aku boring. sekarang ni, aku tengah stuck dekat kedai nasi ayam kukus dekat taman medan. hari hujan. aku buka laptop, sambungkan internet tablet, aku mundar mandir, kehadapan dan kebelakang, layan blog2, layan timeline twitter yang rata-rata bertemakan cinta. saban hari cinta.
benda biasa, twitter, tempat budak2 hangout pon. orang berkerjaya dan matang yang serius dengan hidup tak hangout sana.
jadi, aku pun rasa macam nak menulis something, berkenaan cinta juga, iaitu, pempuan.
jadi before aku elaborate topik kebosanan aku petang ni, rata-rata aku tengok, baik muda, baik tua, baik yang hipster ataupon old school, semuanya nak jadi deep. kebanyakkannya yang dalam twitter, semua nak ekspress diri dalam nilai yang terlalu dalam, sehinggakan, tiada sapa yang faham.
ya, ya, sila facepalm. kadang2 pun nak gelak, perkataan yang di guna, tidak wujud. tidak pernah di dengari, ataupun paling bangsat, salah di gunakan. *pasang lagu scoin - orang yang ku sayang-sayang*.
jadi aku tanya diri sendiri, kemana perginya golongan makwe yang gemarkan lukisan. kata art, kata deep, berbanding dengan kata-kata bermakna, lukisan punyai nilai yang lebih deep. sebab, dalam lukisan, tiada perkataan. tiada perkataan, maka, idea nya tidak berpenghujung. motifnya lebih deep. tengok berapa kali aku guna perkataan deep untuk gambarkan bertapa deepnya makwe yang suka lukisan ni. paintings. tak kesah la conteng ke apa ke.
makwe baking? cupcakes? pavlova? macaroons? durian crepe? sorry, golongan seperti ini sudah terlalu ramai dan layak di brozonekan serta merta. sama jugak dengan makwe islamik yang lagaknya seperti putus cinta. jangan terperangakap dalam cinta sesat mereka kerana allah dan juga mencari penganti setelah kehilangan segala-galanya.
jadi pencarian makwe yang paling ultimate adalah kembali di jalanan. tanya diri sendiri, berapa kerap makwe bermotorsikal kuasa tinggi yang anda pernah jumpa di jalanan? rata-rata, semuanya terlalu power untuk di berikan diskripsi. pergilah lepak ke mana2 TTS bersama bikers. tunggu makwe ni buka helmet lepas tu lepaskan rambut, datang kat table tu, salam brothers calit gua cakap lu. rare siak. rare.
makwe main video game? bosan. diorang ni bila kita beri perhatian mulalah nak slutting for money, lelaki pulak kalau jumpa makwe jenis ni, bakal jadi dubuk liar yang horny. show off, marking kawasan. hekeleh ingat gua nak sangat mengorat makwe yang main game ni. kebanyakkannya main sebab bosan, buat dengan niat nak jadi gamer yang betul2 professional. ingat aku tak pernah ada makwe yang jenis main game ke? ada la. lepas satu ketika, bila diorang dah grow up. gaming ni hanyalah suatu persinggahan je bagi diorang. rata-rata main game pc, kalau nak jadi seorang makwe gamer yang super rare, mainlah ps3 dengan title video game original, tak pun, jenis makwe layan arcade game di mall2.
idea makwe rare, bagi gua. mungkin awek2 yang sukakan aktiviti yang tidak di lakukan oleh awek2 lain. paling mudah, awek2 yang betul2 kaki pancing. or awek2 yang sukakan hobi-hobi rare yang lain. macam minat alat musik angklung ke, main tarian piring ke. kahkahkahkah memilih.
tapi tu la. saje je share berkenaan makwe2 ni. its just opinion. jumpa makwe yang 24 jam nak share nasihat cinta, rasa macam nak backhand je. tu belom lagi mengajor makwe2 lain untuk hidup di dunia, yang meroyan kesakitan akibat cinta, yang dok tweet zodiak, itweetgirlsdaily, thenotebook etc. cmon. takkan hidup anda seboring itu? there is a lot more to give in life. actually living is more meaningful. do not be afraid to make mistake.
moral :
kalau cari makwe tu, biar susah, umpama sebutir berlian di dalam padang penuh periuk api. rare tak?
definisi seorang makwe power
Big Bad Wolf 2012
the beautiful letdown
i had my birthday celebrated last friday. in a bar, kota damansara area. the saints bar. thank you jeeva and bell for the cake. its quite a cozy place, with the live band performing that night with a very good selection of songs, i feel great. btw its my 1st time hanging out in a bar. kinda jakun at 1st. i was like, pergh macam barney seh, balik kerja lepak bar. and also, in this life, the 1st time i ever blew a candle on my own birthday cake. can u see? ngahaha.
travelling last week really is really tiring. and i have to work on saturday this week. and i am looking forward to this coming tuesday. sultan selangor punya birthday. which means rest time.
have a blissful monday. fill it up with positivity and energy.
siat
menjalani realiti kehidupan tak perlu lah nak belagak macam awak tu sekeping episod tumblr yang penuh dengan post lengan di hiris pisau cukur dan ingin hidup di dalam rumah yang di ikat pada belon2 di udara. lopsided-fuck you smile, deep, broken, bitter selalu, got issues and etc.
mulut ada cakap. takyah nak suruh manusia lain figure out sangat
betul ke penggunaan "sekeping tumblr" tu?
berapa lama awak peram diri awak dalam balang kaca? konon-konon awak yang paling matang antara 6,973,738,433 orang dalan dunia ni?
bercinta pun putus 401491723 kali, masih mahu beri nasihat cinta periodically dan ada kecenderungan membunuh diri.
tak malu tak malu.
oh ya, terima kasih di atas ucapan rakan2 semperna hari lahir saya. semoga allah merahmati kita semua
Mary's In India
terima kasih yang mengucapkan selamat untuk saya semperna ulang tahun hari lahir saya. usia saya? usah cerita. tua bangka kata a.samad said.
kita sering alpa, tentang perkiraan usia 9 bulan ataupun terpulang lah berapa lama kita berada di dalam kandungan ibu kita. atapun apakah kebajikan yang kita telah buat kepada dia selama kita sudah dewasa ini?
saya sering terfikir tentang hal itu.
saya pun sudah terbiasa, terdidik untuk tidak menyambut ulang tahun hari lahir. kalau menyambut ulang tahun hari lahir kawan-kawan, saya pandailah. apa lagi untuk buat parti mengejut untuk kawan-kawan, saya yang paling handal.
sampaikan hari lahir kali ini, mungkin juga mak dan abah saya lupa. apa tah lagi adik beradik yang lain.
tapi tak apa, saya mmg sudah lali dan hati juga sudah tiada punya rasa apa-apa.
teman istimewa? tiada. sambutan istimewa? tiada.
mungkin kini saya masih belum berhenti mencari jawapan yang saya cari-cari. tentang perihal satu teka-teki yang hilang.
selamat malam. kini saya setahun hampir dengan kematian.
charley
i spent december 1 weekend working until 3. while preparation for krabi is done for now. hangout with paeh dani n ogy at my apartment pool. in the rain. watching malaysia vs indonesia, dine in murni bukit jalil with 2 bongs of shisha as our bff at night.
cak-ce-kin
conflict and 25.
25, mungkin ada yang akan kata umur ini last. umur ini yang akan menentukan jarak pemisah antara umur remaja dan dewasa. kebanyakkan rakan sebaya yang dalam umur ini semua dah bekerja. rata-rata ada yang dah berkahwin juga.
seasonal gaza-war and freedom fighters.
variables
i dont think a lot of people do watch this, and guess what, comments everywhere. with or without brain. but it came to my understanding that nurul izzah's statement can be misleading.
it isnt about whos playing the role. i doesnt have to be political enough to understand this. there is no need for media to manipulate this statement into something else and fool people around.
"kebebasan beragama blah blah blah blah, termasuk orang melayu"
so tell me. doesnt that make ur dad inherit islam from ur akkong, and u inherit islam from ur dad, and maybe since it is too liberal and islam bukan agama paksaan, ur child will decide to practice taoism?
this is malaysia. and we're mostly malays (minus those pork eating and alcohol consuming ones) we are born and inherited down the religion from our ancestors. and that statement carries something malicious if u took em wrongly.
this isnt about politics u dumbfucks. this is about reading in between the lines and silver linings. who give a fuck about statement manipulating if the mind already receive something that dangerous as this. i didnt say izzah encourage people to murtad and live freely without any religion, but i am concern her statement toward those people here in malaysia obviously.
everyday, melayu di modenisasi, melayu di urbankan. (selain di arabkan oleh para saudara-saudari hipsters dan hijabsters)
and i didnt say this is wrong. i am saying ini tak patut. and there shud be beberapa opinion lain yang kata statement dia tak salah dan bersifat terbuka. there is 7 bill people in this world and there is alot of opinion and perceptions towards this. i am jolting mine's down.
i'd say, either u are going to oppose the gov, or on the move with the gov, berhati2 ketika membuat statement. and kalau membangkang, kalau baca paper, kepala otak jangan bias sangat. tak semua kerajaan buat tu salah dan tak semua pembangkang buat tu betol.
kenapa nak beriya-iya? ada yang keje gov tapi dalam diam menentang, dasar tak sedar dek untung. takkan semua dari sana jahat?
fikir sendiri.
updates.
i find myself in a new environment early november. new people. new things. new job. new perspective. and currently im having a long holiday starting wednesday, and only get back to work on 19 nov.
on march i hard 12 days rest, and raya too, 3 days before raya and straight up until merdeka baru kerja. kaw-kaw cuti.
i think i am going to head back to home town on monday or tuesday. mom wants me to meet some ustaz for these night terrors that i am having lately. by the way it stops last tuesday. the last dream is about mirrors. when i try to look at the mirror and start shaving, it cracks. and then i went out, every single thing that made from glass cracks. the mirror, the mug, tv, window. name it.
and the next day it is done. no more night terrors.
i had to admit, these few weeks was hard enough. dealing with personal problems, career. relationshit.
no matter how hard i lied to myself saying things are going to get better, supposed to lah. it didnt change anything.
taking a few days off helps. i did visit my aunt for these past 3 days, makan home-cooked food instead of makan junk foods, crappy foods. mengaji abit. tido. and i start listening to dr intan. personal panel doctor. she said that i am not that fat anymore. all i have to do is to add fiber in my diet. i can still take any food in any quantity but i need to take snacks in between. fruits. green apple, almond, not roasted, dhal, anything with high fiber. so that the fat can be absorbed and turned in to energy. since i have a very tight schedule everyday, not to mention have to climb up stairs. moving here n there, my daily calories distribution is balance, and as well as maintaining heavy stress, does release enzymes that slowly burn all of my fats away.
did a thorough medical checkup. x-tray, bloodtest, eeg, urine and everything. i was declared healthy.
i shud be on pangkor by now, but the people from the resort call be back in tuesday morning saying there will be storm and ferry wont take people there, they want to refund but i said nevermind, a reschedule shud be enough.
oh last night i had fun, playing laser tag and having kenny rogers in ioi mall with scem office puan naha, moji, kak su and people from KJ. thanks to abg izat sbb invite. best gila. now i know what will happen if ur body keep pumping adrenaline. tekak kering, heartbeat naik, jadi aware dengan keadaan sekeliling. laser tag is so much intense dari paint ball, cuma minus the pain la. and ada scoring points. so boleh tgk siapa tembak siapa, who had the most point. i did 3rd. codename andromeda, with 2430 as my score. 2nd place is moji, kak su punya score rosak, puan naha 1100 je, sad
tmr KCR gonna compete in ACG 2012 in ftz asia cafe, subang. will attend, and hopefully they will gain something from tmr match. winning or losing doesnt matter. what matters is they tried.
stay safe people.
im off to friday prayers.
a dream
i had a weird dream. snakes, something not human, consuming alcohol. and stuff. waking up every morning losing all energy. it wasnt sleep at all. i was asleep but i am aware. its like going under.
1st day, i was attacked by a women figure, she's knocking on my windows and when i try to open up and she screams. i woke up and realize it was 7.45 am. bathing in pure sweat.
the next day i am having a dream about snakes. i can see myself sleeping, and there is a black-red colored snake sleeping besides me. waking up 7.45 am. again in pure sweat.
the next day is the same. the snake sleeps above my head and start hissing, as he is prepared to attack.
and this afternoon after sleeping almost 20 hours, i was dreaming about drinking 2-3 cans of carlsberg and getting caught by a women in hijab.
the similarities of all of these series of dream is i always wake up tired. bathing in sweat. and im not sure either i am sleeping or not.
i did my research on google regarding dreams with snakes and alcohol. none of them were pleasantly described. it was the same with the dreams. it was not pleasant and entertaining at all. plus the headache u get waking up from a bad dream.
i called my mom. and she said somebody is going after me. i tried to dismiss her fear by saying dreams is just a game. another realm of satan trying to put me astray. i had 3 weird dreams before. it was a major thing. an old man came and wanna be friends with me, and want to share something. and i was taken to a bunian village during my time in uniten.
and she told me things. doa, baca ayat kursi 44 kali sepanjang malam. and some air penawar she gets.
i wonder what will i have tonight. i dont want any snakes, or any non-human figure. wasting myself with 3-4 cans of booze or any unpleasant dream.
is this the end?
in case u guys notice something happens, or i might not be acting like my usual self, or u notice that i did lose some weight drastically, do give my mom a call.
and i am going to bed again, right now.
yum, 11.52pm. 4/11/2012.
its home here in kinrara.
q & a : 2
sedihnya.
Q & A : 1
the AES camera shit.
the AES camera issue is causing so much hype these days. implementing AES does have it purpose. china and taiwan have been using this system and it is proven to lessen the statistic as much as 40%. (as they said lah, they havent release the data yet to the public to see)
so, since everybody is so upset about this camera shit, i think i am going to share my opinion here.
so, why AES
my answer is this, the very basic law pon orang break. langgar traffic light. so in order for everybody to learn a lesson, is to implement this AES system. so, u can do the math urself.
the pros :
-it is believed that AES is super efficient in doing its job - the best photographer ever. no matter how fast, no matter how many car there is, AES will fucken catch em all. '
-it is also believed that company whos behind the development of AES is getting high commission from every summon police issued - i dont know about this, either this is the opposition party agenda or it is true. rumours are spreading. fast.
-from speeding to some minor crimes, AES will get his hands on those culprit picture.
for now, there 221 known location of this AES camera. and it is said the full installation will be done by mid 2013.
the cons :
-this camera is against drivers logic. imagine, driving 80 kilos, trying so hard to pass the lorry infront of him. and there is nobody else on the road.
-if the speed limit is 80 kmh, so driving 81 or 85 pun sudah kena ka?
-how do u know that the camera is not rigged?
-confusion. the camera flashes, and there is around 6 car on the road. and wrong people is getting the summon.
-and will the victim get his summon with all of those info, how fast he was going, where and when, the exact time and date.
so, if ada lagi nak tambah, mohon share di ruangan komen di bawah.
p/s : kumpul je saman ribu2, cukup masa tahun ada proses pengampunan, bayar 30%-40% je. lulzyah
resesi
they are going to disassemble the team, and i am so tired. with everything.
i am tired, waking up everyday telling myself everything is going to be ok, dont give up.
i dont think i can keep on doing that.
let me rest, for a while
things can go wrong
this short article is write just because i dont feel safe anymore. i have been harassed by one scary-psychopath chick last feb and i dont think i want to go thru the process again.
look. social network nowdays isnt like what it used to be last 5 or 6 years back. like what we used to have back in i think in friendster and myspace era. that time. in this era, there is facebook, twitter, 4sq, flipboard and tons of others apps which can be used to tell the whole world what are u doing, with who are u with, exactly where are u right here right now in real-time and live streaming updates. i think 7 of every 10 people walk around with smartphone with data plan these days. they might be ur friend, ur colleague and it might be anybody.
and as i watch taken 2 last week. there is something that get me bothered. what if you didnt control who's in ur social networking profiles. random people. which we dont aware who or what of she or he is made of. sharing the place where u live in foursquare can lead to many bad things. as for girls, they might dont want stalkers to follow them while taking the lift up to the apartment. imagine the next big picture - rape, robbery, murder, etc.
besides that. whatever status post or any tweets with or without us knowing, people get hurt. alot. everyday. every single second. either u are his or her friend either ur not. people is watching. people is reading, watching, every of ur actions. waiting for the right time to jump in.
that is why these things have come to my concern these past weeks. lagi la dah kerja ni. u go and meet people. vendors. jumping ranks. u dont know people might get jealous with u. and u dont know how they will deal with it. in the newspaper - shooting here, stab that, acid here acid there.
i dont feel safe anymore. i dont even feel safe to write things upon my facebook wall these days.
these days, only one profile sign in, in any social networking can be connected thru each other. sign in facebook will bring u to twitter, blah blah blah blah blah. and every post u did in any apps will be posted there. and u might want to control those people who are watching u and knowing who they are.
and that is why i think, staying anonymous and provide as little information as u can, can eventually save ur life. anybody cudda be celebrity now days. hot people over facebook, tweetfamous over twitter, pretty people over instagram and all of those shits.
what say u?
bundles
and meet me there, bundles of flowers.
we wait through the hours.
winter shall howl at the walls, tearing down the doors of time
shelter as we go.
and promise me this,
you'll only wait for me only, scared of the lonely arms
surface far below these words
maybe, just maybe i'll come home.
who am i? darling to you?
who am i
going to tell you stories of mine
who am i?
who am i? darling to you?
who am i?
could be a burden in time, lonely.
who am i, to you?
i come alone here
i come alone.
here
going shopping
House M.D
duh that feeling...
and of course we have to live with the fact "nothing lasts forever"
i've been watching house since i was back in puncak perdana. season 2, house is my only source of entertainment.
house is an asshole, pretty much like myself. i am an asshole myself. the only thing matters to him is "puzzles" he dont give a damn about feelings, relationships, etc. all he care is about himself and life's mysteries and puzzles.
altho he treat people and everybody else like crap, deep inside of him, there is a lot more to offer.
the correct word for him is tough love.
"everybody lies"
"everybody dies"
"one day, one room"
"my life is just horrors after another"
"they could build monuments after ur self-centeredness"
my personal house's fav line.
i guess this is the end. hugh laurie dan david shore decide this is the last season of house. i'll guess i'll be seeing him in the movies.
discord-do. in japanese
private jewelry
i had this one diamond that i like the most. i talk to this diamond everyday. i dont know how did i get my hands on this one diamond. but one day, the rightful owner of the diamond show up, asking me nicely to return what is rightfully his.
if ur in my place, what would you do?
i had a few things in mind.
he lost the thing, and out of a sudden, i came into my possession. whos fault it is?
eventho he did leave a mark there proving that diamond is his, he just cudnt just show up want it back.
and the diamond isnt really mine to begin with.
what will happen if i keep what isnt mine?
and what will happen if let go things i like the most?
time-continuous lapse
to those who are damn too stupid to understand the title, i suggest u not to go for google translate, instead of doing it. press X on the top right corner.
this is me, projecting my anger, towards things that beyond my control. i am not pissed off to the several beautiful you. yes, you.
do u know we live in a world where time and space take part in deciding ur fate and destiny? and another known fact that we all know is, i am no naruto. i cant be here and there at the same time.
look, i am the person who doesnt give a shit about this one stupid question "nak makan kat mana? kau decide, tah, aku pun tak tau" SHIT.
i take control of my decision most of the time. i know what to do, what to decide, whos heart to break, with who shud i be right now. if i'd say i'll be there a few days before it happens, it will happen, unless something happen.
if u can read fate and destiny, yes, preach me. i am pissed off to be called, mat bual or whatsoevershit. i was in the middle of the road and something came up. which is utterly more important than u do. i know my priorities. to whom shud i go, at what time. something came up, and make joke out of it, i pretty dont like it. unless i was sleeping, or i was doing stupid things.
there is time where i need to work where i dont even want to work and its not even my job to begin with. there is time where there is some people i try to avoid not to hang together with.
there is time where i am not able to make it because i was out of reach.
there is time where i am not able to make it because i need to take care of my family matters.
and there is time where i did make a promise, but yet i cant make it because, i just cant make it.
"so jangan berjanji lain kali, kalau dah tau tak boleh"
dude, mana nak tau kalau ada apa2 tiba jadi. beyond my control. kau ingat aku suka2 janji lepas tu kensel sesuka hati aku? jangan jadi bodoh
shit happens. unless i tell u 3 minutes before and cancel another next 3 mins.
and that, my friend, grants u the right to call me with whatsoever name.
looking.
for these few months i am looking for something, something that cant be obtain over self control and focus alone. peace. inside out. ease at mind, ease at heart
u dont earn peace within oneself by go home early after finished working, u dont earn peace when u say sorry to someone. u dont earn peace by just listening to some soothing songs. no u dont.
i believe that peace lies in one's mind when he can balance himself between rage and serenity inside his head. and become one with his surrounding.
unlucky me. i havent get to that point. all that left in me was regrets and rage. letting go was never easy. forgiving was never honest. i'd say it because i had to say it. not because of i meant it. i say things people want to hear instead of saying things i wanna say.
for once, i tried to connect those dots in this life, and of course i encountered a few missing dots. sometimes it doesnt make any sense at all. but i keep looking. and keep looking around. until i find one.
seek god is one of the answer, but how do u seek answer that lies between himself? nobody can answer it, unless he answer the question himself.
dont worry. i am okay.
macam ni ke pengertian fisabilillah awak?
sebut pasal filem "innocence of muslim", fuhhh terus sekor2 melenting. ni semalam kes baru, acc facebook mamat india kena hack, ramai pendekar jalan tuhan pegi pukul n serang dia kat rumah dia malam tadi. fuhhh ganahhh bohh ganahhhh
Akaun Peribadi di Republik Facebook
"bunuh rogol bakar je kapir lahanat tu" - Ali RockaRocka. 24 tahun, Republik Facebook
"burn his house, beat his mother" - Jibum Abang Gersang. 19 tahun, Republik Facebook
"bodoh, takde otak, harap esok bala turun atas dia dengan family dia, kapir lahanat bodoh sembah berhala" - Aisyah Mawar *avatar ana muslim* umur rahsia, Republik Facebook.
Page-Page Membenci Sana Sini
"Berapa like untuk tgk keling babi ni kena pukul, kalau setuju like, kalau suka, komen"
"Tolong like dan komen, gambar keling babi ni admin dah upload, padan muka dia"
babi hape korang ni sekor2. eh halo, aku nak tanya sikit, kalau bandingkan nabi dengan kita, takyah nabi la, mmg tak terlawan, bandingkan berapa lama umat islam zaman dulu berlawan dengan orang kapir ni berbanding dengan kita? rumah nabi sendiri kena lempar tahi, ada dia pegi tikam orang lempar tahi tu? ada nabi pegi perang suka-suka sebab dengar orang kapir sana hina islam?
satu lagi, ada ke dalam mana2 kitab suruh kita pegi sembelih orang kapir bila dia hina agama dgn junjungan kita? ada? kalau murtad ada ah, ah tak payah murtad, nampak budak melayu minum arak kat asia cafe ss15 tu takde pulak kau nak lempar dia batu. yg tak pegi semayang jumaat takde pulak kau nak terajang rusuk dia suruh pegi semayang, ini orang kapir yang tak tau pape takde idea pape pasal agama kita kau nak pegi rodok dia anak beranak?
apa beza lu dengan binatang? apa beza lu dengan orang gasar? ada orang kata dengan aku, aku ni sekolah ugama ke tidak, tu kan fisabilillah, fisabilillah kepala kakek engkau. ada dia ancam nyawa kau? ada dia ancam anak bini kau? tu fisabilillah mana punya konsep? ayah pin? bangang, undang2 suka2 kau je, fatwa suka2 engkau je.
orang kapir ni kita perang dia dengan "dakwah" bro. bukan dengan sepak terajang, bukan dengan maki hamun. tgk filem innocence of muslim punya effect, orang kat kedutaan AS kat mesir mati. ada mamat tu join buat filem? atas nama dia AS dgn dia half-jew kau dah boleh amik nyawa dia? mana wahyu kau turun tuk buat benda2 mcm tu?
harap pakai avatar ana muslim, berkopiah, tadah tangan doa bagai kat facebook, bodoh nya bertalu2, bodoh bertingkat. usik sikit mengelabah tetek. bangang. malu la wei malu la bersaudarakan sesama islam mcm korang.
gua nak ajar lu satu konsep, konsep kat mana cikgu sekolah ugama aku ajar, cikgu nizam. mudah katanya kalau kita nak belajar jenayat ni *jenayah* kalau ikut syllabus sekolah agama johor. aku tanya, kenapa eh cikgu kita nak kena potong tangan orang mencuri ni, tak ke kejam?
jawab cikgu nizam :
awak tahu najis? cara-cara bersihkan najis? kenapa ada kategori najis? dan kategori benda2 untuk menyucikan najis? cuba kalau awak cuci najis, dengan benda najis, jadi suci ke tak najis tu? macam tu la juga perintah allah. untuk menyucikan. potong tangan tu bukan potong terus mcm tu, ada syarat2 dia. hukum allah ni sempurna. adil dan saksama.
kalau orang yang takde idea pasal agama kita, lepas tu hina, kau terus pegi tikam, selesai ke masalah tu? penah fikir tak? suci sangat ke kau g tikam dia? ke kau menambahkan beban yang umat islam sedia tanggung? idea yang islam ni agama keganasan? pantang usik terus parang atas belakang?
sampai umur 25 ni, aku pegang kata2 cikgu nizam.
p/s : udah2 la habiskan masa kat fesbuk. takde pekdah
yummeh movie rants - RE : retribution
the movie is okay actually, and i try to put myself as the audience yg tak pernah main any resident evil series or have any idea about resident evil, its quite ok. based on the game pun mmg RPG-shooting, so action-packed gila babi mmg wajar di expect.
but bila aku letak diri ni as fan, as a gamer yang mmg betul2 follow resident evil ni, aku quite kecewa sebenarnya dengan jalan cerita. aku respect Paul W.S Anderson sebab movie dia semua best2. mcm Quentin Tarantino, J.J Abrahams, Spielberg, Michael Bay, etc2. sepatutnya dah masuk 5th installment movie ni, tak sepatutnya barry, jill dengan leon keluar mcm tu je, they shud have their own story line. kalau orang tak tau : "oh itu leon, hero baru movie no 5 ni, dulu hero carlos, tapi dah mati" sepatutnya relationship leon-clair, clair - chris, jill - barry, wesker dgn past S.T.A.R.S unit kena ada their own story line.
and berkenaan las plagas, mana lord osmund saddler? dari mana umbrella dapat las plagas? mana pegi unit B.S.A.A yg chris join lepas habis kat raccoon city? mana watak ashley graham? mana pegi shevas alova? jack krauser mortal enemy leon pun patut tunjuk. movie ni 3 jam pun takpe. sebab, best. walaupun kurang element2 yg mcm aku nak, ia tetap best.
i hope if any sequal ada lepas ni, and aku yakin 100% pasal ouroboros lak, harapnya jalan cerita tu expend, cerita pun dah heavy dengan tembak2, kalau ada twist drama sikit lagi best, boleh tau indepth apa benda sebenarnya RE ni. this is good for the audience tau, gamers, producers, game developer, dia orang boleh develop or re-develop past games. aku yakin tak ramai tau pasal watak hunk, dr birkin, shelly birkin, mikhael, ucbs, etc2.
so malam ni rants aku pasal movie. and of course, game.
severe headache n flu tonight,
btw, ini 1st time aku cuba scheduled posting since aku banyak idea, tapi aku takde masa nak type, so type dulu n dia akan post bila aku push button kat tab.
aite. ja~ne.
Many Of Horror
You say "I love you boy"
But I know you lie.
I trust you all the same
And I don't know why.
'Cause when my back is turned,
My bruises shine.
Our broken fairytale,
So hard to hide.
I still believe,
It's you and me
till the end of time.
When we collide we come together,
If we don't, we'll always be apart.
I'll take a bruise i know you're worth it.
When you hit me, hit me hard.
Sitting in a wishing hole,
Hoping it stays right.
Feet cast in solid stone,
I got Gilligan's eyes.
I still believe,
It's you and me
till the end of time.
When we collide we come together,
If we don't, we'll always be apart.
I'll take a bruise i know you're worth it.
When you hit me, hit me hard.
'Cause you said hello,
It's where the going get's hard,
Our future is far,
Many of horror
Our future's far,
Many of horror
Our future is far,
Many of horror
I still believe,
It's you and me
till the end of time.
When we collide we come together,
If we don't we'll always be apart.
I'll take a bruise i know you're worth it.
When you hit me, hit me hard.
sacrifice
u dont have to worry
maybe this is a cowardly way to tell a few people not to worry about me. i am living my life happily. i do have more friends than u all do. i dont hate few people like u all do. i do things u all didnt do. i am free from almost everything. i do what i want. i am very healthy/active not like what u all had in mind. i dont have any trust issue. i do enjoy living on my own. i rarely get sick, i rarely get boring because i had a lot of things to do. eventho im done playing video games, there is still a lot of things to do. u cant judge me like that, maybe u know me well for the 1st 15-20 years in this life but u have to remember things changed beyond that number. i do love my job. i do love my friends. i love the way i live this life for this time being. i had no rage inside of me no more. i dont have enemies that i need to take out.
miserable arent u?
i did a lot these few years. yup. a lot.
and i am happy.
Brother
A brother from another mother,
An equal brother.
Yet..
Why do we have to fight each other,
When we can have it all together,
Help me understand you,
Brother.
the two lost souls.
fat.
in almost every circle of people, there is always one or two people who is extra large in size, which their function is to listen to people from the same circle with their problems.
but those people did not really realize, or even care, about that "one fella".
meant
it ends here.
last sunday the internationals 2 for dota 2 ended. i've watched 80% of the match. speechless. those guys is at their best. LGD unstoppable winning streak, the comeback of Na'Vi and EHome. IG dominating.
IG won that tournament. 1 million dollars. its crazy. kita yang hidup mcm org biasa ni nak dapat sejuta pon entah bila. this supports the statement that "cyber athlete as a career is logic" and who knows there is cyber athlete university is going to be open soon.
lets meet the winners.
dancing away with my heart
2 weeks
dah 2 minggu. sejak takde facebook, twitter, hidup aku boleh di katakan bermakna. sekarang dah mula pickup tv series untuk di tonton, dah habis baca 2-3 buku. waktu tidor pon dah repair. now nak kurangkan berborak di group whatsapps.
i dont think that i will comeback to social networking life.
and ada few things tak di buat lagi.
inner peace. setting this life to the right path. and i like you.
hahaha tetiba i like you.
random.
sempurna itu tidak sempurna
mimpi
mimpi. kadang kala di definisikan sebagai mainan tidur, ataupun ada yang kata ia adalah pengembaraan kita sebagai roh. sebangkitnya kita dari mimpi, kita keliru.
baru-baru ni aku di datangi mimpi. mimpi yang lama dulu aku dapat. mimpi di datangi seseorang untuk berkongsi sesuatu yang aku tidak mahu. family belah abah aku unik. 6 daripada 12 orang adik beradik abah aku ada kebolehan mistik. masing-masing ada kebolehan unik mcm boleh mengurut, boleh "nampak", boleh mengubat, boleh "bercakap", boleh "menurun", "kuat".
zaman uitm dulu aku penah dapat mimpi yg aku dapat last week. ada orang tua pakai baju putih siap berserban bercahaya datang time aku tgh duduk tepi sungai. kata dia nak berkawan. 1st time kena aku buat tak endah, lepas tu mimpi yang sama datang balik malam esoknya, dan lusa. 3 kali. datang bawa hajat yang sama. nak berkawan. lepas 3 hari tu aku demam, sakit2 badan. aku balik johor n cerita dgn mak. mak kata benda tu datang nak share ilmu dgn aku. nak berdamping kata dia. tapi aku kata aku tak jawab org tua tu punya soalan. and start hari tu aku mula nampak benda pelik2. tapi tak selalu.
aku nampak 2 budak kecik yang menumpang rumah aku. aku ingat aku je nampak, kawan mak aku pun nampak. lepas tu kadang2 ada nampak benda melompat atas tiang lampu kat area parit besar tu. kadang2 dengar tapi tak nampak. but makin lama ability tuk nampak dgn dengar ni makin hilang..
and lately waktu raya aku dapat lagi mimpi sama.tapi kali ni pakcik tua tu suruh aku kembali ke jalan tuhan. suruh aku jangan tinggal solat. suruh aku mengaji, katanya aku dah lama tak buat benda2 tu. dia tak lagi nak berkawan dgn aku. aku dah demam 7 hari. batuk, sakit badan, selsema. aku cakap dgn "mak", mak kata padan muka aku.
rasanya dah sampai masa untuk aku atur hidup baru.
the 900.
yo, have u played tony hawk pro skaters series? if u do, this "900" is his special. spin in mid air a few times before landing. cool yo.
but this is not what i am here to talk about. sedar tak sedar this is the 7th year i have been blogging. since xanga era. since tripod and altavista era. if u guys are around to see those thing lived and died. past few month i am dealing with this addict. this addiction to say something on the virtual world. twitter. for example.
twitter is a place where i jolt down all of my feelings, rage, sad, anger, happy, boring, lonely, blah blah blah. up to this point, i have tweeted at about 85,306 tweets since 2009. i still do remember the 1st tweet "esok nak convo, yay" and "i need to practice Marvel vs Capcom alot" aha. since that day, twitter has become my alternate reality. whenever, wherever, whatever. every single minutes, everysingle emotions, everysingle action mesti nak tweet. for what reason, till now i dont know for what i am saying all of those things.
i have to say twitter also acts like ur own personal microblog. u share things, ideas, this and that all over twitter. and yes twitter also serve its purposes by having bots reporting about traffic updates, news, sports, this, that, shits, chings and chongs. selain serve purpose sebagai medan propaganda, medan bashing, medan itu dan ini serta medan tahi bagi mereka-mereka yang sering mendambakan benda2 begini. twitter can be considered as a drug that u didnt consume but its addictive. most of the people i know when they start twitter, fb diorang terus. lesap. mix with the hype people inside, a little bit of this, a bit of that. twitter is everything.
its up to u actually, for what twitter is being used for, and either it benefits u or not. i deactivated my twitter account today. i told people who ask that i need and seek motivation. but actually its not.
twitter change me. i failed. i failed to change twitter into me. 1st of all, people might say oh kalau kita guna benda ni elok2, kita yang buat dia, bukan dia buat kita, takdenye addict. this is where u guys get it wrong. as u know, i am a very straight forward guy. u know how highly discipline i am in person. u can judge me by asking me for lepak. tanya siapa sampai dulu. of course the answer shud be me. or even lewat or tak jadi pun i will always bagi tau prior in time. i start using twitter often last year. and yeah meeting new people is fun. tweet sampah tweet bash tweet apa lancau semua is best for the moment. and now dah sampai tahap the fuck i am doing here. i miss this, i miss that, i miss a lot of events in the real life. i miss the moment where my nephews and nieces grow. i hardly know their names. i miss the books, i used to be a bookworm but nowdays i havent read and accomplish any. i hardly take care of my computers. i hardly lepak with budak2 kampung yang kerja kat KL ni. and i didnt visit any of my relatives here. i miss a lot of things. sabtu ahad pegi lepak dgn those guys, malam balik kerja, pegi twtup sini sana. betul social life, but bila kita dah terlalu deep dgn those things. twitter has become our realiti.
true twitter ni ada faedahnya. kawan2 baru, info2 baru. banyak lagi. tak tercakap kalau nak cerita baik buruk dia. look at me. dulu waktu awal2 kerja, aku tidur awal. 12-1 tu dah tido, sekarang melampau2. pukul 3 terkebil2 main phone duk baca timeline. it affects me. bangun awal, jadi lemau, rehat tak cukup, otak tak fresh, prestasi kerja mcm celaka, datang lewat, tak fokus, khayal. this and that. banyak lagi benda2 tak elok terjadi pada diri ni bila dah obses sangat dgn twitter, dangerous. and today i decided to take actions.
take down my own twitter account. for now, the main twitter account is deactivated, soon the private account too. and all of those parody account and including my facebook too. i will leave my instagram, youtube, flickr, whatsapp and blogger account active for the time being. i am not going to turn anti-social. but limiting myself, for a good cause and purpose.
tiada kejadian putus cinta ke, kejadian butthurt or kejadian memilukan untuk aku bertindak mcm ni.
this is me taking actions towards my own life and setting the right course for my future.
i will be back. tapi bukan di dalam masa terdekat ni, u know where to find me, if u try hard enough.
aite.
ja
selamat hari raya
selamat hari raya. i know its kinda late to wish selamat hari raya considering this is the 5th syawal. 5.52 am. i was planning to put up on several posts but i think due to i dont have any proper internet connection and laptop or pc to get it done, so yeah. this is it. multiple idea-post-related-during-raya-and-shits (RANTS) lulz.
so. hows ur raya? mine was so-so. mcm biasa tidur lepas semayang raya. lepas tu bangun tidur makan n bagi anak2 buah duit raya. malam raya 1st pegi parit raja raya rumah daus. u know, common things that i do every year bila balik kampung. the same people, the same house, the same activity. i didnt have much friend back here in my home town yet people recognize me.
honestly said, beraya dgn family is quite ok but raya dengan kawan2 is kinda..hahah entah tak tau nak cakap apa. a few tak dapat cuti panjang. dapat off raya 1st dgn 2nd, so automatically raya 1st dgn raya 2nd pukul beraya dgn family. of course institusi kekeluargaan adalah lebih penting dari institusi brotherhood. so kalau bagi alasan tak dapat la bro nak hadap mak ayah n family, i can always understand this. maklumlah. diri ni pun jarang balik. spend masa dgn family paling utama.
so last year dapat bergambar dgn kawan2. around 8-9 sekali datang open house. kali ni, yg muncul. 4 je. and ada few shocking news. next month ada yang nak kawin, next year pun ada yang nak kawin. i was like. peeeh this is crazy liao, the least expected members yang kawin dulu. *facepalm* ohhh ya. this year tak ada video ucapan selamt hari raya. tak sempat. and tak berapa proper kalau nak record pun actually.
tahun ni baju raya biru. but mcm biasa no selipar raya or songkok raya. i am sad because tak sempat nak prepare diri dengan benda2 duniawi mcm tu. but this raya cuti dapat cuti panjang. from friday to next monday. sempat la jugak balik johor, jumpa pakcik makcik, anak2 sedara. few of my uncles dah start sakit. ada yg kena stroke, ada yang sakit kaki, sama jugak dgn my aunts, sakit buah pinggang. sakit itu dan ini. i feel bad actually, for not going back, hardly make time to visit them. the regrets from mak abang's death still haunts me. tak sempat balik menghadap before she go. last jumpa time siapa ntah kawin kat seremban last year may or what. u see, nama cousin sendiri pun tak ingat.
next raya im gonna celebrate it with my JB family. beraya kat sini pun, entahlah adik beradik mak mcm ada krisis. duduk sekampung, tapi beraya rumah abang sulong, rumah kak ngah tak datang. apa benda la mcm ni. malas nak tegur, ego. hal orang2 tua, lebih2 lagi pasal adik beradik dia, tak payah campur. i did warn my mother pasal post2 kat fb. pasal social networking, pasal saying things that might hurt people's feeling dalam alam maya. lain reaction nya bila when we decide to give feedback to someone's status or post and other people might jump into either unleashing more and more feedbacks. either she want to listen or not, up to her. to my aunt here belah mak, post kat fb mcm2, bila suruh beraya taknak. till when?
so far raya has been good to me. this year ada rezeki lebih, dapat la menghulur lebih2 sikit tak mcm last year. i hope things will improve day by day. its 6.10 am. lets go for subuh prayer and than sleep.
goodnight.
ja.
stay safe on the roads while driving towards destination.
nak hidup lama?
semperna musim perayaan ni, abiang yum ingin share beberapa info dan tips2 berkenaan penjagaan/servis motor dan cara menunggang dengan selamat di atas jalan raya/highway. biasalah, abiang yum ni rider, kawan-kawan abiang yum pon ramai rider.
bagi bikers kapcai, terdapat beberapa benda yang perlu di ambil kira sekiranya ingin memulakan ride yang agak jauh dan panjang. se-eloknya, sehari dua sebelum memulakan ride, bawalah kapcai anda untuk di periksa dan service. pastikan anda pergi ke kedai service yang ada tenaga kerja yang professional, kadang ada pomen ni keje dia nipu je, duit nak, pasang sambil lewa, tu yang kadang brek tak makan la, itu lari ini lari, tak memasal nak ziarah kubur kawan2 abiang yum ni. betul ni, serius, bahaya benda2 mcm ni, jangan bawak main..
tips servis motor
1. tukar minyak hitam kapcai anda.
biasanya, minyak hitam ni perlu di tukar sekiranya meter anda dah dalam gandaan 4000-5000km. 6000km pon boleh. kalau kurang dari number di atas bawah 5-6 bulan, pun tukarlah sekali. takut minyak hitam tu tak pekat. pakai la minyak mahal sikit, kalau murah kapcai anda senang "bobok/bobop"
2. minyak 4t - bagi kapcai 4 lejang/skooter.
tukar minyak 4t untuk memastikan kelancaran, kalau long ride, tukar gear tu kita dapat rasa smooth tak smooth, n tuk maintain speed kapcai anda. standard pakai vsx la. tahan lama skit.
3. minyak 2t - bagi motor2 power mcm 125z, ninja 150 rr, rxz.
minyak 2t ni penting bagi motor2 2 lejang ni pasal memastikan enjin motor anda tak jammed sekiranya anda menyetan di highway/jalan raya. kalau boleh 2t ni jangan bagi kering, jangan bubuh lebih. kena ngam2. jahanam enjin der kalau kering. pastu kalau enjin lu jammed, mmg jadi segumpal daging burger atas jalan tu..
4. oil filter/spark plug
sebelum tukar, buat checking dulu, sama ada kena tukar or just kena servis je. jarang sekali benda2 camni rosak.
5. service air filter/fuel filter/radiator/coolant
kalau agak2 dah hitam berkerak benda2 ni, eloklah di tukar, kalau tak, spray angin pakai compressor, air coolant tu kalau dah kering mohon refil, nnt long ride enjin tak panas sangat, kena jaga enjin, jangan bagi jahanam
6. sproket/rantai/belt skooter
pastikan sproket anda tak tajam, kalau tajam senang lucut rantainya, rantai pun jangan tegang sangat jangan kendur sangat. pastu kalau bunyi belt skooter tu dah macam kucing nak mampus, bawak2 la tukar, kang tgh ride putus tgh jalan..apa pon tak dapat
7. tayar
pam tayar tu. jangan bagi keraih sangat. lembik sangat pun takleh. di nasihatkan pakai tayar tubeless. lebih selamat dari tayar bertube. kalau long ride di nasihatkan pakai tubeless, kurang masalah berbanding tayar bertube.
8. side mirror/signal/lampu
check jugak benda2 ni. manalah tau nak ride malam. karang org langgar, apa pon tak nampak. ingat langgar kucing/anjing/lembu. adalah bahaya kalau ride malam or dalam gelap or hujan tanpa ada benda2 ni. lagi2 musim perayaan.
tips ride di jalanan
1. sekarang abiang yum dah turun pangkat, jadi street/town rider. naik kapcai lc je. bagi mereka yang naik kapcai LC dan sewaktu dengannya (tanpa di modify jadi LC 179 cc) kita wajib bawak di lane paling kiri sekali. haa kalau boleh jangan dalam sangat emergency lane tu. selalunya org buang paku bla bla bla kat emergency lane tu. biar tgh2 antara lane kiri hujung/emergency lane.
2. kalau balik berkonvoi, mohon jarak yang selamat antara rider2. lantik satu marshal depan dan belakang, selalunya kalau bikers berkuasa tinggi, diorang akan main lane kanan, ride dalam speed 150-170km/h secara konstant, sebab depan ada marshall, belakang pun ada marshall, takde alasan kenapa tertinggal dan kenapa terlalu perlahan, bikers ada system, ada signal kalau nak berhenti ataupun slow down ataupun sprint.
3. protective gear, mohon pakai glove, helmet kalau boleh yang berkuali, kalau bikers berkuasa tinggi, pakai full face, pakai mask. baju mesti lengan panjang, kasut.
4. kalau ngantuk, penat, bontot kematu, haus, lapar, horny, mohon berhenti di mana2 hentian. selalunya setiap 40km ada 1 R&R n setiap 20 km ada hentian. mohon selesaikan apa yang patut.
5. kalau ride malam, pakai baju yang memantolkan cahaya. senang orang nak nampak awok ride. highway melaka johor bahaya. lampu takdak. seriusly.
6. kalau highway jammed, pasti ada nokhorom yang akan masuk lane emergency. jangan risau, prepare beberapa biji batu. mohon HON dulu sebelom bertindak, kalau abiang2 semua faham apa yang abiang yum maksudkan dengan bertindak tewww.
7. kalau boleh, bawalah mp3 bersama. gunakan earphone mini yang sesuai dan boleh muat dalam helmet tew. takde la mengantuk or bosan time ride. abiang yum salu buat camni. buh lagu kpop. kekeke
8. sebelom ride. mohon bagi tau sedara mara or rakan2 rapat. kalau apa2 terjadi, mereka tahu anda sedang buat apa dan di mana. senang.
9. berehat secukupnya sebelom memulakan ride.
sekian saja pesanan abiang yum dalam post kali ini, abiang yum balik johoq hari jumaat pas sahur. nak merasa jalan awal pagi. abiang yum dah serbis motoq petang semalam. mahai. kena 200, tukaq tayar n benda2 apa semua. rasa macam kena kencing, jilaka. takpalah. biar mahal asal selamat ye dak.
sekian, selamat menyambut hari raya,
selamat ride,
selamat jumpa rider pempuan chumil,
selamat berjumpa sanak saudara dalam keadaan sempurna
ingatlah orang yang tersayang.
raya yang tak masuk akal
kurang 5 hari lagi nak masuk bulan syawal. selama suku abad berjalan atas muka bumi ni, pengertian hari raya bagi aku, semuanya bertemakan kesedihan. pagi hari raya tu lah jugak nak menangis teresak2 mintak ampun dgn mak abah. pagi raya tu jugak nak menangis tak tentu arah ziarah kubur mereka2 yang telah pergi. pagi tu jugak nak menitik air mata cerita tentang kesusahan hidup dengan sepupu sepapat lain yg tak pernah jumpa. i was like, the hell. raya dan air mata ni dah sebati dalam hidup.
what happened?
its 12.28 pm in the afternoon. and today i have come late again in the office. 10.45 am. due to i cant control myself last night. lately, i cant define what am i. who am i. its getting worst. dulu boleh maintain tidur 1.30 setiap hari. lepas tu naik 2.30. and sekarang dah pukul 4 pagi, masih tak boleh tidur. what the hell man.
disiplin diri makin teruk. last month lebih 10 kali datang lewat, this month pon boleh kata hari2.
actually quality of life deteriorating. itu tak kena ni tak kena. honestly, aku tak berapa suka environment aku sekarang. these people around me is leeching whatever they can. selagi boleh manipulate, diorang manipulate.
i want to get out of this hell hole. help me.
10 tips untuk tidak bagi duit raya ketika hari raya
1. tak payah balik kampung. duduk kl ni raya sorang2 dalam LRT/KTM dengan bangla/nepal/campuchia/negro - paling mudah, lepas tu tweetlah #fuckmaxis #fuckKTM mcm @akuskizo hari2 buat.
2. balik kampung bawa balik IC dan lesen memandu serta wang yang cukup-cukup untuk tambang bas pergi dan balik serta buat muka baru lepas di rompak di puduraya/TBS. mungkin anda akan di beri duit raya
3. hadiahkan id dan pass online banking anda kepada sahabat rapat mahupun orang gelandangan 2 minggu sebelum raya. lepas tu lupakan hal itu dan hidup mcm biasa
4. tukar duit raya dengan duit buruk, bukan duit baru. sila ke pasar ataupun bengkel untuk menukar dengan wang hanyir/berminyak/koyak. lepas tu offerlah kepada anak buah/jiran tetangga/sepupu sepapat. "maaflah, tak sempat tukar duit raya...ini je yang ada...taknak tanpa..."
5. langgan china dolls. habiskan duit anda sehingga tidak tinggal apa-apa. katakan pada orang tua mu, "mak, abah, ini makwe2 saya. selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin"
6. buatlah hal di tempat kerja sebulan sebelum raya untuk di berhentikan kerja tanpa notis 24 jam. lepas tu duduk rumah, sila main video game dan bela rambut serta misai dan kumis.
7. pura-pura gila bila tiba hari raya. katanya tak dapat terima hakikat dah raya, masa berlalu dengan pantas, sila meroyan dengan suara seperti langsuir betina liar, mengilai dan bertenggek di atas sofa dengan hanya bertuala sahaja. pastikan abah anda backhand anda sehingga anda pura-pura pengsan.
8. meminta kesemua anak2 buah untuk membawa fotokopi slip peperiksaan masing2. siapa ada C tak perlu bagi duit raya, siapa ada B akan dapat duit syiling dan siapa ada A tapi campur2 B dan C akan dapat sekeping seringgit. jadi tegas, tetapi kombinasi gred itu adalah hak mutlak anda.
9. sila bawa balik buku bank/statement bank anda yang "sejuk dan beku itu" lalu fotokopi dan masukkan kedalam sampul duit raya dan berikan kepada anak2 buah anda. 10 minit kemudian, tunggu feedback dari ibu bapa mereka.
10. sila main meriam buluh sehingga putus jari jemari. dan katakan, "paksu tak mampu nak bagi kamu duit raya bukan apa...tgk lah jari jemari paksu ni..duit raya paksu dalam kocek..tapi paksu tak mampu nak bagi kamu....*menitik air mata dan dalam 20 saat kemudiannya meraung, tanda tersiksa dan terluka di dalam hati di ajukan soalan kenapa taknak bagi duit raya* konfirm takde orang tanya.
sekian, selamat malam,
terima kasut
LULZYAH
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