666 - a tribute to myself

it is 12.42am on my clock now. and this is post 666. i've been thinking for a few days what to write down. i made a writing, but i give the thing to deeja. i feel gay writing that. but nevermind. im on my new pc table, having a cup of warm choc for the fuel the burn the midnight oil.

my status?
lately i've been finishing my essay for the sun essay writing entitled Malaysia & Me. honestly i've been writing crap and i've been writing based on the purest form of essay. which is experience. as myself, as a melei, as a malaysian living in batu pahat. i'll be finishing my essay soon. all i can say it is around 74% ready. well i'll post it down soon or later.

aite. i choose this 666 post to describe myself, or my alter-ego. qayyumx. as far as u guys know. i've been using this nickname/trademark since i was around 17. it was 1st used in my 1st online game called Gunbound. the x is actually came from my Jyuupon Gatana member Naim, since that time the comic samurai X is kinda pretty famous around us, so we decided to take the X in to the team.

this is as far as i can remember :

out counter strike team (during my age is around 17, we manage to take over 3 cybercafes near our school, winning every single tournament)


-|[Doom]- Lisa-luv-naim
-|[Doom]-Soujirou Seta
-|[Doom]-flotsetx
-|[Doom]-luffy
-|[Doom]-biskut
-|[Doom]-exoskeleton
-|[Doom]-t/ksan

i was called soujiro since the character in samurai x who can handle the most fast sword style, since i was the best person who cudda kill enemy using knife in counter strike, they gave me that name. so when i move from counter strike to gunbound , i took my name and take the X with it.


crap my hot chos is halfed already. hmm.


so then. who is really qayyumx?


i can say he is the other me, my persona when im online. qayyumx is rude, he is the opponent that u dont want to face if ur having a game with him. he always wanna win, he wont let his opponent bit him, either touch his friends. he is quite the rage hormone inside, tick him off over a stupid stuff u will quarrel with him till the end or ur misery. quite sarcastic, heroic but not in the good terms.do not really accept losing well,bad-tempered,foul mouthed,everybody is wrong in his eyes, rude to girls, like to curse a lot.


well in a good terms, he is loyal, some one who u can trust, good listener, a shoulder to cry on, helpful, cheerful, talkative.a person who had a lot of information about this n that a little bit, a person u can really rely on.always there when u need him.


in dota, qayyumx who is currently lvl 51 and a clan lord for lanc clan inc is well-known for the bad mouthed clan lord, who like to bully, not really pro but still act pro. people aint like me for who i am. and qayyum realize that people dont like qayyumx. so for qayyumx sake, and for both his students sake , Steven and Raja Nazmi Daniel, he chooses to retire from dota, from his dota. just because he dont want to spread anymore fire and hatred inside garena. he wanted to take the blame for himself, he wanted people to hate himself. he dont want people to hate his fellows just because of his attitude.he know qayyumx has done it, has reach people's boiling points until his fellow clanmates questions him


"why do u people back qayyumx backs when is not that really pro. why does u guys help him instead"


so qayyum took action over qayumx. qayyumx really needs to stop this madness. enuf from gunbound era, from arcades battles, enuf from gaming-forum debate. enuf from gamming. enuf is just enuf. i glad i meet wonderful people during the period. i formed the famous lanc inc. glad to help people in draft games. and had 4 diciples,


arep crackerzx (retired)
steven mircale
raja nazmi danial RND
zam zeroart


trust me, qayyum really regrets that people feared qayyumx because he is a big bully, which dont really want to become that. he people to respect him as for himself. a noble guy. not like this. not this alter-ego. i also wanted to take this opportunity to say im sorry to those clans i destroyed. those people i chase out, those people i scold, people who i mock them personally, people who i pwned and insulted.


i am sorry. i cudnt take it all back. i was fool.


i am truly sorry. i am stepping down.

p/s : i've finished up my hot choc. im cleaning up my table, and going to set the alarm. im gonna have lunch at mid valley tmr, with 2 ppls, atika azumi and hazirah hamster. and im off to bed in 15 mins time.


ja~