at loss

i..did something terrible. i wish i could take it back..but i dont think that i could..for now..i was driven by something i cant really explain..it was hard for me.

i am sorry.
forgive me.

i know, right now, ur hurting.
at the same time, im hurting..

but i do realize where i stand right now.

the one who ask for an apology.
no the one who deserve it the most.