endscape: October 2014

#TheLoveRosieChallenge

so me and my boys hangout last friday and we talk about this one particular movie. Love Rosie. which a chick-flick novel (obviously) i read the book and found whoa movie, why not. so since everybody is pretty much fucked up and single, so we decide to challenge each other in #TheLoveRosieChallenge

the rules :

1. ask a girl out. the girl must be out from the known-circle, not gf/scandal, preferable the one who u rarely talks to. ya know. or a total stranger is good too.

2. ask her to watch this movie. idk how are u going to do this, and i hope u would get one. participant must upload the screenshot/evidence of the invitation and u guys can hide the name. chasing-game chat screenshot is a must!

3. when the day happens, take a picture of ur current time, the movie ticket, and the girl. and post in the group/ twitter for bragging rights.

4. there, ur done. gratz for man-ing up! and probably .... (ya know what will happen next)

so the 4 rules must be fulfilled. theres no sort of prize or incentive of doing this. and i would post about my experience in another post.

p/s : already got a date :p, on 2 nov. and its quite special i tell u. till the next post! ja!

fact about sad, lines and everything in btween

awh. FML

1436 - Kalendar Hijrah

harapnya saya tidak terlambat untuk mengucapkan salam maal hijrah kepada semua rakan-rakan. tak banyak pun saya minta untuk tahun baru ni. mengharapkan yang baik-baik sahaja untuk diri sendiri dan rakan-rakan.

tapi apalah harapan tanpa usaha? apalah usaha tanpa percaya? tanyalah diri masing2 :)

birthday wishlist :(

bae nak plis bae...plis la..tak mahal pun..taknak dua-dua salah satu je...plis :(((

invictus gaming headset from steelseries - Serbia v2

look at the mouse..wuuuu lawanyaaaaa

not so lengthy post.

last week was hellish. not so busy but im kinda involved in a lot of things. from helping a friend going to her hardest moment of losing his other half, and me losing a very good friend from uniten era to pissed everybody of with my uncontrollable rage towards things. things that i wish, i could explain. things what i wish i could write and make u understand. but basically, we all, manage to go thru that one hell of a kind of week.

i am so sorry for my actions and behavior. i know i am very hot-headed and very ego-maniac at times. i really lost it that time. due to the nature that i am..always right everytime..

friday.

malas nak type panjang2. tangan tgh kebas sebab sejuk hari ujan. tak properly healed lagi pun tangan aku ni saded

thank you mimi for the satey treat. this is all i had now. my boys. the boys.

the boys. suka betul dapat satey. they fight they have dispute but they are still brothers from another mother.

and that night i am the 1st who manage to complete Shisha Kepala Bana customer loyalty card. yay!

front design of the card

saturday

jadi tikus putih merasa brownies dia buat. sedap. siyes. cuma kena bake lama sikit so biar krunchy sikit. and later that night i went to watch UM Mock Trial with those people who matters the most - jerol kalap bell farmi tekk jeeva and kinda funny sebab bae semua orang bail last minute. bae farmi je datang. rasa loser la sebab farmi pon dah ada bae sekarang. kah kah kah. oh ya din manjong came and we have a very good time. me and jerol dah make up semua. catching up and the bad news came late night. i have to work tmr morning. esoknya mak datang nak tgk kawan dia kat hospital n din pun tumpang tido. rasa cam adei apa la aku suruh orang dtg rumah tapi aku takde.

sunday

i was force to come to work in shalam (which is not a very bad day pun actually). rupanya ada event depavali and pasar tani. walaweiii banyak betul jelitawan yg datang sini pepagi memberikan senyuman semanis suria wuuu. dan terus bertukar dari pasar tani ke hari jelitawaan shalam. kahkahkah. and dalam kerja tak ikhlas tu. adalah sorang self proclaimed jelitawan ni ajak pegi bekfest. cool down la jugak pagi tu takde la marah2.

cas-cas jelitawan tapi tak mandi pagi. kakakaka

ja!

Killing Me

the best song to describe what is currently happening to me.

sigh and sorry guys, i let u guys down tonight with my actions. yes i am fully aware of my actions tonight and i am sorry. it wont happen again and i let all of my emotions and anger get the best out of me.

i didnt think this thing would take its toll on me this...hard..sigh i feel like screaming my lungs out yelling at both you and him but i cant. because i led for this to happen.

goodnight.

Lay your weapons down and turn around,
Don't stop now baby just keep on walking.
You keep foolin' around treating me like your clown,
I kept my composure, kept believing.

And it's true, you fancy me, like the guy who's always there for you.
Now I'm through, find someone new,
I wish that you'd find someone new.

Are you kidding me?
Are you kidding me?
I keep giving you the signals but you just don't see,

That you're killing me,
That you're killing me,
I keep giving you the signals but you just don't see,

And you, and me, head out for the city lights,
Maybe this could be the night.
That we, that we're gonna get it right,
Probably not because.

We, are, stand, ding, at, the, bar, ha, ving, a, good, time,
Laughing, joking, and foolin' around.

All the sudden,
This guy comes up to you,
Ignores me, and starts to talk to you,
Grabs your hand, than you go dancing,
On the dance floor you start kissing.
And I'm looking at you; yeah I'm looking at you.
Tell me what am I suppose to do.

Are you kidding me?
Are you kidding me?
I keep giving you the signals but you just don't see,

That you're killing me,
That you're killing me,
I keep giving you the signals but you just don't see,

And maybe we've gone just a little to far,
Maybe I should just not see you anymore.
And maybe we've known each other too long,
Won't you tell me babe, cause I'm confused.
And maybe we've gone just a little to far,
Maybe I should just not see you anymore.
And maybe we've known each other too long,

Are you kidding me?
Are you kidding me?
I keep giving you the signals but you just don't see,

That you're killing me,
That you're killing me,
I keep giving you the signals but you just don't see,

Are you kidding me,
Are you kidding me,
Are you kidding me,
Are you kidding me,
Girl your killing me.
Girl your killing me.
Girl your killing me.
Girl your killing me.

game over - part one

"somebody : i wont let u upset of this

me : dont, and i wont. hahaha, cmon, apa lagi yang boleh buat kayum upset?

somebody : amboi confidentnya dia :)"

i consider myself as damaged goods. i am just another page that you go thru without noticing much. just like whats written in today newspaper. and you just dont break whats already broken. at this point of life, at this kind of age, theres nothing much left that cud surprise me in anyway. im sick and im twisted, im broken and you cant fix it.

i waste all of this self on and get nothing in return. i dont hope, anymore. i live with this day-to-day objective basis. and the only thing i am afraid of is..waking up early in the morning, with nothing or nobody to fight for..

i tried to get myself involved in another series of relationship(?) right after you. but it seems like i cannot run away from what happened before (my past) and what is going to happen next. its too complicated and i end up..mood-less. found myself in the nothing-ness of this deep void that you left me with. but idk. too many things in between. this one friend, your ex is my bestest bro, you again and the whole...circle. wont be that smooth sailing if its going to happen already and all of these "what-if" scenario if it turn sour.

so keep myself in the trees(dota jokes - hyhy "i told you to stay in the trees) so i hold back. i hold back so hard until i didnt make a move at all. i was stuck in this endless loop of sequence. i dont know for how long i would be stuck in this endless cycle of loop. god knows. and ya know..bad things comes in packages.

there. for now. idk when is the 2nd part is going to be written or publish as i already had like 21 post that i kept in the draft but were never posted.

ja!

game over yum. game over

WWE Kuala Lumpur

its been almost 12 years since WWE last datang malaysia. and i dont want this to be another regret in my life for not being able to attend. so bought the ticket at the very last minute. it was spectacular. jauh beza mcm tgk dalam tv. chanting CENA SUCK, LETS GO CENA CENA SUCKS, YES! YES! YES! YES! #YesMovement, whut, CM PUNK! and all sorts of chant...its just out of this world. so here goes.