milo blanja makan porkballs dogwings dgn holiwater aummm
waazzzaaaa
abam james, abam madi, abam putih n abam arip
#twtupcaptainamerica 31/7/2011
hello people of #bloggerjaya, #twitterjaya, and #facebookjaya
i have nothing much to write down for now. well enjoy the pics. gathering people of #twitterjaya for the movie captain america. this is the 1st random gathering that i've attended ever in my life. and this gathering rocks. a big applause to @zullicious for organizing these kind of #twtup. and i cant wait for #twtupberbukapuasa soon >.<
ramainya orang
gegadis
kaunter claim ticket
masih lagi di kaunter
tatau la #tweethandle dia ni. tapi mmg baik hati
masa untuk berborak di atas heheh
er ni sapa nama lupa..
gegadis. puasa. jangan tgk sangat
kan? ramai gilaaa penuh panggung 2 kat cineleisure
ramadhan 1432
nothing much to say. im blending in with life currently. taking it as it comes n go. i am too tired today. i woke up early. as early as 6 am. stomachache. and i cant get back to sleep because i need to work and attend 2 separate events and write a report about those 2 events.
im too tired. i get back home. throw away my beg. jump on the couch. i tried to sleep. i cant get to sleep. too tired. but then i received a call from mom. she ask me to do this and that on her behalf.
and suddenly my dad's image came out thru my mind. thinking about him working everyday. raise me up from a baby to this level. and i thought..
sapa lah aku ni nak mengeluh? baru 6 bulan. dah mengeluh mcm ni. abah? +25 tahun dah kerja. dengan gaji sekecil itu dia mampu menyara family.
aku? gaji besar pun masih tak cukup. terkenangkan abah. walaupun dia tak pernah nak bercakap dgn aku. walaupun dia tak pernah nak bagi aku kasih sayang secara normal..aku kagum dgn abah. tak kesah la dosa apa pun abah pada aku dan vice versa, sapalah aku ni tuk give up sekarang.
aku tak punya harapan banyak. either harapan tinggi tuk buat abah aku bangga. cukup lokman ada. biar dia jadi anak emas abah. tapi aku harap raya tahun ni lagi baik dari tahun lepas. aku taknak tidor lagi lepas semayang raya. aku nak cium tangan dia. mintak maaf. tak kira lah.
kepada sahabat handai beragama islam, selamat menunaikan ibadah berpuasa. akan aku cuba kurangkan #rage dalam diri. taknak dah marah2. keje aku pun dah tak berapa nak stress mana. sedang mencapai titik di antara ketenangan dalam kehidupan.
im tired. i need to work again tmr.
tanggungjawab diberi, aku kena laksanakan.
tidor dulu. walau pun tak cukup.
till then,
ja~
wordless wednessday
till then, or till we meet again this raya, please do take care of urself bros.
LOUDNESS live in KL
loudness. its just another awesome moments that i lived thru until today. the 2nd gig that i've attend ever in mylife.
i was introduced to LOUDNESS by ashi. actually i've heard some of the songs in radio but i dont know who was the singer that time.
and there comes LIKE HELL. the most awesomeness ever. but nonetheless, there is nothing as awesome as 80's metal right? so enjoy. i manage to find this vid on utube. heavymetal fans, this is up for ya guys.
LOUDNESS LIVE IN KL 24TH JULY 2011 IS OHSEMMMMMM
aku bukan berada di tempat yang sepatutnya untuk aku berbicara tentang mati dan pergi.
seorang lagi sahabat telah pegi meninggalkan aku dan rakan-rakan yang lain di dunia yang bersifat fana ini yang di pinjamkan dari ilahi kepada kita untuk kita corakkannya.
pemergiannya tak di jangka, tak di sangka, tak di duga.
bukannya setiap kematian tidak membuka mata. tetapi aku kerap alpa,
tatkala maut menjelma, gelora hati berirama.
hidup gelumang dosa. durjana nurbisa di mana mana.
kali ini giliran mu sahabat, doa mu telah ku panjat, ku semat.
giliran ku tidak ku tahu, nama ku menunggu di panggil-MU.
dalam lena dalam jaga takkan ku duga entahnya bila.
aku sedih. terlalu sedih dengan pemergian mu ini.
ya allah, ya rahman, ya rahim.
izinkanlah insan mu yang berdosa ini sekali lagi memohon doa, agar di tempatkan roh sahabat ku ini di dalam kalangan orang2 yang mu yang beriman dan bertaqwa.
amin amin ya rabbal-a'lamin..
selamat malam.
sesungguhnya, esok masih ada.
sahabat handai, jagalah diri mu. tak kira di mana pun dan apa pun yang kalian lakukan. aku tak sanggup lagi menempuhi keadaan sebegini. aku tak bersedia..
ARRIVE. RAISE HELL. LEAVE
i've been trolling a lot of pages lately.
and this is one of the most #WIN butthurt ever
WIN SIAL HAHAHAHA.
Awek KFC - trolled
Punca kejadian 10.10.10 - trolled
IRON MAN 2011 - trolled
the book of yahweh holder - trolled
makhluk nadir biskot - trolled
pemilik rumah sampah - trolled
takuk lickers - trolled
alex mercer (PROTYPE) - trolled
sisters in islam - trolled
BerSHIT 3.0 and a dinosor - trolled
cokelat cip famos amos girl - trolled
and aku sedang trolling di page2 berikut
dan aku dah shut down 3 page.
Pertandingan Pempuan Cantik Lelaki Kacak - aku kena banned, page deleted
Hot And Cute Icon - aku kena banned, wall muted terus
HGAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH LETS TROLLIN TROLLIN TROLLIN YEAHHH *SFX -ROLLIN LIMP BIZKIT*
liability
imma talk about one topic here. liability. do u guys happens to know what is liability means?
roughly, liability is what we call burden. or in malay it is called "tanggungan"
ok. what do i mean by liability in this term. in a people term.
ok currently i dont have any idea what i am talking about. enuf the crap. enuf. what i am trying to say is. having a responsibility and balancing it.
how do u guys manage? i mean to work and to have relationship at the same time? i need to give up several things just to focus on my career now. and now im having problem. nonetheless im seeing people having trouble coping up with life, with job etc.
dont say plan the day or plan shits or what. when it happens it just happens. i've seen it. planned or unplanned it will affect u somehow somewhere.
im trying so hard just to have time for myself. i didnt even go back to hometome and catch drink with those fellows. im missing my movie time also. book time. korean lessons. latin songs airtime.
GIVE ME SOME SPACE LAH!
tchhh
was told to join TMOW unit from now on. people aint like me in the office. they took my things. my belongings. everything.
im kinda down.
i didnt enjoy my work but i gotta learn to love it soon
im tired. sorry for sleeping in the movie just now adri. nite
pissed off
tadi time aku check in kat 4sq and tweet something pasal kutbah kat tempat aku there is 3-4 tweets yang aku rasa offended.
not quoting sapa2 or tuduh sapa2. but i think that is so rude.
kau kenapa? baru jumpa social networking interface ke? ke kau dah lama tak kena sebat dgn tikam kat perut bertalu2?
kau tak penah ke main twitter pastu bg tau org kau kat mana kau dgn sapa pastu buat apa? kekadang siap titpik. kekadang siap 4sq. aku rasa kau ni poyo. kau bajet hoot. tak kira la kau jantan ke betina. mcm sial tau tak perangai kau?
malas aku nak skolahkan sorang2. boleh fikir. kau rasa kau bagus ke? kalau nak attention jgn mcm tu.
kau ingat aku suka2 pegi sana main twitter? kau penah pegi semayang jumaat? kau tau mcm mana lautan manusia kat situ?
kau tak penah pegi class? jgn tipu la kau tak penah ngantok. apa kau buat bila ngantuk? tulis note kan? aku nak tulis kat twitter suka aku la? aku tak bawak pen dgn ketas lepas tu application notes aku rosak apa problem kau?
mmg tu tweet kau tweeter kau tapi aku rasa topic yang kau sentuh tu tak relavant. aku seriusly rasa offended. sial ah. panas tau? haih bukan aku nak tunjuk aku bagus ke apa tak tinggal semayang. aku share info kutbah, biar semua boleh beramal. kau nak suruh org benti sebarkan syariat islam? takyah drag benda ni jauh2. konfirm kau #terkakai nanti.
so nota kaki tuk semua tweet, bukan semua benda kau boleh tulis. tak kira la mention ke tak mention, etika kena ada, adab kena ada. lelagi berkenaan keagamaan ni. sumpah aku anti org camni. kau nak jadi @somalaysian ke? bangang tak bertempat. attention seeker. yang betina kalau dating, titpik 4sq bagai. dalam toilet pon amek gambar. lelagi yunarian/hijabster. kepala butoh pak hang. takyah real sangat.
yang jantan dok ciom bontot betina tweet benda mcm bangang. mende jadah korang ni? bahan typo. takde otak apa? haih
BANGANG
poyo
the fact that i knew things u were not even aware about gives u the right to call me poyo?
i find u pretty funny u fat fuck.
u think i cant be serious with u?
i didnt poke u at the right spot because im just 6 months here.
and im here not to make enemies. im here for a living.
so if u cant handle my joke, dont joke with me.
nobody poke u at the right spot right? just dont turn me one.
u wont be able to handle it.
i and u just dont speak the same language there.
i aint showing off.
i aint care bout seniority.
i dont care who u are.
just dont wake the demon inside
path to choose
i dont think that you're in the position to tell me this and that.
wait until you've come to a situation where you're needed to pick one from this options :
either you fill up the tank or you go get some food?
#bersih2.0
politics.race.human rights.
what are u guys fighting for? urself? ur rights? the people whom u want them to lead u? the future?
the truth is. not many of us give a damn about politics. some is extremist. some choose to oppose, some choose to stick.
what are u? we need to make stand. its not about whos fucking who in a black and white video. its not about black women trying to take over the country. its not about being a hero, warrior or even a patriot.
do u even read what are the EIGHT demands are?
if u think that ur beloved country gives u 100% right as a citizen, gives u 100% freedom of speech and did not do some cover ups? if i tend to speak about the things that i've mention here, there's no ending.
so what am i trying to say is. dont give a fuck about the political parties, dont give a fuck about what race that u are, dont give a fuck whos najib, anwar, ambiga or agong. those ppl had already what they need. this is about us. about us having our own rights as stated in the constitution. this isnt about malay vs cina vs india, this is not about islam vs buddhist vs hindu.
cmon.
have u ever stood up for something? something big like this.
have u ever thought how hard issit to earn money and eventually live this life?
have u ever have difficulty getting education. without having to pay for it.
have u ever been comfortable in todays public transport?
have u watch people eating craps foods and only earn as low as rm 2 per day?
have u had any trouble getting foods?
have u wore shoes with holes?
have u worn the same school uniform for several years?
have u eat salt and plain rice everyday?
before u go and march without using ur brains. consider this shit out.
666 - a tribute to myself
it is 12.42am on my clock now. and this is post 666. i've been thinking for a few days what to write down. i made a writing, but i give the thing to deeja. i feel gay writing that. but nevermind. im on my new pc table, having a cup of warm choc for the fuel the burn the midnight oil.
my status?
lately i've been finishing my essay for the sun essay writing entitled Malaysia & Me. honestly i've been writing crap and i've been writing based on the purest form of essay. which is experience. as myself, as a melei, as a malaysian living in batu pahat. i'll be finishing my essay soon. all i can say it is around 74% ready. well i'll post it down soon or later.
aite. i choose this 666 post to describe myself, or my alter-ego. qayyumx. as far as u guys know. i've been using this nickname/trademark since i was around 17. it was 1st used in my 1st online game called Gunbound. the x is actually came from my Jyuupon Gatana member Naim, since that time the comic samurai X is kinda pretty famous around us, so we decided to take the X in to the team.
this is as far as i can remember :
out counter strike team (during my age is around 17, we manage to take over 3 cybercafes near our school, winning every single tournament)
-|[Doom]- Lisa-luv-naim
-|[Doom]-Soujirou Seta
-|[Doom]-flotsetx
-|[Doom]-luffy
-|[Doom]-biskut
-|[Doom]-exoskeleton
-|[Doom]-t/ksan
i was called soujiro since the character in samurai x who can handle the most fast sword style, since i was the best person who cudda kill enemy using knife in counter strike, they gave me that name. so when i move from counter strike to gunbound , i took my name and take the X with it.
crap my hot chos is halfed already. hmm.
so then. who is really qayyumx?
i can say he is the other me, my persona when im online. qayyumx is rude, he is the opponent that u dont want to face if ur having a game with him. he always wanna win, he wont let his opponent bit him, either touch his friends. he is quite the rage hormone inside, tick him off over a stupid stuff u will quarrel with him till the end or ur misery. quite sarcastic, heroic but not in the good terms.do not really accept losing well,bad-tempered,foul mouthed,everybody is wrong in his eyes, rude to girls, like to curse a lot.
well in a good terms, he is loyal, some one who u can trust, good listener, a shoulder to cry on, helpful, cheerful, talkative.a person who had a lot of information about this n that a little bit, a person u can really rely on.always there when u need him.
in dota, qayyumx who is currently lvl 51 and a clan lord for lanc clan inc is well-known for the bad mouthed clan lord, who like to bully, not really pro but still act pro. people aint like me for who i am. and qayyum realize that people dont like qayyumx. so for qayyumx sake, and for both his students sake , Steven and Raja Nazmi Daniel, he chooses to retire from dota, from his dota. just because he dont want to spread anymore fire and hatred inside garena. he wanted to take the blame for himself, he wanted people to hate himself. he dont want people to hate his fellows just because of his attitude.he know qayyumx has done it, has reach people's boiling points until his fellow clanmates questions him
"why do u people back qayyumx backs when is not that really pro. why does u guys help him instead"
so qayyum took action over qayumx. qayyumx really needs to stop this madness. enuf from gunbound era, from arcades battles, enuf from gaming-forum debate. enuf from gamming. enuf is just enuf. i glad i meet wonderful people during the period. i formed the famous lanc inc. glad to help people in draft games. and had 4 diciples,
arep crackerzx (retired)
steven mircale
raja nazmi danial RND
zam zeroart
trust me, qayyum really regrets that people feared qayyumx because he is a big bully, which dont really want to become that. he people to respect him as for himself. a noble guy. not like this. not this alter-ego. i also wanted to take this opportunity to say im sorry to those clans i destroyed. those people i chase out, those people i scold, people who i mock them personally, people who i pwned and insulted.
i am sorry. i cudnt take it all back. i was fool.
i am truly sorry. i am stepping down.
p/s : i've finished up my hot choc. im cleaning up my table, and going to set the alarm. im gonna have lunch at mid valley tmr, with 2 ppls, atika azumi and hazirah hamster. and im off to bed in 15 mins time.
ja~
pfft
sorang dah resign, sorang dah transfer, dua lagi pending nak transfer dan lagi 8 staff emosi.
puan, dont u see? people dont like u. u gotta do something. u need to stop telling us "you have to do something"
do u see nurul crying last thursday? and nadia too. those ppl are crying still u ask for the punch-in-the-system?
shimi kena asma still u ask him to work? kamon lah wheres ur head puan? me? i was HOSPITALIZED GOD DAMMIT STILL U ASK ME TO COME WHAT THE FUCK?
cant u be more considerate? im sick these past week. still i go to the office and work my ass off soon right after i de-hospitalized.
sheera the PCS member has gone for good. she is a good worker u know? seldom MC, EL? i dont see her taking EL and AL like kak zila do.
where's ur heart puan? if like this lah the condition. i am the last person to quit. and i dont mind to pay all of my debts rather then working with u. people are afraid to u. since if they try to talk to u, u wudda terminate them instantly.
take a step back. and enjoice.
tak banyak benda nak pesan kat sini. tapi 1 je.
kalau kau kawan dengan aku. kalau kau rasa kau seorang kawan yang baik, tak payah la nak makan aku. aku percaya semua kengkawan aku. even for fun pon kau buat apa skali pun atas tujuan for fun, kalau aku makin lama makin tak rapat ke makin kurang nak tegur kau, faham2 la.
aku tak penah kot makan kawan sendiri. takde niat apa pon. tak kira sebab game ke betina ke makan ke apa ke, mana etika berkawan kau? takpe la skali ni kau buat aku, tapi. on the long contrary ? what goes round comes around.
takyah kawan makan kawan. kita duk satu bumbung. takpe tak suka aku blah je. takde hal. aku pon outsider. bukan dari kalangan korang gak. tapi di sebabkan kita satu grup. aku kawan aje la dgn kau. takpe. aku stay away dari kau, tapi kalau nak mintak tolong ke apa, kau g la cari orang lain.
aku tak bangga aku banyak duit. aku tak bangga aku ada itu ini. sumpah aku tak bangga. org pilih nak respect lebih aku dari kau. hak org. bukan hak aku.
"respect kau kena cari, bukan kau suruh orang respect" aku tak penah MAKAN kawan2 aku. FAHAM? itu BEZA aku dengan KAU.
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