Mariam. Our deepest condolonces to both family.This is the test from Allah..
We suffer a great loss..and assets in Uitm..and also a friend..
semoga mereka akan ditempatkan didlm golongan yg beriman..amin..
al-fatihah..
Huge difference in reality and fairytale. Perceive, percieve.
sebab dah byk jadi. im growing sick of how things goes. benda2 ni suma kita boleh nampak di status2 ym, facebuk, mespes, frenshit (frenster, sorry) even in personal blogs and whatnot. do you ever, by any chance, terfikir on what im going to talk here?
ok first off, THERE IS NO HAPPY ENDING. even the richest and brightest person in the world pon cant find happiness. apsal aku sebut richest dulu? sebab MONEY is everything. dan kenapa brightest comes after richest? sbb by being clever ko akan dapat buat banyak duit.
normal situation macam ni. ko bercinta. la de da du du nikah, probably kahwin. what soon follows is hoisting the burden of being a dad (or a mother) bagi anak2 ko makan. aging. then die.
thats REALITY.
what annoys me is, some ppl expecting a happily ever after. knight in shining armor. Rapunzel dada. or the likes. come on la get a grip.
love is subjective, aku tau. tp the way it wud effect u AND the ppl around you wht matters most. ppl will grow sick of ur childish fairytale-ish stories on how she shud stay with you or making him lying to you just to keep you happy. what the fish? its the other way around, noobies.
Love is all about letting go. if you cant accept the fact, then how u reckon to survive in situations where ure being left alone?
thru observation and experiences (read it or fuck it)
kebanyakan (READ: KEBANYAKAN) lelaki bercinta ntuk sex semata. girls, accept the fact that hes just trying to get into ur pants =/. penuh dengan dengan janji palsu, sweet words dan teddybears. then bila dah kena fuck dan kena tinggal, baru ko tau langit tu tinggi mana. you just got served, bitches!
lecture law aku (en adlan) bagi satu statement. mmg hilarious and menjengkelkan but its the truth.
(generally) Lelaki memang dilahirkan nakal. tapi perempuan yang lembab.
(actully dia sebut 'perempuan yang bodoh' tapi aku tgh berusaha keras ntuk tidak stereotyping)
ko nk gelak? sila. ko nk marah dan flame? try me. but thats the fucking fuck freaking fact.
now for the girls.
kebanyakan (READ: KEBANYAKAN) perempuan bercinta nak lelaki hensem, berduit, berkereta and whatnot. itu normal. kalau aku jadi perempuan pon aku akan cari lelaki hensem berduit berkereta n shits. siapa tanak dimanjakan? ko nak makan pasir lepas kahwin?
yg problem nya diorang ni, (macam lelaki gak la kot) akan simpan melambak spare tyre dan plan B. maksud aku plan B tu orang2 yg akan menjadi bekap kalau 1st bf dia fuck dia dan tinggalkan dia, dan akhirnya dia akan fokus kt bekap dia tu dan most probably ended up kahwin. ITU PROBLEMNYA. siapa yg pernah jadi bekap rasa la kot. aku rasa. do u? (guys)
memana plan B diorang yang baik akan jagela that girl cam tatang dulang yg penuh air (lol) kena pulak nasib tak baik, akan diambil pulak kesempatan. nasib korang (those girls type) la. tp ntuk jenis bekap 1st yg baik itu pulak, aku rasa mmg pity gila la, sebab being a backup plan. how pathetic is that...
so it comes to my conclusion is that, adekah type of girl yg understang (sorry, understanding) wujud lagi ke? dan at certain extent, aku terpk gak, ade ke lelaki yg bercinta bukan dasar sex semata?
well those down to earth ppl mmg exists. ada yg cantik lawa kaya dan tuf hensem kaya. ada juga yg gigi terkeluar, bulat macam tayar steamroll pendek buncit miskin. its just a matter u know them and realized it. tp taleh camni gak, adekah korang akan terima diorang seadanya? (emoticon:wink) kalau tak terima, its your call, your life. tp dont start appreciate when they're gone.
as for me, money comes 1st. get me to choose between a hot young lady+lascivious body+angel's face (yg jatuh cinta kaw2 kat aku) ngan rm 1 juta, i'll choose the 1mill grand. zip. deal sealed.
actly aku nk tulis apsal bebudak skang emo bercinta (as in emosional gila dalam bercinta) tp tah keparit pulak note ni lol. nanti la kot aku merepak (sorry, merepek) lagi. malam ni satu lagu siap, tu dah cukup ntuk menghepikan aku, but crushed by the news of pemergian Timbalan Dekan masscomm ku, En Shafie (along with a jr, maryam (mariam or miriam, not sure) al fatihah. may angels lead them in.
sekian wabilahitaufiqwalhidayah. samekom. salam ukhwah fillah.
*aku tau aku ade carut sana sini dlm note ni lol, lantak.
credits to Hafiz Henshin.
