growing up

growing up is a part of living process. yes including boobs, dicks, and pussy. kthxbai.

cut the crap. what im trying to say is, growing up involve physically and mentally. its true im such a childish person last 2-3 years ago. i was a fool. everything that i do, i never really do some thinking about what is the consequences of my actions. it was all about me.

i had this one situation. where things became awkward because of 1 person. and in fact the person is everybody friends and it just turn things very awkward. always kills the mood with talking rubbish, cuts people line, make a scene out of stupid occasions. and when i try to do some gathering, if that person is comming, the others wont join.

and this gives me hell and headache each time i try to organize some activities. look. i am a good friend. im trying to find a way just to talk sense in to the person involved. there is several things needed to we to understand. we've been friends for like the rest of the schoolhood era. to me, im not leaving anybody behind. but the self-conscious of the people, the nature of the person itself makes things hard.

in this age of twenties, we gotta change dude. meet more people. respect people. behave, do not be rude, listen to others, being open. sure in a lepakking session there must be bahan session. if u can bahan people, u must let people bahan u too. u cant kena bahan dont bahan. dont ever keluar rumah pon.

i do care for u. i want you to mix and mingle with people. not staying in the house wasting time talking to the phone (if u know by what i mean - talking to the phone) we need real human conversation. we need real human conversation. we need real human interaction. and i think people are not comfortable with u now. i do care about u. please change. please.

for the sake of our brotherhood.

for example -
if we ride with people, we ride in their time. not our time.

if we people decide to hangout in some place, just agree with the decision, unless u decide something 1st

do behave in everywhere we go. rascals and educated people are 2 separate different people.

problem cant be solved with insults and talking trash. think like a human, do like one.

yes joking can be tolerated, but we all know the limit.

dont do awkward things during hangout sessions.

and please, girlfriends destroys brotherhood - do understand this.

be smart.

i know u can do it

ja