saya mau behenti menulis seketika

saya mahu berhenti menulis seketika.

nobody understands me.
even i did say i want this and that.
still nobody understand.

ah sudah la.
kau buat sendiri hal kau.aku buat sendiri hal aku.
tak perlu fullfil each other.

sekian.bye bye

tq kishimoto for bringing up the chains of hatred in me

cb.itu dia perkataan pertama yg terpacul dari mulut aku selepas membaca naruto episode 437.
kemarahan aku sudah tidak dapat di bendung.part II naruto ni sangat CB.patut tuka la nama manga ni jadi sasuke ke.tak fair utk watak utama dia.dah la asek sasuke dapat power ups.naruto's master,teacher and friends got killed by a supervillain with simple push and pull power.this is TOTAL ABSURD.

in the latest episode 437.naruto's secret love has been killed.cb? enuf in 1 arc 4 imporatant chars has been kill in addition hyuuga hinata makes the number up to 5.jiraiya,kakashi,pa frog,shizune and hinata.WTF MAN? the death of hinata i think its over-do.dah la watak tu tak keluar.jarang2 je ada function.then alih mati je?

wtf kishimoto.character allocation kau ni handle mcm mana.yes i know im not good in drawing comics but i know how to direct and do itu penting CB.bukan 4 bulan kau tunjuk sasuke je power pastu naruto power dlm masa 3 minggu.bodoh la kishi bodoh.u know bodoh? meh aku translate dlm japan.anata-wa honto-ni baka des.yes.the death of hinata has trigger so many hatred in each and every naruto fans.

for example go to : to the forum and go to the naruto's section.go read about 437 disscussion.too many hatred,too many dissapointment in naruto.

CB.i was pissed off then they 1st kill jiraiya.bcause jiraiya sumhow reflects me.yes i got several pupils which im teaching how to gaming professionally and i think jiraiya's death is over-did.this is because bapak naruto is dead already.tak penah tgk pon in actions.cukup2 la tu deaths.buat la jiraiya lost the memory ke.lost the ability to use his power ke.cukup mati di sebabkan nak korek rahsia which eventually leads to a aneroxia supervillain.bodoh.fucked-up story line. emo.bye.

100 facts dari henshin

001. Name: qayyum.
002. Nickname(s): yum,yum mastah
004. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
005. Male or female: Male
006. Elementary: tadika abim kelantan
007. Middle School: SK Rantau Panjang,SK Parit Setongkat,SK Bandar
008. High School: Sekolah Tinggi Batu Pahat
009. College School: UiTM Malaysia, Shah Alam
010. Hair color: Jet Black
011. Long or short: curly and long
012. Loud or Quiet: reality : quite / alter-ego : tendou (DAMN LOUD)
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: PSP
015. Health freak: 50-50
016. Drink or Smoke: no / no
017. Do you have a crush on someone: yes
018. Eat or Drink: Both
019. Piercings: no
020. Tattoos: no

023. First piercing: apak kaw
024. First best friend: Wan Zulkhairi
025. First award: Number 1 waktu tadika.LOL
026. First crush: tak ingat dan tak clear.tapi seingat2 form 3
027. First pet: atam
028. First big vacation: langkawi.
030. First big birthday: none celebrated.

049. Eating: mostly anything edible
050. Drinking: anything
052. I'm about to: trying to shoot elune's arrow and leap at the same time (timming is precise)
053. Listening to: Ratu Sanubari (saleem)
054. Plans for today: i dunno weather im gonna travel to kl or not
055. Waiting for: a call from UM confirming the status.

058. Want kids: 4
059. Want to get married: yela bodoh.
060. Careers in mind: anything related to and games

068. Lips or eyes: lips
070. Shorter or taller: shorter.
072. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: dont care
074. Sensitive or loud: mix of both
075. Hook-up or relationship: both? not yet married so why dont u try?
076. Trouble maker or hesitant: ntah.both pon boleh

080. Lost glasses/contacts: tak
081. Ran away from home: yep
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: yes
083. Killed somebody: sure.if i had any chance to walk away as a free man
084. Broken someone's heart: yep
085. Been arrested: once.
087. Cried when someone died: yes

089. Yourself: yes
090. Miracles: in training.haha
091. Love at first sight: yes
092. Heaven: yes
093. Santa Claus: nenek kaw
094. Tooth Fairy: acik kaw
095. Kiss on the first date: yes

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now: yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: no not really
099. Do you believe in God: yeap
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people: SURELY WILL.

semua buddies di tag.jawap pelis

perbualan sampah di YM

perbualan konek bersama sifu di YM

Qayyum: paling power pon kusi yg 20riban tu
Enixism: duit ko mesti byk kn
Enixism: knn
Qayyum: ade la sejuta
Enixism: markah 566k
Enixism: cb
Enixism: = =
Enixism: kmak ko mmg born sbg pwner game
Enixism: cb
Qayyum: lol
Enixism: legit/tak legit = ko
Enixism: ape sial le
Qayyum: gift -_-
Enixism: haha knn
Enixism: masuk la tournament ke kejadah weh
Qayyum: malas le
Enixism: rugi je ko men casual
Qayyum: public game sudah
Enixism: hardcore le. get serious
Qayyum: buat nama public je
Enixism: waklu malas= =
Enixism: lol
Qayyum: lala sikit lagi elune's arrow mirana aku ade la kat dota potal
Qayyum: guide to ks/100% accurate elune's arrow
Enixism: lol
Enixism: sick= =
Qayyum: wicked sick
Qayyum: cb slow sial net aku nak masok pet


tegami haikei juugo no kimi e my version.

its 4.25 am.i toss and turn in the bed for almost 2 hours.but yet i still cant close my eyes and start to sleep.i keep wondering what and why i cant sleep.i know i've been having this syndrome of sleeping in the day since the first day i was in the campus life.tidor at 8 am and waking up 5 pm daily.crazeh huh?

now im at the lowest state that a guy cud educationless.and im jobless.myself also is a big mess.look at me.rambut tidak terurus.wardrobe? lagi la hopeless.i keep thinking.apa nak jadi qayyum? cmon.apa nak jadi? takkan ur going to hang around,tak keluar umah,playing dota and talking shit and trash with some schoolboys? playing dota everyday and night wasting every second and moment doing childish thingy.racism.proving nothing at the end of the day.till when i will do this? this madness has to stop.for once,be real.go back to real life qayyum.i know the real world is harsh.but hold on.just hold on.its just till the matter of time.

qayyum.ur once a great guy.ur once was a winner.why now ur running away from life? why now u decided to stop? why now.ur almost at the end of ur journey in life.just a few baby step away.dont stop now.cmon.finish what u've started and half done.pandai nilai situasi but now sendiri pun tabole buat apa.shame on u qayyum.shame on what if ur good in gaming? who cares? who cares for ur GODLIKES and TOTAL OWNING.even ur a LEGEND and ur name is stated in some websites.still it does no good.REALIZE THAT

running away from life isnt the answer.yeah the world is harsh and what? take it.its karma.maybe now ur the victim and maybe sooner or later ur the predator.why blaming it on the others.yes the world is overrated.its not the FA~LA~LA land or the mario world.cmon.the person who is right to be blamed is urself.why so stupid to let people doing this in ur life.cmon.u can see it.but ur doing nothing.and thats is ur own fault.u see it comming.but u didnt do anything.u realized it now? do u?

open up ur eyes qayyum.its not the end of the world yet.get up.u still got several goals in ur life.
quit and stop whinning like a crybaby.stop saying that i donwant to meet new people,new life,new adventures and etc2.make new friends.have new bond with others.pursue ur goals.wake up.wake up.wake up.its still not too late.ur just 3 months behind.stop being there for the others and start to be there for urself.get a life.if there is nobody there to support u then u have to support urself.take a good look of urself in the mirror right now.who are u.what are u.
stop acting cool.stop being so invulnerable.yes u can be hurt and u dont have to keep away all the emotions from everybody else just to make u too look cool and cold.pozer.yeah.pozer!

satisfied with ur current self? wanna be like this for another 5-6 years in the future? shame on u.
do sumthing.have faith.start to believe in hope.and do not forget to work ur ass off.its not that ur just relying on pure hope.but be and opportunist.take opportunities.stop being cool.stop being super confident.stop being the devil's advocate.

from this day onwards.change.its not too late for u qayyum.really.wake up.stop wasting time.go and pursue ur a human for once.and stop living the fa~la~la land of urs and keep blaming others.

urs truly.
qayyum from the future.hope so.

p/s to myself : start to believe in an opportunist.that is why we pray to god.HE existed and shall grant our hopes and prayers.

p/s to others : living my life aint easy.think again

p/s : im almost crying when writing this.i'll change.i'll try.for good.

weird dream

i always this weird dream..
in this dream..i sat on the rocks,and infront of me there is a lake.
as i sat there,I've been thinking.

what is life?
what is the meaning of life?

and i thought,

life is not a book.
and it can end in a matter of seconds.

and then i thought,
it cant just end like that.

i thought about all the people who love us,
waiting at home,
who will never see us again.

and then i thought,
what if there is no one?
what if you live your whole life and there is no one waiting?

after that i woke up,realizing i was having this weird dream.
so i continue back to my sleep.
and trying to look for any kind of answer.

Jangan bercakap soal hati dengan aku.

Hati itu sangat rapuh. Silap cara boleh bercerai dari badan. Hati itu bukan saja fizikal, tetapi juga halus. Hati adalah tempat perasaan kita bernaung. Hati mempengaruhi pilihan kita. Baik atau buruk. Pengaruhnya kuat. Orang tua kata ikut kata hati boleh mati. Sebab itu bila bercakap soal hati, kena berwaspada... kerana ia merbahaya.

Kita ada berapa hati? Cuma satu. Kalau kita dilukai, sakit nya kita rasa dihati. Aku tak tahu sebetulnya rasa sakit itu di mana, tetapi orang kata sakitnya rasa di hati. Jadi kalau hati sentiasa terluka dan dilukai, lambat laun hati kita boleh rosak. Hati yang rosak boleh mengundang maut. Orang tua kata kalau hati sakit boleh mati. Sebab itu bila bercakap soal hati, kena berwaspada jangan sampai terluka... kerana ia merbahaya.

Hati adalah tempat hidupnya cinta, kasih dan sayang. Ia ditanam dalam hati. Kemudian berbenih dalam hati. Lalu berputik, bercambah, berbunga dan akhirnya mekar kembang di dalam hati. Cinta juga menjadi layu dan akhirnya gering di dalam hati. Tapi hati perlukan cinta, kasih dan sayang. Itu sumber kehidupan hati. Tanpanya hancurlah hati. Tiada penghidupan, tiada nafas dan tiada hangat. Orang tua kata tanpa cinta dalam hati boleh mati. Sebab itu bila bercakap soal hati, kena berwaspada... kerana ia merbahaya.

Aku juga ada hati. Semua orang ada hati. Dan biasanya aku takut nak berbicara tentang hati. Aku cuma takut akhirnya aku yang tersungkur kerana hati aku gagal berfungsi. Aku takut aku yang lemas tenggelam kerana hati aku hancur berkecai. Aku takut aku gagal melihat hari esok kerana hati aku akhirnya kosong tanpa cinta. Aku takut aku benci melihat matahari pagi kerana akhirnya hati aku tiada lagi. Jadi aku amat takut untuk bercakap soal hati.

Tetapi kebenarannya, hati aku terus sakit. Kerana walaupun aku tidak bercakap soal hati, tetapi aku tak pernah berhenti berfikir soal hati.

p/s : hati aku sudah hitam.bukan kerana asap rokok.bukan kerana apa.kerana diri sendiri.

again.facts.but this is the real facts. not cool. not good looking. fat. pretty messed up.
5.i had no money.
6.i talk shit and cocks. simply nobody.

so what say you?
what do i have to say about this?

go away.

yes.i mean it

9 crimes

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright yeah?
Give my gun away when it's loaded

Is that alright yeah?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it

Is that alright yeah?
Give my gun away when it's loaded

Is that alright yeah?
With you...

p/s : it is not alright to do this.but the answer is no.its not the end yet.cheer up buddy =)

shimizu shota - aishiteru

nothing special.just nice.fullstop.

lyrics : romanji

'nani shiteru?' denwa goshi de itoshii koe ga hibiku
tameratteru tatta hitokoto suki to iu koto mo

nee Baby

me ni mienai mono dakara koso
ushinatte shimai sou de fuanda yo
kimi no koe ga togireru toki
itamu mune ga zutto saken deru

'aishiteru' aishite iru
chippoke na boku dakedo kimi o ushinai takunai yo
onaji sora bokura itsumo shiawase no imi sa ga shiteru

kangaegoto shiteru kimi hohoenderu kimi
kizukazu ni toori sugiteku kakegae no nai hibi

nee Baby

sasae atte ikiteku koto kimi to no deai de mananda yo
nagareru sora o oikakete bokutachi wa issho ni ikiteru

aishiteru kimi ga ireba
mirai no koto nanimo mienakute mo kowakunai
'daijoubu' yorisotte kisu o shite shiawase wa kitto itsuka kuru kara

nan domeka no kenka no toki kimi wa naiteta demo suki to itta
ikura nakisakenda tte otona ni nante nare nakute
shiawase ni nareru ka datte wakaranai
tsuyogatte miru keredo itsuwari wa hito tsumonai yo
Oh Baby boku wa tada kimi o aishiteru dake

'aishiteru' aishite iru
chippoke na boku dakedo kimi o ushi naitakunai yo
onaji sora bokura itsumo
shiawase no imi sagashiteru

aishiteru aishiteru futari no kotoba ga kasanatteru
natsu no sora yasashiku bokura tsutsumu shiawase wa ima koko ni aru

translation :

“what are you doing?” in the phone receiver, your lovely voice rings out
I’m hesitating.. even on just that one word, “suki”
hey, baby…
exactly because it’s something that the eyes can’t see
when it seems like I’ll lose it, I get uneasy
when your voice comes to a stop
my hurting chest keeps on crying out

“aishiteru” I love you
it’s just a tiny me, but I don’t want to lose you
with the same sky, we’re always searching for the meaning of happiness

you when you’re thinking deeply, you when you’re smiling
we pass through these irreplaceable days without noticing
hey, baby…
living while supporting one another.. I learned that from my meeting with you
chasing after the flowing sky, we’re living together

I love you.. if you’re here
even if I can’t see anything of the future, I’m not afraid
“it’s okay” snuggling close with a kiss
happiness with definitely come one day

during countless times that we fought, you were crying
but you said you loved me
no matter how much we cried and shout, we couldn’t become adults
and didn’t even know if we could become happy
I try to pretend to be strong, but there’s not even one lie
Oh baby.. I’m only loving you

I love you.. I love you.. our words are overlapping
the summer sky gently envelopes us
happiness is here, right now

p/s : haha what a gay song.but still.NICE.SUGEIIII.KANPAIIIIIII


sedang aku mengemas kini segala2 files dan folder aku.maka tiba lah aku di files class pictures.
haha kelakar seh zaman yg ni aku tak nak cakap banyak.nak upload je gamba sebanyak2 yg aku suka.zaman muda2 aku.kelakar seh..yeah sweet memories i mari la kite belajar photocomm 363.jgn bosan.LOL

haha kat class show satuuu

sinac.synergy working.think roe think!

sinac.synergy photo team.

crew ikut rentakku!@coffee bean

haha free show @ klcc con centre.aku penyimpan mohor2 di raja.

a rahman hassan : tak mengapa.this is when were still no more.

monster kill : mars bar ads remake.between angels and demons.

cover depan 17teen (euhhhh) ahaha

my in pic : kak fiza.
hey guys.i see sumthing =)

haha menjadi naga.mcm isap bong je gaya.

shinneeeeeeee(while were still were not)

haha di kala zaman berambut tendou souji bersama era.masing kepala tanak pacak2 pula

chadachada mendatinkan diri.kami bodyguard.

yup ada banyak lagi gambar.tapi takkan nak letak semua aite? this is all the good times that i had long time ago.kinda miss it.a photo.i cud explain anything.kadang2 terase sedih pula sbb meningat kembali masa lampau sambil mendengar crossfire : reality dan fantasi.really.i miss these guys.btw.please.jgn anggap aku sama dgn budak2 muda2 yg kini sebok bergaya dgn camera SLR masing2.aku punya etika.aku punya kod.aku tidak mengambil gambar tanpa sebarang signifikasi tertentu.aku juga bukan bergantung kepada angle2 yg cantik untuk mengambil gambar.tidak juga perlu memposingkan diri.

that is what i call technique and with that,itu la beza antara aku dgn mereka.bagaikan langit dan bumi.


p/s : shada/shana/era kalau ada gambar2 lain please email okei? aku nak collect semua.

dear catastrophe waitress

get me away from here,im dying from belle and sebastian.

Oh get me away from here I'm dying
Play me a song to set me free
Nobody writes them like they used to
So it may as well be me
Here on my own now after hours
Here on my own now on a bus
Think of it this way
You could either be successful or be us
With our winning smiles and us
With our catchy tunes and words
Now we're photogenic
You know we don't stand a chance

Oh I'll settle down with some old story
About a boy who's just like me
Thought there was love in everything and everyone
You're so naive
They always reach a sorry ending
They always get it in the end
Still it was worth it as I turned the pages solemnly and then
With a winning smile the poor boy
With naivety succeeds
At the final moment I cried
I always cry at endings

Oh that wasn't what I meant to say at all
From where I'm sitting rain
Falling against the lonely tenement
Has set my mind to wander
Into the windows of my lovers
They never know unless I write
"This is no declaration, I just thought I'd let you know goodbye"
Said the hero in the story
"It is mightier than swords
I could kill you sure
But I could only make you cry with these words
Cry with these words
Cry with these words
Cry with these words"
Oh...get me away I'm dying
Get me away I'm dying
Get me away I'm dying
Get me away I'm dying
Oh I'm dying

p/s : dying now..sumhow..but this is not the end yet..definitely..

yeah.i must say i miss u guys too.sorry for not being there =/

tonite,i had a chat with marlina.a very good fren of mine from uitm.
we talk stuffs,how were doing,hows everybody there.
and she is sad because im not the old times..
im sad too..
hey i miss u guys too.

pokyah.marlina.shada.ayu.danny.era.farha.syikin.fatin.najwa.buk.wan panjang.nana.yan.wan kuil.nor.put.apis pascal.syana.alya.amy.abe roe.kak fiza.

really.damn i miss u guys.but i cant stay there anymore.too painful to be there.
yet im not that still here if ur looking for me.dont be with u guys.

to strong kia.i'll always be praying on ur late mother.i hate to admit it,but ur the one who understand me there.with abe roe.u guys were my elder brothers in uitm.

to ina.dont sad la strong.eventho aku dgn kak fizah takde.kau bole survive.kalau ada apa2 masalah come to me.i'll try my best to help u.yg lain kan ada.event lain2 sequence pun yet kite still MC110 class B.takkan pernah berubah.takkan pernah berpisah.yet i think u guys la yg terbaik in masscomm scene.amy.mananya tak penah tak dean of the best from class kita.stick together guys.ignore "sampah" yg dah merosakkan aku.ignore diorang.move on.maybe aku tak cukup kuat mcm korang semua.belajar dari kesilapan aku.ingat.aku janji dgn kau.aku still dgn advertising.i'll try the other way day,aku,kau,kia,kak fizah akan bukak company sama2.kita sama kerja.insyallah.

now aku sedang perlahan2 bangkit semula.aku belajar dari kesilapan growing stronger u guys.wait and see im going to bloom soon.i'll try to catch up with u guys.till then,lets do our best for the future and we'll see what is the future had for us.

really.i felt like crying when u said like that in got me touched.please ina dont do it again =/.be strong.stick together.

always B.forever the best!

Hafiz Henshin tag.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to answer the questions and at the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I'd like to know more about you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type answers, tag 20 people in the right–hand corner of the application, then click publish.)

1) Were you named after anyone?
-tade sesape

2) When was the last time you cried?
-fogotten and forgiven

3) Do you like your handwriting?
-no -_-

4) What is your favourite lunch meat?
-asam pedas cathay batu pahat.terbaikkk

5) Do you have kids?
-no at the moment

6) If you were another person, would you like to be friends with you?
-who doenst want free movies,games,info,series?

7) Do you use sarcasm?
-hell with metaphore

8) Do you still have your tonsils?
-kadang2 kalau demam

9) Would you bungee jump?
-why coast already OWNED.why not bungeee

10) What is your favourite cereal?
-i eat em favvy.

11) Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
-plug and play

12) What is your favourite ice–cream?

13) What is the first thing you notice about people?

14) Red or pink?
-brown please

15) What is the least favourite thing about yourself?
-sumtimes i get too cocky and confident

16) Who do you miss the most?
-the jyuupon gatana crew

17) Do you want everyone to complete this list?
-rajin buat malas tayah

18) What colour of trousers and shoes are your wearing?
-white n gold shoe and blown khakis

19) What are you listening to right now?
-lifehouse - empty space

20) If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?

21) Favourite smells?
-Calvin Kline CK:summer

22) The last person you talked to on the phone?
-helwa.just now.2.19 am

23) Do you like the person who sent you this?
-ye la kot.

24) Favourite sports to watch?
-BPL la of course.Arsenal gogo (walaupun prestasi mmg mcm tahi sejak 2-3 taun ini)

25) Hair colour?
-minyak hitam.hati hitam.peparu yg hitam akibat asap rokok

26) Eye colour?

27) Do you wear contacts?
-tak bodo

28) Favourite food?
-asam pedas ikan pari

28) Scary or happy endings?
-im a -ve thinker

29) Last movie you watched?
-the onion movie

30) What colour of shirt are you wearing?
-no shirt at all

31) Summer or winter?

32) Favourite dessert?
-bananah splitahhh

33) Most likely to respond?to a sarcasm?
-yeh.satisfaction guarenteeed

34) Least likely to respond?

35) What books are you reading?

36) What is on your mousepad?

37) What did you watch last night?
-engine ep 8

38) Rolling Stones? Beatles?
-rolling stones (u cant always get what u want)

39) Where is the furthest you have been from home?

40) Do you have a special talent?
-too many.but yet misused.

41) Where were you born?
-kempas johor

42) Whose answers are you looking forward to getting back?
-sesape je.


Tag dari deviant art webbies

Tag dari cik dayana pula.tapi tag ni agak unik.
sila jawab tag ini dari

Here goes the tag questions :

1. If helwa played in a movie, what kind of character would they play?
-penjual ubat gigi kot.lmao..

2. If rafik and nabila s teamed up, what would they most likely accomplish?
-hell on earth ahaha!

3. Does luqa make you hot?
-hot celah mana zzzzz.

4. What would you do if shada and rafik were going out?
-ahahaha.LOL aku taleh imagine.

5. Do you love atufah?
-yes of course.damn sure.

6. Have you ever had lunch together with dayana?
-never.tak penah terfikir pun till now.haha cik dayana jaga2,nak muntah kedarah ni XD

7. Describe rafik in one word.
-gilababi (satu ni kan?)

8. Describe tksan in five words.
-berambut mcm vanness.haha LOL
-mmu student
-gimme a hell yeah!

9. Does izzah make you hot?
-ape sial soalan sama ZZZZZ

10. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, asyikin or dayana?
-let them decide.haha tangan aku besa.dan aku juga berat.sape yg larat mau bawak XD

i tag everybody that mentioned in this tag.sila jawab pls.
oh and also sihin.kau jgn kecik ati lagi.aku dah tag ni.jawab pls aku nak tgk kau jawab.

nah tag dari shada pula.

1. Put your iTunes, MP3, MP4, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

Papa Roach - Between Angels And Insects
(take my money take my obsession - haha lol amik2 i am okay =p)

The Used - Smother Me
(let me be the one who calls you baby all the time - babi gay!)

Obie Trice - Adrenaline Rush
(hei yo,when i step up in the bar,everybody hit the fuckin' floor.
get the fuck up motherfucker.LOL tak sesuai siot -_-)

Radiohead - Like Spinning Plates
(pusing pusing pusing mcm main spirit2 lol..)

The Beatles - A Hard Day's Night
(it's been a hard day's night and i've been working like a dog and sleeping like a log - khakhkahka)

L`Arc~en~Ciel - Niji
(Arukidashita : stairway to heaven,sono hitomi e : labyrinth to heart)

Lifehouse - Somewhere In Between
(Been waiting for tomorrow,im somwhere in between,what is real and just a dream
- barangkali? aku ni hanyalah mimpi)

Kid Rock - Welcome to the party
(it aint nothing but a party here,from the early eve til the break of day
- batang paip ni karang blakang aku..)

Sugar Ray - Ode To The Lonely Hearted
(Go take ur soul to make an ode to the lonely hearted - im seacrhing for the light)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
The Used - Find A Away
(lay ur head down just for now,space fills your mind and you dream awhile

The Fray - How To Save A Life
(step one,we need to talk - haha ni maksud dalam.lepak mamak old town ke sambil party psp beramai2.)

Ellegarden - Monster
(yes u maybe right im just wasting time.i shud learn things without reason i thought i knew that knowing nothing
is better then knowing too much.i thought i knew that i maybe nuts but i dont understand.- kadang2 baik tak tau dari tau)

Relient K - Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
(im sorry for the person i became,im sorry that it took so long for me to ready to try and never become
that way again.cause who i am hate who ive been - if i cud turn back time haha.)

Switchfoot - Faust,Midas And Myself
(you've one life,you've one life to lead - mungkin dia ? LOLO)

Angels And Airwaves - Everything's Magic
(so hear this please,and watch as ur heart speeds up endlessly and look for the stars as the sun goes down
each breath that you takes has a thunderous sound and its everythings magic - ha mcm tu la badan kau berfungsi keke)

Pretty Ugly - Nanti

L`Arc~en~Ciel - 4th Avenue Cafe
(aih malasnye.bahse jepon)

Blur - No Distance Left To Run
(its over you dont need to tell me - self realization)

Sugar Ray - Psychedelic Bee

Goo Goo Dolls - Big Machine
(and im torn in pieces,im blind and waiting for,my heart is reeling,im blind and waiting for u - yeah u.who else?)

Lifehouse - Just Another Name
(everybody knows ur name,but they dont know who u are - betul.ini je kawan.kau tau ke dia tu betul2 kawan kau?)

One Republic - Stop and Stare
(stop and stare,u start to wonder why ur here and not there - ntah.apasal g baca tag aku.semak je.)

nabila,dayana,rafiq,helwa,luqa,asyikin,mel,tksan,izzah zober dan paiz.

ini komputer saya.

hai.ini komputer saya.ratingnya dari ialah 4.0 seperti mana yg tertera di atas.
berbanding dgn anda semua.saya lagi sayang komputer saya.anda semua boleh pergi mampus
sekian terima kasih.

manusia tidak mengenal batasan? sampah

kita makan,ada batasnya.
kita berkawan,juga ada batasnya.
kita marah,juga ada hadnya.
kita sedih,juga ada masa gembiranya.

hati manusia ini bukan mainan,ia bukan lemak yg bila di cucuk akan melambung,tetapi hati manusia ini bagaikan polisterin.apabila di cucuk,maka tembus la hati itu tiada berisi.hanya meninggalkan kesan lubang hitam,yg tiada berdasar.

tak mengapa.lukai selagi boleh.sakitkan selagi mampu.satu hari nanti.apabila tiada bahan yg ingin di sakiti lagi.pasti akan menyesal tidak berkesudahan.

p/s : jangan salahkan sesiapa,bila tertutup pintu hati ku ini

voice it out.

saya ingin meminta maaf kepada beberapa pihak tertentu kerana hari ini,saya dgn tidak sengaja terlepas cakap dan ter-marah-sangat-sangat akibat daripada keadaan hidung saya yg agak gatal,selsema,irritating dan juga ia boleh membuatkan saya hilang pertimbangan.

seperti mana yg anda sudah tahu,saya awal2 lagi sudah menyatakan bahawa jikalau saya di dalam keadaan hidung seperti ini.maka adalah terbaik jika anda membiarkan sahaja saya.tidak perlukah di provoke,atau pun di ajak berbual,kerana tindakkan anda itu boleh mendatangkan bencana pada diri anda sendiri.cukuplah sekali dgn satu buzz.jika ia tidak berjawab,janganlah di tambah lagi provokasi itu.

oleh yg demikian,saya di sini ingin meminta maaf di atas kekasaran,kekerasan,keterlanjuran bahasa dan juga segala benda yg menyakitkan datang daripada saya hari ini.jika tidak mahu memaafkan tidak mengapalah.saya faham.kamu tidak berguna satu sen pun.hanyalah sekadar kawan yg menyusahkan.mungkin boleh di beli dgn duit? iya.aku benar2 maksudkanya.aku sekarang sangat memilih kawan dan juga lawan.aku sudah tidak percaya lagi kepada makhluk yg bergelar manusia.

saya memanglah orangnya baik hati dan juga amat toleransi,tetapi apabila tidak kena pada tempatnya,mungkin saya ialah seburuk-buruk mimpi ngeri anda semua.

harap maklum.

p/s : jika tidak mahu memaafkan tidak mengapalah.saya faham.kamu tidak berguna satu sen pun.hanyalah sekadar kawan yg menyusahkan.mungkin boleh di beli dgn duit? - begitulah nilai kawan di dalam kehidupan manusia kini.di harap kalian sedar siapa kawan2 kalian.aku masih mencari lagi.

Transformers 2 : Revenge Of The Fallen


14 Decepticons vs 8 Autobots.

p/s : devastator vs prime (can be presume dead)

Finish the sentence TAG

nah this is a tag from tya.
and here is my answers

My someone i used to play gunbound with

I am listening to...all i have to give : backstreet boys

Maybe I should..working and doing some excercise

I like learning...about human

My best friend(s)...the jyuupon gatana clan.

I don't understand...why hypocrite exists

I lost...wallet last 2 months.shitttttttt

Many people said..ur damn cuddly and funny (i dont believe them at all)

The meaning of my name...according to the book its the self-subsisting,the self existing.

Love is...stressful yet amazing and addicted like curry.

I am living in a place called...home and never like it

I will change the way i supposed to be.

The meaning of "forever"...there is no forever.there is a fullstop.and take a turn around.

My the crappest phone looking for psp phone haha

I am very annoyed...with some kiasu chinese who claims to be the most professional in online gaming.suck my bloody dick

Whenever I wake up from sleep...i feel like sleeping again..and again..

Party is...where i slay those chinese candy ass in garena?

The cutest animal(s)...maybe billi,or janggut.

The best definitely 19

I felt tension i dunno where i did wrong and tak pasal2 kene marah?

Tonight, i will kill more chinese.

When I look at myself in the mirror this morning...omg im getting more fat and fat

Shopping mall...i hate the most

Fast food are usually...tolak batu dan kayu sahaja.pwn em all.

i tag : shada2,luqa,dayana,nabila S,rafik,shada,asyikin and helwa.

X-Men : Wolverine Origins

5 star.stan lee is in the seat.not bryan singer anymore.
damn this movie must be the movie of the year.
everybody's favorite loner is back.
if they screw gambit up,im gonna kick stan lee's ass.

they did screw pheonix/jean gray in the 3rd movie.please dont screw gambit and jublieee.

p/s : haha wolverine makes me remember matthew chong.he was nicknamed wolverine for some difficult reason.everytime dia lalu kite org akan mainkan lagu x-men the animated series.jahahaha

Wonderful Tonight

Wondeful Tonight by : ERIC CLAPTON

It's late in the evening,
she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up
and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me,
"Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."

We go to a party
and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady
that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me,
"Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."

I feel wonderful
because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize
how much I love you.

It's time to go home now and
I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys
and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her,
as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."

p/s : dedicated to special someone.whoever who needed this song.
im looping this song on my psp for 5 hours.yeah a cooling song perhaps..