trying to put up with everything.

the first 3 weeks is ok. dont worry, i am ready for anything right now and will not feel a thing


i think i sorted out my life and daily issues, but...

nah. i think i am tired working my ass off day and night. i lack sleep, i eat crappy food, and i didnt have proper human-interaction-conversation.

it feels a bit different lately. everything, is boring to me. but not smoking pots. i guess for now the only thing that cheers me up is smoking pots.