Kehidupan dalam Delusi

Nampaknye skarang otak aku berfungsi secare tidak sekata.Em perkataan yg sesuai mungkin adelah "delusi//delusion"Tidak tahu mengape sejak kebelakangan ini aku menjadi sorg yg :

tidur awal.
cepat marah.
sangat serius.
membalas dendam.
emolicious.
tak bole di bawa bergurau.
paranoid.
stress.
dan juge beberape sifat mazmumah yg lain.

Em.Mungkin kerane aku telah terlepas beberape/mungkin banyak kali solat.Ataupun kurang berdoa.Dan juga mungkin kerane terlalu leka dgn sekeliling aku yg bole di katekan agak mewah.
Tapi,aku juge ade berfikir.People around me.Tak faham ape yg diorang fikirkan dalam sem yg agak membunuh ni.Bekerja dgn sambil lewa.Mengelakkan org lain.Meniru kerja org.Ya aku stress dgn semua kerja yg ade.Barangkali.

Rasenye sampai sini saje la kot post tuk kali ni.Seblom berambus inilah maksud delusi yg ade di www.wikipidia.org :

"A delusion is commonly defined as a fixed false belief and is used in everyday language to describe a belief that is either false, fanciful or derived from deception. In psychiatry, the definition is necessarily more precise and implies that the belief is pathological (the result of an illness or illness process).

Delusions typically occur in the context of neurological or mental illness, although they are not tied to any particular disease and have been found to occur in the context of many pathological states (both physical and mental). However, they are of particular diagnostic importance in psychotic disorders and particularly in schizophrenia"

p/s : elakkan stress.