drag me to lombok

ohai there. its been a week since my last visit here, i have been busy visiting place, traveling. hihi. oh ya i went to handorf and lombok, gili trawangan. yes u are right. the island of komodo dragons!

went there for a week, memula rasa mcm indon mesti tak best, mcm jakarta n shit, tapi i were wrong. sebaliknya amat tenang. chill je. dari 1st time aku jejak kaki kat airport dia. sampailah ke trawangan. the air is good, tak mcm phuket, krabi or samui. hijau saja merata-rata. abit panas, biasalah iklim tropika plus aku baru balik dari handorf n tgh baru2 nak spring itu hari.

and yeah. apa yg aku perasan orang lombok ni lembut2. no wonder anak gadis mesia senang kena game bawa lari pegi sini (trivial) kakaka. anyway, berikut adalah sisipan gambar beserta sedikit karangan pendek sebagai caption ^_^


sampai di jeti sengigi, naik speed boat dari sini, 100k pertip, direct, tiada orang lain kecuali group kamu. kalau nak naik boat biasa, 15k aje. tapi naiklah ramai2 bot kayu slow tu. and taxi dari airport ke jeti sengigi is around 280k per car. so kongsi2 lah, murah la juga




sampai di jeti gili trawangan, ha ni la dia kengkawan travel aku kali ni. yes 3 pempuan 1 lelaki. memula pisang tapi dapat juga aku menyesuaikan diri.


and kat trawangan ni semua kenderaan bermotor adalah di larang sama sekali, so dia punya main ride kat sini cidomo ni. sekali naik, 50k. and atas pulau ni hanya ada 2 atm, and yes dia mmg well preserve trawangan ni dari anasir anasir luar. so either u walk untuk kemana2, or u sewa basikal.

i did both. and aku givap naik basikal. HAHAHAHAHA bapak penat sial. aku jalan kaki bagus lagi. and aku punya bijak, pegi book villa kat hujung dunia, and kena jalan around 500m masuk dalam. and nak pegi makan or jeti, jalan almost 1.5k everyday. bayangkan? bayangkan? sehari dua tu aku sumpah seranah juga, tapi bila dah biasa, takde rasa apa dah. plus aku rasa its been a while since aku jalan kaki jejauh. 


kedai2 tepi jalan. semuanya biasa jual baju selipar google tapi kedai kraf tangan topeng ni sesuatu bagi aku. hence the pic



on the 3rd day aku berkawan dgn 2 budak local ni, so trip ke pantai pink delay, and i spend the day jadi nelayan. sorang nama irwan, sorang lagi nama apa ntah lupa.


ni pantai sunset, nak pegi, its either kau kayuh satu pulau, or ikut jalan potong. either way, the walk or the ride sangat worth it. best gilaa ada bean bag n shit, and ada local bar buka, so dia akan setup camfire, boleh nyanyi2 sambil tgk sunset. awh so sweed


boleh kata tiap malam aktivitinya ini lah. lepas makan, around 9 kami akan pegi ke satu bar/cafe ni, dia ada pasang movie, and the best part is, tepi pantai, atas pasir, sejuk je pasir halus malam2. and u can choose nak pakai recliner ke duduk atas kusi biasa, orderlah milkshare ke apa ke, layan movie sambil kena tiup2 angin, kalau nak deep, sinilah tempat dia!


ni exterior villa yg aku sewa. rm 580 a week. boleh tido max 8 orang. hahaha bapak best sewa sensorang tapi sunyi ah :(


ni pool dia, buka gate, tadah ada pool siap


some breath taking view during lunch hour at trawangan


tak tau apa nama tempat ni, tapi lawa, cantik gila


air terjun di lombok. ada 4 air terjun semuanya and u wanna know what? idk how aku boleh larat n mampu naik gunung ni, naik, and turun untuk ke 2nd spot air terjun dia which is paling cantik kat lombok. its 2 jam hiking naik, 2 jam hiking turun. despite kaki aku ada ACL n shit, rasa wow, aku mampu lagi rupanya mendaki gunung hihi. tapi comes with its price la. malam tu berkicap dia tuhan je tahu. and few more days of suffering. but nothing serious happens, biasa la eksersais sikit, otot hurt in the process


dont ask. i just happen to lalu here, and i totally understand the sign. so i stop and tanya can i take the pic, he said can can can and he offered me some......magic mushroom. without hesitation aku terus kasdkalsdasdhd ads;ja hsdiasd. and yeah, next level dia punya trip. and yep, diorang serve magic mushroom cocktail for 80k per shots. nasty shit. main visual and the trip dia ok not bad. u'll see sounds, hear colors. but worry not. tak main emosi ke provoke bitterness nope.


raw magic mushroom. ada 6 bungkusan, 150k. stended recreational drugs la 50 per personal use. everyday im shuffling teet teet teeet


on the way balik, singgah kejap dekat look out point sengigi-mataram. lawa gilaaaaa


the famous ayam taliwang. bapok pedas hanat benatang ni


and yeap. i think i'll conclude this drag me to lombok trip in one post. and masih menunggu gambar juga dari ucu dan kawan2 dia. i'll definitely return here. best place tuk bertenang. tak mcm pulau2 di thailand. ya know what, just come here n rasa sendiri experience dia. worth every penny. memula tu tak biasa akan sumpah seranah but u'll learn to blend in with the people and area. looking forward to visit gili trawangan and its people!

#toys4kidz @ twt_dota



bismillah hir rahman nir rahim.

haa kalini kami di twt_dota kembali dengan program kemasyarakatan. sebenarnya ni spin-off program je pun dari program asal #toys4kidzIV. saja nak tambah funds. so here it is, i present to you the poster.

ada 4 program :

overthrow games.
captains mode.
pudge wars
10 vs 10

setiap penyertaan adalah berharga rm 10, dan kesemua sumbangan yg kami terima akan disalurkan kepada program #toys4kidzIV dan akan digunakan untuk membeli barangan (goodie bag). dalam goodie bags tu akan ada items seperti :

soft drinks
soft toys
magazine
coloring book
color/crayons
and few more items.

jadi diharapkan agar sumbangan daripada kalian semua dapat membantu adik-adik yg kurang bernasib baik ni, lets put a smile on their face, lets play video games and sambil2 menderma. kepada mereka yang nak derma lebih pon boleh, di alu-alukan.

p/s : after 5-6 years aku tak design apa2, this is the best i can try. haha. rindu juga zaman dulu2 >.<

qayyum's weekly mixtape - 1

i think i want to start a new themed post - and i'll name it qayyum's weekly mixtape and i'll share new music that i accidentally discover/heard in the movies.

lately i have been watching a lot of movies, some movies ada sountrack yg sedap2 which sebenarnya nobody pun gives a damn, but here goes, the 1st week list of qayyum's weekly mixtape vol 1.


this week mixtape consist of  6 artist.


1. Nathan hermida - sure thing (original song - miguel with the same title, btw nathan hermida - the voice contestant)

2. Coldplay - us againts the world

3. Kelsia Bellarini - love me like you mean it

4. Zebra - beach house

5.  Born  - 10,000 Emerald Pools

6. Bil Musa - every single song on her EP. check her out :D



suitable for a long long road trip with bunch of friends. sekadar gambar hiasan, taken from the album drag me to vietnam 2014.

updates, mid sept-oct

1.  #toys4kidzIV



its been a while since CP group buat any charity program. and yeap we're back again after a several years of hiatus with this #toys4kidzIV, and this year its a bit different, we no longer ask for soft toys donation and stuffs, and the idea now is to ask for donations and buy 1 tshirt from us just for rm 35 ringgit. click on the picture to find more about our charity program. and feel free to ask me about anything regarding the program.

2. #TJLANPARTY3

alhamdulillah #TJLANPARTY3 ended few weeks back. its was a successful event. breaking the trending topic for 2 days, got a lot good publicity about this event and surely one of a kind. this year format is totally different from the previous two tjlanparty, with the qualifier round introduces, giving it TI-feels for amateur player and new comers. and surely we'll return next year with more surprises. thank you to those who contribute their energy, time and passion to make #TJLANPARTY3 possible.
love u guys.


 players getting ready!


sup dude?


izaliza sumandak with her templar assassin outfit, cool :D


muka orang yg tak tido-tido buat kerja siang malam haha



3. Paeh & Yani / Hanes & Shafiza


dont ask, do not ask, just dont.



morning musings because i am dead bored

I.


i always like this kind of atmosphere where everything is really calm before the storm finally came. currently i am sitting on my chair, looking out of the window. im bored, dead bored. i have been working so hard, so goddamn hard till theres nothing more to be done before 12. and here i am, writing this bullshit or bullcrap or whatever u guys want to call them.

i always thought that by taking some time off from things, would buy me more time to do other things. in fact, i was wrong. theres still things needed to be done. once u've finished with this one thing, another thing came in. and the cycle keeps on repeating itself. currently retiring from all of those dota n twt_dota thingy, datang pula benda lain.

jadi sebenarnya mcm mana kita nak bebaskan diri dari tanggungjawab. i mean, for once, i want to sleep without having things to think about before i sleep, and after i sleep. i dont want to answer this and that, or talk to people. i just want to relax and do my things without thinking about other people. i want to live on my own, for now. u know, talk to the same people everyday. the same thing, routine. i feel like i should disappear. i feel like i should stand far far away and only watch. but i couldnt resist that. maybe i am not that kind of person to begin with.

its not that i didnt try. i did. mom, and few more other people keep on asking me, why didnt u rply, are u busy, are they bothering u till u didnt rply anything. idk what to say to them. i wish i cudda've answer - "malas nak rply, penat, i am busy cant u see? im outside enjoying life that i should have" - all of these kind of answers without buat diorang terasa or mad at me. i know u people care, but for now, gimme some space to breathe. let me have sometime for myself. ya know, i have been working 26 days non stop and only had my break on merdaka and the day after before i start working 9 am - 10 pm including weekend.



II.

i am currently texting this one girl. but the only thing that i've said in our texts is mainly - goodnight wishes, morning, daily routine shits and i dont think that we established anything or any conversation till she said it herself (omg malunya), or barely talk about things. i want to get to know her but i think i am just bothering her and stuffs. shit. i am a boring person. i am a robot. with all of these code of conducts, protocols, timing and shit i dont think im gonna last like this. i lack confidence. i would love to ask more and get to know her deeper. im hoping for nothing but i really really want to get to know her. but im afraid that she has the wrong idea about me already. haih.

partly bcos im no longer fun. partly bcos i only text her when only i had my free time, partly bcos of the timezone differences and the way this conversation is virtually done, so theres not much i can do. HAIH LAH. and i dont know what to say asdkjasdlkasdhasd help me on this one. man i suck



III.

i feel a bit betrayed and disappointed with people. i mean, how could u judge me based on a public twitter account where i appointed some people to take care of the account. after all we been thru and after all of those things were said and done, suddenly we're not friends anymore? am i not worthy enough to be ur friend? do u have to judge me based on one twitter account after all of those things that i've done, we've done all these years? cmon man u've hurt me. u've hurt my feelings. i didnt do any of that to u. we cudda've talk like adult would. i cudda've retaliate the same way u did to me but i didnt because i dont want to hurt anybody's feeling over stupid matter. people with different views, hobbies, preferences boleh co-exist kot. but whe we choose to build up those walls for a reason seems so small? does it worth the hate?

bukan nak cakap diri sendiri best, bukan nak bangga siri ke apa. but selagi ada daya, selagi aku mampu, selagi boleh, i will be there for u. eventho i already know, mostly they wont be there when i needed them the most, i still want to be there for u. call me stupid call me dumb. but i am not that kind of ass when it comes to the term loyal, companion, and shit. i always put others before myself. always did, always do never failed to do so. tell me something, where am i when u needed me the most that time. and ask urself, where are u when i needed u the most? am i there? i am not? kinda makes me sad that time, but this is not the 1st time this kind of thing happened. people have different ego and different approach, but nevermind, life goes on.

IV.

being an adult sucks. responsibility sucks. living life sucks.