haha tajuk tu saje je bikin gempak.mementang skarang dah amik sub engin.biasak la lagak skit.LOLOL.
nah.im here to share my opinon about choice and chance.bole gak kalau nak selit change dlm opinion ni.
so.the case yg aku nak sentuh now is.bila kau buat sumthing,and abaikan if bende tu betol or salah,tapi kau rasa decision kau tu sesuai.kau mesti akan kata "i made the right choice"
kan kan kan kan? jgn tipuuu.aku tau.haha bukan aku tau.but its in human mind unconsciousness/sub consciousness which u can hardly/utterly control.so whenever a particular person buat decision whatever its wrong,or right and he/she feels good about it.so he/she MUST consider it as a best choice he/she made.
haha kat sini aku nak gelak.BAHAHAHA.pandai.bila sendiri buat keputusan,semua kau kata betol.bila org lain buatkan keputusan tuk kau,semua kau pangkah.pernah ke kau fikir cause and effects apa bila org lain berkata "ITU" dan bukan "INI" manakala kau berkata "BUKAN"
penulisan aku ini mmg discreet.mungkin beberapa minda dapat menafsir serta menelaah retorik kata.beberapa lagi mungkin akan berkata bahawa penulisan ini sekadar mahu menunjuk lagak.segelintir pula akan berkata "ah ni mesti kes dendam or lawan hujah org"
facts,kenyataan dan bukti.aku berpendapat bahawa manusia perlu hidup berlandaskan 3 element utama ini.3 element ini mempunyai suatu ciri yg amat manusia paling takuti,iaitu "SAKIT".mesti kau semua terpinga2.why "SAKIT" ?
senang je.contoh :
kau makan babi.aku kata tu salah.
facts dlm al quran says : babi itu haram di makan.
kepercayaan kau : eh takpe makan je takde hal.
so penyudah dia mesti kau sakit hati dgn apa yg aku kata.
see how easy facts tu SAKITKAN org secara halus ke,secara fizikal ke (bertumbuk)
and seeing how human hidup dgn mengabaikan 3 elements ini di dalam hidup dan kemudiannya berasimilasi dgn sub consciousness serta unconsciousness di dalam minda masing2,aku berpendapat ini menjadikan manusia hipokrit,opportunis,keji,khianat serta ego tak bertempat.
so berbalik kepada choice dan chance tadi.yep.aku sendiri ada experience on educating somebody on how important decision making in ur life.berkali2 aku ajar.jua berkali2 dia tak dapat terima and rejects it.until i lost the connection between us.i didnt regret it at all.takpe i've lost the connection.so that the particular people will always bare in mind that facing the facts and truth is always the options.
yes.mmg painful the truth is.no matter what,jadi JANGAN hidup sebagai manusia "denial".aku bukan cakap besar.sepanjang kehidupan ni.i look back.aku pernah menjadi seorang nerd.aku tak pernah nafikan atau nak lupakan yg aku ni pernah menjalani kehidupan sebagai seorang nerd.yes.big fat juicy nerd yg selalu kene buli kat skolah.i dont mind.i didnt feel a single shame bout it.terima je facts tu.dari kau tanak terima org kata kau nerd then balik rumah nangis complaining to ur parents.eventually u didnt do anything pun to getout from the title nerd.
be brave.live with it.mmg la cakap itu tak semudah utk melakukannya.not everyone ada a strong and brave heart.at least from being a liar,hypocrite or a manipulator.facing it is the best way to move on.
please dont depend on time.time fools people with lies and fake hopes which is only for the weaks to recover from it.chance and choice is both correspondent variable probability.
P(X=chance) : P(x=choice) = P (X-x)@P(X+x)/P(X|Y')
which i will simply say is,
whatever chance that u'll have,depends on the the facts,it will affect that the choice that u'll make.
if the chance is negative on the par with the facts,u'll be making a wrong choice.
if the chance is positive on the par with the facts,u'll be making a good choice.
P(X=x),bodoh*cause&effects = P(B|A^)
a night at aswara.
today pegi aswara.tgk 5 karyawan beraksi.quite nice the theater.ada 5 play,but tonite dia mainkan 3 je.tmr sambung.
1st play : Lif E
-pasal kehidupan seharian seorang pakcik yg keretakkan rumah tangga,anak ketua block yg kurang hajar,2 remaja bermasalah serta kisah kehidupan seorang tukang cleaner yg ada degree.
teknik monolog dan 3rd point of view (penceritaan di gunakan)
quite nice.
2nd play : If
-pasal family yg kaya,tapi takde masa tuk anak2.whats attracts me is this play is runned by chinese people,in a perfect malay language.big applause for them.konsep theater ni mainly basically on drama.haha kelakar ada dewa kekayaan and kuan yin.good for family-oriented to watch.
3rd play : Medea
-it takes me about half and hour to understand this epic,traditonally play.it involved mak yong,gurindam,puisi dgn monolog dalaman.cite yg agak berat serta strong.psycho dan horror.run by lecturer2 di situ.
well lepas ni kene la kerap pegi tgk show kat sana.dah ter"jadi" K.P kat sini.damn.got so much to learn.wish me luck~
pembezaan dan perbezaan.
hi.saya qayyum.mungkin saya telah di "butakan" oleh "kamu".
tapi mungkin ke"butaan" saya ni,lagi tinggi mulianya dari sikap "ego" dan "hipokrit" nya "kamu"
jadi.itu lah membezakan "kamu" dari aku.
kalau "maaf" merupakan ayat yg paling sukar di ucapkan sepertimana ayat "aku cinta kamu".
jadi bertapa sukarkah ayat ini :
"hey,aku ingin menjadi kawan baik mu"
for the 1st time from (october - july),aku rasa gembira.FOR REAL
oh yeh dapat jadi project leader for ASTENA upcomming underground theater project.
fucking-YAY to myself.
and FUCKING-yay to myself for getting a position in ICLICQ commitee.
i really did a good job this week.weeeee
i deserve this title lama dah.but now baru ada hati dgn kemahuan nak be the project leader.yeyeh~
happy gileeeeeeeee.
cant tell u much about the theater project,but bole categorikan as experimental/horror/monolog+drama genre.it will consist of 6 elements/characters that will evolved into 1 drama which share the "theme"
really hope dapat jemput people from aswara and some of good frens dari uitm.
well then.wish me good luck :D
toodles~
ja'ne
lol what u give u get back.
haha akibat terlalu lama menyimpan lemak.and lately this 2-3 weeks aku asyik menyibukkan diri dgn gym,swimming and sport.baru now terasa dia punya pain.
dah 2 hari i keep get accute cramp dlm tido which is sangat painful like hell.kalau seblah kaki je takpe,ni dedua blah.gila sakit.then g class.bayangkan how painful.ngaaa
so i've decided to relax for a while.this week busy dgn clubs.tadi dah pegi interview for clicq.haha rase mcm nak jadi committee member.we'll aku banyak gak experience zaman skola dulu.summore time zaman masscomm.we'll im gonna put the experience to test.
tonite ada astena meeting.yeah.theater.mesti best gileee.then esok ada quiz programming (duh another pop quiz) and sony's psp presentation which aku tak berapa nak prepare lagi.
hetic2.but lately aku develop satu kebencian terhadap malam.kerana apa bila malam tiba.aku terasa sunyi.sbb aku dah biasa tido lambat.n then u know..nobody was there.im living alone in the house.rase sunyi gile babi.dota kat sini pulak mcm haram.tak cukup players sokmo.
then ptptn.satu hal.the fuck? aku dah isi kot borang.aku dah print kot.dah call kot.the fuck dia kata aku tak isi lagi? lucky aku apply YTN,YPJ and YBR.kepala puki sungguh.wei aku baya utang on time pala puki.fuhhh dia punya sial time nak bagi duit payah.(OI KIMAK YG UTANG TU TOLONG2 LA BAYAR.SUSAHKAN ORG LAIN LA NAK PINJAM DUIT)
urgh
sunday (tmr) - study with shaq,zain n ija for applied stats,
mon - kdkb proposal's
tues - tutorial
wed's - another quiz
thus - another tutorial
fri - rowing selection
need to rest from going to the gym.need rest.academic 1st now.
im looking fwd for astena meeting.nak jadi director bole tak farhan ._.
haha baru masuk dah tunjuk lagak.
damn.later i upload my knuckle punya kecederaan.quite disturbing if u see XD
pendendam.
sorry for long not posting due to my "separuh hancur knuckle during my session to the gym".i've decided to join the boxing/kenpo team.i wanna be a fighter.
this is all thanks to you.yeah.thanks.
to whom it may concern.
Damien Rice
What I want from you is empty your head
When they say be true, don't stain your bed
And we do what we need to be free
And it leans on me like a rootless tree
What I want from us is empty our minds
We fake we fuss and fracture the times
We go blind when we've needed to see
And it leans on me like a rootless...
So fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,
and all we've been through.
I said leave it, leave it, leave it, it's nothing to you,
and if you hate me, hate me, hate me,
then hate me so good that you can let me out, l
et me out, let me out of this hell when you're around.
Let me out, let me out,
let me out of this hell when you're around.
What I want from this is learn to let go
No, not of you, of all that's been told
Killers reinvent and believe
And this leans on me like a rootless...
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,
and all we've been through.
I said leave it, leave it, leave it, it's nothing to you,
and if you hate me, hate me, hate me,
then hate me so good that you can let me out, let me out,
let me out of this hell when you're around.
Let me out, let me out,
let me out of this hell when you're around.
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
Let me out! Let me out! Let me out! Let me out...
Let me out! Let me out! Let me out! Let me out...
Let me out! Let me out! Let me out! Let me out...
Let me out! Let me out! Let me out...
Fuck you, fuck you, love you, and all we've been through.
I said leave it, leave it, leave it, it's nothing to you, and if you hate me, hate me, hate me, then hate me so good that you can let me out, let me out, let me out of this hell when you're around.
That you can let me out, let me out, let me out
Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out
Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out
Let me out! Let me out! Let me out...
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
and the biggest hope is i hope he really does my job which im incapable of.and im hoping that he is a better man then i am.and if he is not the right guy.i'll personally kill him :)
and please.i am not that bad.i am not that jealous as you think.im just like you.hoping for the best of you.adios.
hey as promised ;p
nah.all the pics from tgk GADOH with its casts i dah upload already.feel free to comments.damn am i really that ?lets get started!
debate - need to do research about the topic : undang-ndang di negara kita mampu mengatasi masalah perpaduan national.im gonna be the 2nd speaker.(any ideas fellows?)
presentation on products - research done about psp.im writing revised speech.hoho gonna be a salesman tho.
buy myself a texas calculator - this calculator really helps with statistic which im taking now.damn maths.
programming - this thing is new.i dont understand anything bout it.gonna study soon.quiz comming up on friday.duh
keusahawanan/kepimpinan - gotta be the team leader,gotta gain respects from my people.got 2 ideas in my head.but i need to be a leader 1st.
astina - gonna join the theater club.either i'll be a player or prod.manager.
kayak - this sat is the 1st meeting.soooo cant wait to go there :D
going to mph/kinokuniya buying stationary - i need more test pad,i need highlighter and 2 files.(bawak aku sorang please aku takde transport)
right.i am the one to blame.
"got a phone with broken IC(internal circuit),what would you do?"
a) go and buy a new phone
b) repair it and hold on for 2-3 months before u smash it on the floor
c) try to replace it with new IC which wud costs 60% price of the new phone
this question reflects on our lives.based on my opinion.
erm.
today im ending my bond with her.i dont know.but i keep trying,keep putting priceless effort,keep on hanging.but still..if im the only one whos doing the job alone.how the balance gonna be achieve.
i dont blame you.i wont.i know ur still hurt.my presence,my effort trying to save it is just a plain vain effort kan.u woudnt listen.i know.ur the one whos hurt much here.cant say much.u carry a great pain.a very painful until u let the pain consumes u and ur heart and in order for me to understand the pain,u let me feel the pain by ending my hope.making my effort and hardwork gone to 0
still got the heart but how if the door to ur heart is closed by pain.i know its really hard.but dont u think ur being selfish? being damn stubborn? keep thinking that ur hurt,and not yet matured,u want it but u want other people to get it for ya?
not that i gave up.i still wanna try.i do.but if u dont wanna prove what did u said just now.without any effort.without honesty,then all that i did is just a waste.prove that sentence.do something.dont leave me hanging.dont make me do a choice that i wud regret.i know what are u doing.u dowan to let me go and at the same time keeping me doing like this.
enuf lah.if my presence,my words,my hello,my text,every-single-thing-related to me causes you PAIN WHICH U CANT LET GO,WHICH U CANT FORGIVE,WHICH U CANT FORGET.
i've decided.
im going far.i know im gonna get hurt.im gonna fall down.im gonna bleed and cry sometimes.but better if im near u and causes 2x pain from what i feel now.maybe 3x or 4x pain.im tired of doing effort which makes u sad.which makes u heartless.which makes u feel i dont have anyhope.
so im removing you.dont get me wrong.in other words,let me do ur job by removing myself.
thats the least i could do.very least.dont feel sad.dont feel mad.if thats what u need.and probably what u want.im doing it.yes.blame me for deciding this for u.yes please say that i love to leave u like this.
u need time.i gave u time.so this is what time did.i know dah already.i know dah.long time ago.dah lah.nasi dah jadi bubur.im sorry.truely
feel free to find me.i'll always pray for u and ur family.thats my word.keep it.dont worrie i'll survive somehow =]
p/s2 : bengkak suda mata aku.hard decision to do.for her own good.s.q if u reading this.forgive me dear XD.not my intention to let u read this.but this is it.
p/s3 : lama dah i nak cakap this,"god must have spend,a little more time on you".ye nampak mcm nsync but thats the truth.and thats y u became mine.but not anymore..
mungkin ini penyudahnya.
hari ini aku sekali lagi cuba mencari jawapan di dalam kesamaran.aku cuba bongkari kesemuanya.aku cuba mencari kebenaran di dalam kata-kata.
beramal atau tidak.bertudung atau tidak.berkopiah atau tidak.sebaik mana tutur kata,dan juga kasarnya pun kata-kata.kau semua masih lagi penipu.masih lagi pendusta.masih lagi melalukan kesalahan.aku benci golongan sebegini.mengatakan mereka tidak melakukan itu dan ini.still.benda-benda kecil ini mereka mengambil remeh.
walaupun sekecil mana pun,walau seremeh mana pun.aku tak kesah.tapi,jangan gunakan alasan manusia sering melakukan kesilapan.memang.aku setuju.tapi di mana kesedaran diri kau.nak blame "unconscious acts"? nak blame "theory pablov"? ke nak blame kesedaran antara "sub conscious" dgn "conscious"?
aku bukan nak berlagak pandai dgn bercakap pasal "terms-terms" mcm ni.cuma ini pandangan aku.aku mengaku aku seorang pencarut yg addict dgn perkataan seperti babi,buto pak hang.pantat mak kau.aku tak segan.aku tau itu dosa.tapi aku hanya bersikap berterus terang.aku tak suka,aku luahkan dgn cara aku.itu hal aku kot nak luahkan mcm mana pun.mmg dosa.mmg tak bersesuaian dgn cara penerimaan kau.mmg itu akan melukakan hati org.
tapi,berbanding dgn org yg marah tapi dia simpan kemarahan dia,dia buat muka dgn kau.or paling sial dia talk back pasal kau.either pun dia simpan semua then balas dendam.which is fall under long term category.
pilih mana habuan kau.maki on the spot ke dendam berpanjangan.kau panggil diri sendiri jujur? tak penah menipu? pantat mak kau.keji.sialan.hanjing.haram jadah.butoh pak hang la.aku cukup benci dgn org2 mcm ni.hipokrit dlm kealiman.bertopengkan agama.tapi bende remeh2 ni kau amik mudah je.
for example kejujuran je.kau semayang la tonggang tonggek 24 jam ke.berzikir 24 jam.bertahmid 24 jam ke.tapi dgn seremeh bende jujur ni.senang2 je amalan kau tak diterima.keji sangat kau tau.hipokrit.better la org yg buat 3gp tu dari kau.dia terang2 buat salah.kau buat salah dlm berselindung.keji sungguh.
pedulik apa aku kau terasa.aku jujur ni.lama menyimpan dendam.kan.aku dah jadi mcm salah seorang dari kau.
bobbb the builderrrr.
well.here goes my list of activity here
selasa : petang pegi gym (bisep) and then malam going to swimming pool
rabu : petang pegi main bola / rugby
kamis : petang pegi gym (tummy) and stamina (bicycle)
jumaat : swimming pool
sabtu : watching theater and kebudaayan thingy.
ahad : berkayak
haha.what a healthy lifestyle.im having fun here :D
payment.
can you stop being selfish.
can you stop being sad and sorrow all the time.
can you stop acting like ur the only one who feel hurts.
and if u think ur sad and sorrow actions could help u to ease up the pain,unconditionally heals and maybe if acting like that actually solved ur problem..
i can only say; as you wish.
but the fact is,
to me,its not.i still feel miserable.i am forever in ur debt.and if my soul and life i trade it for ur sadness and sorrowfulness to go away.i will do it.
but dont u think u being selfish,
when with me,u keep being like that,
and when with others..
u can eventually laugh,jokes.
is that fair to me?
did i ever do that to u?
at least.open up ur heart.face it.give a space for it.if u keep urself surround the bubble of protection that u build.well then..its ur choice.
i do not asking u for forgiveness,i do not asking u to hate me.
i just want all of this to go away.
because everytime i see u sad.it hurts me.because it reminds me what i've done to u.making me feel miserable all my life.
i am sorry.but im moved on.i never look back.
gutten nicht.
aku masih belum gila.
before aku tulis bende ni.seblom aku tido lagi malam ni.dan seblom mungkinnya aku akan hilang dari dunia ni,sila take note yg :
bahawasanya,saya,mohd qayyum bin abdul razak,masih belom hilang akal dan fikirannya,dan juga tidak bercakap bohong,dan tiada yg tipu selain yg benar di dalam pengakuan saya ini,dan jika saya berbohong,maka nerakalah la tempat saya.
ok as far as i remember,aku tgh jalan2 dekat highway i think,then then sumbody tarik aku and then suddenly aku dah tiba kat satu kampung ni.n then masuk rumah dia.at 1st takde pape.then suddenly keluar this sorang makcik asking me in bahasa melayu + serawakian/sabahan dialek sikit2 asking me where the hell did i go.n then dia tarik aku masuk another room suruh aku siap2.
meanwhile all the person there tak nampak muka.putih je bercahaya.cannot recognize them,some speaking english,some speaking malay,tapi ada accent mcm bahsa brunei/sabahan/serawakian sikit2.after that dia bawak aku g dapur,n makan.i dont know what the food is,tapi rasa nya mcm kanji (rice) and then lauk mende ntah.crap.so then lepas makan dia bawak aku keluar rumah.tgk cane persiapan for the marriage.
the culture,the language,the food ok mmg lain gila.mcm ada build minangkabau + modern touch in the architecture,aku tatau la kalau korang nak percaya ke tak,tapi this is real.aku sedar.mmg sesedar sedar nye.pakaian lebih kurang.cuma aku takleh tgk muka diorang je.putih bercahaya.
then lepas di bawak pusing2 sekitar situ aku kene suruh naik atas rumah.duduk.diorang pakaikan jewelery.then aku start fikir how to get the helloutta here and aku tgh pikirkan somebody too.somebody special.the reason why i wanna to get my ass out from this fucking absurd dream.
then ntah cane aku suddenly sedar from that dream.semput,berpeluh kaw2.lalu aku beristifar sebanyak mungkin.dan kemudian pegi toilet cuci muka lalu mengerjakan semayang zohor.
fuh..what a dream...what if that dream is real? kalau aku tak sedar from that dream,maybe aku dissapear from this world,never comeback again? sbb bende2 ghaib mcm ni selalu kot dlm mimpi2.damn aku rasa agak takut tuk tido mlm ni.if its happens again,and the worst selamat tinggal dunia? oh crap..
so then lepas semayang aku keluar bilik.aku tgk ada 2 bungkus buah.sebungkus mangis,sebungkus laici.em aku takkan makan kot those buah-buahan.maybe housemate aku bawak dari kebun dia.and that buah tu belongs to them.so im not gonna eat or touch them.better.
astagafirullah hal azim.subahanallah.what a dream...
im not kidding,im not joking.thank you.
motif.
kami berkongsi benda yg agak unik dlm hidup.yg mungkin kau semua takkan kongsi.
mungkin kau semua takkan faham.mungkin kau semua takkan tahu.
"hatred is the only thing that keep us going and going"
dlm minda kami.yg ada hanyalah..
"yang kuat akan sentiasa baham yg lemah,survival of the the fittest"
adakah ini adil? ini pengertian adil? mcm ni ke undang2 berfungsi? mcm ni ke caranya utk semua org berjaya sama2? bullshit.
aku hidup dalam dendam.setiap hari penumbuk di genggam.muka2 org yg di benci terus menjadi bahan bakar di dalam hidup aku.aku percaya.cara untuk menjadi kuat bukan dgn berpegang pada keadilan.bukan kepada kesaksamaan.dan juga bukan dgn undang2.
kebencian mendorong aku menjadi kuat.menjadi lebih sedar dgn keadaan sekeliling.daripada aku tgk je dia berlaku,baik aku yg membuatnya berlaku.daripada kena kawal.baik mengawal.
mulai hari ni.aku takkan pedulik siapa sekali pun kamu.mana pun kau asal,berapa kuat kau.berapa ramai kau,berapa kaya kau,berapa cantik dan berpengaruhnya kau,selamat makan penendang aku ni.
wallpaper tag by rafiq
RULES :
1. Print-screen the current desktop wallpaper you have now, and do not lie, because that won't be sporting of you. eep!
2. Tell us why you love that desktop wallpaper of yours.
3. Tag a friend.
Confession :
1.ha tu dia wallpaper/dekstop aku.
2.agak kemas.
3.well as u all know,im a dotard.so i pick this wallpaper sbb ada magina,crystal maiden,doom and rasta (char dlm dota) - they are imba when im using them (NO KIDDING 1 v 5 i sure win)
4.saya tak suka banyak2 bende kat desktop.so im using dock.senang ada 3 section,application,games dgn admin tools.so tak kalut nak tekan.
5.thats all.
tagged : i tag u all
updates part 1.
setelah ke sana ke sini dan ke mari,akhirnya aku mengakhiri step aku di uniten.so far so good.so far ok je cuma facilitator sane cam puki skit.takpe lama lagi aku duk sana,maybe akan jumpa kot one day,maklumlah kalau tak pecah muka kau "wak dol" (bukan nama sebenar tapi ni yg aku ada info pasal sorang faci ni selain dari plate ego putihnya yg bertulis TAK 420)
takpe.masa panjang lagi bro.anytime je tuhan bole temukan kita.khwkhakhwa <---- gengster sial
so em.class aku ada 4 ketol je dari transfer kredit student.lol...sangat sikit
sorang time bomb,sorang lagi unstable,sorang awek dan sorang lagi tu aku.
ok la accomondation dia,tapi agak jauh.cafe paling dekat 15 mins by foot,2 mins by motor.ok fineeeeee aku perlukan extra exercise.
time ceramah mende ntah aku mmg dah takbole nak masuk,so aku bersembang dgn lan,mazrul azlan yg berasal dari bentong,pahang.kawan 1st aku kat sini.kami mmg masuk kepala.bersama2 shah serta noah (ni bukan noah dari uitm okay).lalu aku bertemu sham,acai dan ali.kami membentuk pakatan baru di dalam geng transfer kredit ni sebagai pakatan menentang faci.
so time ceramah menatang SCORUN ape jadah tu kami bersembang pasal gadis dan trend.so dapat di simpulkan di sini,tiada satu trend pun masa kini yg dapat puaskan hati kami.maklumlah semuanya streotype kan trend local girls skarang ni.
gadis dan gitar:
lan : ah skarang semua nak main gita,ingat main gita jantan suka?
sham : haah,bajet pegang gita,ada rupa sikit dah bole femes.
acai : aku suka betol gadis2 mcm ni
aku : pass,tak attracted lansung
noah : huk aloh bakpenye sumo gewe2 hok nok main gita sokmo nih
shah : alah yuna naik,zee avi naik semua pun nak tiru
gadis dan cupcake:
lan : kalau gedik sikit2 dgn cupcake tu takpe lagi,kalau over rase mcm nak pijak je
sham : ade ke trend mcm ni?
acai : kalau cupcake tu semanis tukang buat aku suka
aku : alah masak pon tak lepas ada hati nak buat cupcake? lancau
noah : kawe dop make natang tuh
shah : biase la trend kan.
gadis dan camera SLR:
lan : alah POYO LEBIH LAH
sham : cane wei dia amik shot gamba mcm tu?
acai : aku ade camera sebijik tp tatau pakai
aku : haih...aku dah main mende tu dari 2004 lagi.skarang baru nak up? takpe ah
noah : mende hape dok main camera
shah : kalau amik gamba org takpe ni banyak amik gamba sendiri je
ULASAN AKU : tiada satu pon aku tertarik dgn trend mereka,mahu pun indie,mahupun bertudung shawl,mahu pun berkontek lense serta bertindik hidung atau mencelak mata setebal gothic.cupcake ke,gita ke,ape lancau ke pegi MAMPUS.cari la bende yg unik sikit.mcm jadi sukarelawan tuk kucing terbiar ke,suka main layang2 ke.unik tau unik?
YANG AKU MAHU : gadis biasa,yg suka makan asam pedas ikan pari serta professional bermain DOTA seperti aku.gamers type :D,rupa tak kesah,besa ke kecik ke buruk ke huduh ke cantik ke yg penting bole main DOTA!
wargh, esok kene pegi sepital lak.medikal cekap + full body cekap.rase mcm kene pnumonia.crap and suara aku still tak pulih2 till now.putus2 bila berkata2.arghhh.
till next time.
wak dol.lu jaga kepala lu.wa kasi pecah nanti satu hari
