pre-raya after post-raya post.

lunch hour right now. and i dont feel like having lunch. had brunch and maybe thats why. ramadhan ended. wasnt the very pleasant ramadhan experience this time. due to my stomach condition. cant no longer enjoy normal chowdown lepas azan. minum segelas, kuih 2-3 ketul and thats it. just to startup perut so dia boleh digest. then selang dua jam baru boleh makan nasi, air 2 gelas. 

sahur are even worst. nasi tak boleh makan more than 2 senduk, cus nanti perut keras kaw2. air pun. before makan have to pop 2 pills, satu gastric satu angin, and lepas makan kena rehat sejam sebelom 2 sudu gaviscon. and perut akan keras for at least setengah hari or sampai la dapat sendawa. siksa ~_~

neway, less in 10 days ima go thru laparscopy procedur. to repair my goddamn stomach. hopefully boleh baik cepat without any complication. banyak benda nak kena cutoff n direhatkan sepanjang tempoh recovery dan harapnya taklah aku hilang akal. shit

caught up.

i have been missing. i know. please dont get angry. life swallowed me whole. i do come here occasionally and write something but it were never posted. probably it was written badly. on 2nd thoughts, do people really read my blog anyway?

2 months. besides crazy workload/juggling between things. losing every bit of my mind here n there, battling depression (LMAO) and not to forget enjoying my time, everything is doing quite well. i cant say it suck, but it sure does have its ups and lows. balance. ok enuf quick recap.

its the holy month of ramadhan. and i have some issues, which is not really an issue. its just from my observation and daily life encounter. i cant help myself from wondering why some parents, fail to use their brains. why bring kids (babies) to bazar ramadhan/jalan TAR. i've made fb stats bout this only to get some roast from "parents"

"kau tak ada anak kau mana tau"
"ada ke rule tak boleh bawak stroller pegi bazar"
"orang gemuk tak boleh pegi bazar jugak la gitu"
"some parenting tip from someone reads too much book, and tiberrrr dia nak merentan suruh jangan compare/judge camne parents raise anak just because they have no other choice"

you have to remember, its basic common sense. babies + crowded places. tempat orang jual makan, buang leftovers, bakar2 this and that.

do i need to elaborate more? do i? and it got heated somehow on my fb. dude think he can troll the retired internet troll king. lmao.  annoying tahu? dgn strollernya, kalau boleh semua benda dia nak singgah dan beli, letak dalam stroller, naik turun naik turun, bawak lagi anak2 kecik lain, dgn padatnya tak boleh gerak. muh gawd. i was pissed. penat2 balik keje, kena pulak mcm ni. man fuck you.

and thats, that. for now.