i have been working straight up this month. the only break i had is on raya haji and the next 2 days. im tired. i need to recharge. i want to be heard. i want people to ask me how are u? etcs. but all im getting is nothing. not even a single care was given. emotionally and physically.

i think its best for me to change my policy. the less i know, the less i got involved, the less problem or the less problem or things i shud care about. all i needed to care is about myself. at least.

being in love turns me weak. it turns me from something solid to a little girl. want this need that scream here scream there. this is wrong. it shudnt or not supposed to turn me like this but i cant help it.

help me find myself back. guide me.