it consumes u whole. it makes u not u. it makes u wake up early in the morning for no reason. it makes ur heart ponder without a valid reason. it makes u feel weak, sometimes strong, sometimes u dont want to feel anything at all. it wants perfection. it takes alot from u, its complicated. it decides. it lies. it hurts. it heals. it feeds u with its power. it fuels u up. it makes u go crazy. it makes u want to live longer. it makes u strive. it takes away the hope in u, it is also the reason why u keep having new hopes. it doesnt want u to normal. it wants u to be normal. it consumes ur time but gives u time.