in part 2. im gonna tell u guys a bit of the history between wawasan and me. when i join uniten back there on early 2009, during orientation. i aint like it. because of wak dol. with the feeling of seniority and stuff i keep telling myself, wth wakdol ni. aku dah 23 kot. treat mcm budak2 apa kejadah. siap nak sergah2 suruh patah balik amanah apa kelancau?
so again i was force to stay in the dumb cold hall listening to all the gibberish talk and shits. and wakdol was there to control the croud from going crazy. he manage to waken up the rage inside and i fucking hate him that time for treating me like a kid, but somehow during that time ayet was the TC head that time. the LDK we did manage to lessen my rage and anger. i had fun. that time ada sup, ayet, abg helmi, and ada 2-3 nama i forgot ah. haa kirin. seriusly aku rasa waste time duduk dewan tu seminggu. takde pengisian. but within the module and LDK activity, i manage to gain blood brothers. ramai. those yang selalu korang tgk rapat dgn aku, tu la diorang. LDK yg rapatkan kami. LDK punya module dari sapa? of course dari WAWASAN UNITEN. it works. see how relationship aku dgn budak2 TC batch aku. kuat gila. very strong.
and then bila habis orientation tu, ada baazar clubs and so on. i heard wawasan open a booth. so that time i think i wanna pay a visit and try to mock wakdol, and eventually i did. but i didnt register for it. i register under the ASTENA club. and when i was at wawasan booth, i manage to mock wakdol and mock and mock with lan. club poyo, pres poyo faci poyo (tak tau ayet was the pres)
and i join astena, did some teater, some show, play gamelan a bit and i was exceptionally active in kelompok amanah that time. jadi baim punya right hand man. asal ada aktiviti amanah je aku mesti join. suara emas uniten, berdebat for class BM, berforum la apa la for baim and cik mar.
and one day wawasan buat AF 5, waktu tu cuti, and aku malas nak balik. and aku register diri sendiri tuk masuk. duit banyak, masa banyak. oh ya, time tu ashra join, shah join, aimi, afik, kevin, heri, syu hitam, syu putih, paan, ros, ija, megat, zaf, mia, syaza, PENGETUA, daus kawan paan, nazren, amanda tu n ramai ah lagi. mula2 tujuan aku ke sana just nak tido, sbb dengar pantai, have fun la katanya, but sekali lagi, wawasan punya module buat aku tertarik. u guys know me, aku mana suka benda aktiviti sukan dan memenatkan. tapi ntah mcm mana aku layankan. best gila. war games malam tu. buat layang2. hancurkan istana pasir. ice breaking.
aku used to label all of those FD students poyo, tak geti hormat senior, tapi lama2 prejudis aku hilang. aku mula pegang kepada pernyataan "tak kenal maka tak cinta". sbb aku tak kenal budak2 foundry, FD, aku label diorang poyo. cara aku tak betul. sebenarnya they was okay. way much better dari those uitm crooks from my time dulu. and persepsi aku berubah. like seriusly berubah. aku mula rasa wawasan uniten sesuai dgn jiwa aku. lagi pun dlm wawasan ada je org tua tak sedar diri mcm zaki dgn ayet. hahaha. and since dari tu aku mula jadi backbone secara tak lansung tuk wawasan uniten. aku attend dinner dah 2 kali, design baju, poster tuk program2 af, krk, and mcm2 ah. selagi ada hayat, selagi ada kuasa, selagi mampu aku curahkan tuk wawasan uniten.
apa yg di perjuangkan wawasan aku sanjung. bangsa, negara, agama. aku taknak sia-siakan apa yg aku timba di uniten, apa yg aku berjaya gain. tapi kejap. kenapa aku write in malay pula. i look stupid if i write in malay. wth. ah nvm teruskan. and aku rasa aku really2 belong tuk wawasan. eventho aku takde apa2 jawatan or function yg betul2 menguntungkan wawasan, aku masih nak be a part from wawasan. during time aku dlm uitm, aku tak penah ada semangat dan bersemangat mcm ni. aku tak penah di dedahkan dengan benda2 mcm ni. sbb tu aku hilang minat. aku rugi youth aku kat uitm. bila aku masuk wawasan, aku dapat rasa kembali youth yg aku hilang dulu. benda2 yg sepatutnya aku rasa waktu aku muda dulu. satu kerugian tahu?
and balik je dari program2 wawasan makin ramai org yg aku kenal, n vice versa, best. sambil gain knowledge, gain kawan2, gain itu dan ini. takde rugi apa. in uitm, duit selalu jadi masalah bagi student2 ni. aku tak tau apa masalah. asal sebut aktiviti ini nak guna rm 30, mesti ramai yg menentang. semua nak free. look, aku bukan nak hentam uitm ke apa, reality. asal nak aktiviti ke apa, organize things, mesti tak jadi sbb ada fee. cmon la. rm 30 tak mampu tipu sangatt. sbb tu terbantut. sbb tu youth aku mati bodoh je 3 taun stuck dalam bilik. youth aku hilang dekat puncak perdana. sia sia.
guys, jangan sia-siakan masa muda, kenal org, enjoy masa muda, explore things. be young, be you. enjoy life.
and post aku pasal wawasan uniten tak terhenti di sini. ada 2 - 3 lagi part yg aku nak share.
