hello. i know its a bit late for me to say a thing or two about 2016 because its already and almost masuk 2nd week of january 2017. i have been busy lately, work as always. and perhaps dah terlalu asyik sangat dgn microblogging twisder. neway, im gonna summarize about the year 2016 for me, and all the things i've done through out the year.
i think selama-selama aku bekerja ni, 2016 ni antara tahun paling aku gigih kerja. tahun2 lain gigih juga kerja tapi tak segigih 2016. dapatlah jugak membeli itu ini sikit2, kumpul barang rumah, peti ais 3 pintu, dah beli semula ps4, dapat pegi eurotrip dan sebagainya.
and yeap, finally selepas beberapa tahun, dapat pengganti untuk kerja weekend. finally i can rest a bit. kalau tak dulu hari-hari kerja, weekend pun sapu siang malam.
rasanya dalam banyak2 tahun, 2016 antara tahun di mana aku dapat habiskan few game titles, GTA 5, JC 3, quantum break, last of us, ffxv dan sebagainya. selalu satu tahun nak habis 3 game pun susah, dan agak amazing juga dapat habiskan last of us dalam masa 4 hari, u krazie?
and i personally think that in 2016, is the best year for music. banyak discover artis-artis baru, genre baru. n i moved on from storing mp3s dalam pc, kepada full-pledged spotify user with a lot of playlist. talking about digital age. and no more pirate haha since dah sub spotify.
2016 pun juga produce tv series yg best2 - blindspot, limitless, lucifer, outcast, and few others. its just like early 90s - early 00s'. best era ever. its like history repeating itself.
personal life? - pindah rumah, best decision i ever made despite ada la some part yg tak best pasal rumah baru, but doesnt matter, dah solve pun isu tu. dah kembali aman di man-cave *lucifer's lair*
besides, aku ada juga buat side income - juai android box yg dah siap di rig (boleh tengok astro ya gais, do contact me kalau berminat).
kawan-kawan pun satu satu dah settle down, ada anak siap. including attufah yg baru je engage last new year. wao. im falling behind. probably the last one standing dgn falah/wan.
love life? ended. tapi sikit pun takde rasa menyesal. probably the best lepas 2013. finally someone yg i could relate, share things with despite kena deal dgn dia punya isu konfident dan few things. such a shame it ended after giving it 2nd try. i guess were not meant to be. not now at least.
2016 - is the year of progress. a lot of things takes place, happened. some beyond my control, some not. and if you were to ask me, puas hati tak dgn diri sendiri in 2016?, yeap, puas. becos great things takes time.
2017 - is all about completing the goals, i dont have any specific goals yg di set ke apa azam ke, since last year is about progress, this year its all about getting it done.
until the next post, see ya
JA!
2016 in a post, more or less.
back to december 2016
hi. tahun ni eurotrip lagi dan this time, italy during winter. tak lama, dalam 8 hari. seronok dan ofc, penat nak mampus rasa mcm nak doa pada tuhan minta dia kurniakan sepasang kaki baru XD. sepanjang 8 haritu, pegi venice, verona, milan, rome, lugano (switz). best dan sejuk nak mampus. pegi dgn family semua kecuali aboh, aboh takleh cuti. jadi pegilah 5 beranak.
gambar dan diskripsi adalah bukan dalam chronological order. entah kenapa aku cuba susun dari tadi tapi entah tak boleh-boleh, jadinya give up.
hiatus - nov
i havent been here much lately. in fact, this is the first time that i missed writing here for the past 9 years. this year is probably the busiest year ever for me. busy bekerja and fokus dgn kehidupan.
i could say that my life is quite balanced and stable for the time being. everything is in its place. i want nothing more than this. oh ya i re-buy ps4 again, and this time its totally mind and mine alone. beli pun sebab ffxv, 10 years in the making kot, i waited so long for this.
things that i miss along sept-october
billy talents ada album baru called afraid of heights.
i miss you, like iklim khatulistiwa, sejuk dan panas sepanjang tahun (pun intended)
hi, saja je atas tu. nak bagi tahu dunia yang band paling power yes billy talent ada album baru haha. and yeah gonna cerita abit. cliche tapi this happened depan mata. yang mana dapat tangkap moral values tu dapat la, yg mana tak tu wait till kena la eh.
benda paling basic dalam percintaan adalah :
1. trust
2. respect
tanpa dua ni, no point ada relationship dgn sesiapa. not even FWB, or gunting dalam lipatan. at some point, nak taknak kena respek dan percayakan the other party just to get something from them. but, kita taknak discuss pun pasal benda ni.
so the word for today is, space. literally, ruang. time, distance, whatever yang merujuk kepada space. and dalam relationship, space bg aku la, penting. lelagi bagi yg belom ada apa2 ikatan yang sah. and today, im gonna talk about space dan ertinya dalam kehidupan seharian seorang lelaki.
space. kenapa lelaki kena ada space, tak kira la yg dah ada pasangan ke yg dah takde pasangan. me, i kinda like my own personal n private space. dari kawan2 ke, dari gf ke family ke. satu ruang untuk aku rehat, asingkan suara-suara tak penting, tempat untuk aku balik rehat, dan avoid orang serta tempat untuk aku regain balik strength lepas seharian. and aku pun perlukan space dari gf aku so aku boleh keep a distance where i can watch myself over her, and watch her over myself. bukan nak menjauhkan diri nope. tapi cmon, belum kawin kot, baru level gf, so whatever aku buat, biarlah. and kalau hari-hari menghadap balik rumah apa benda balik nak melayan semua (kalau dah kawin, its another story, sebab itu dah jadi hukum - I OWN YOU, YOU OWN ME)
and yes space for us guys to berkawan dgn perempuan lain. why? so senang kita nak self-check how relevant are we, keep our perspective dari sudut lain, tempat nak luah or minta nasihat besides that one goddamn chick you tied to everyday. kesianlah tengok lelaki yg kena hantar dan pegi amik gf dia dari kerja. kena control. nak update status page social media pun kena maki, kena trigger curang n shit. cmon, dia dah depan mata kau, hantar kau pergi balik keje tiap malam susah senang dgn kau, and once he tweet about crush, kau nak marah2 pulak kenapa la? tak boleh? tak boleh dia tegur pempuan lain? here comes the 2nd element dalam relationship. RESPECT. bila kau respek, automatik datang trust. tapi kat sini aku nak cakap, aku tak tahu camne korang ukur trust/respect/honesty, but always, always keep some for yourselves.
and sure, benda ni goes both way, if guys can do it, so does girls. masing2 kena tahu boundary masing2. how far can you go, what to avoid and stuffs. love can sometimes be tiring, and it fades away in time. but, its up to you people to light up back the love between you guys. give and take. guys, belajar untuk tone down and give in, but not at the expense of your own freedom. and toleratelah dgn perangai perempuan.and girls, be inconsiderate. he might or might no say beautiful words, might and might not give you the world, but if heres there, during ups and down, put up with your shits, stay with him, support him takat mana mampu.
kesianlah tengok orang lelaki ni bila dia dah dapat gf yg dia nak, terus auto pilot jadi bodoh pak turut. pastu kena control dgn awek dia. ini tidak sihat, ini tidak boleh!
BUKA MATA BRO, WAKE THE FUCK UP.
updating, as per requested
sup. hi. i am somehow still alive. haha. mcm biasa some days were hard some days were not. nothing much can be used to indicate my progress in life but, i manage to get the life that i wanted for now. a normal office hour time. i was bench to the office. now im doing finance, and sometimes properties. 9-6 routine which at first, a bit awkward to me.
i manage to experience office time. lunch break is freakin goddamn 1 hour. haha, selalu rehat unlimited, and boleh memilih makanan. and yup. theres time where i can go solat in the surau, so can extend the rehat time to 20 mins and another 20 during asar. getting used to it day by day. and i kinda miss working during the weekend. but hey, who am i to complain. been wanting this since like ages ago.
i was replaced with 2 young officers, who will rotate among themselves for the time being, for events and such. but something tells me that they wont last long, god pls no -___-
anyway. epi is now married. making me truly, the last guy on JG whos got...nothing. i build nothing, i have nothing. i havent done anything. i do not progress, i am stuck here, like this, wondering where and what should i do.
if u ask me what do i feel right now, i would say im lost. i could use a friend. with dots being 20k km away from me half across the world, i am a bit lonely for a guy. all im doing is just my routine to keep myself in check. work, go home, sleep, on repeat. us, didnt really talk at all. the time difference is just seems making things hard everyday. i sometimes slept at 3 or 4 tryna say good morning and greet her day properly and sometimes its so hard to get up early in the morning with me sleeping around 5 or 6.
and its the same for her. and i want to complain we are less having communication like we should and we missed a few things too. not much can be done now, and for now, im focusing on toning down a bit, have a little patience in me, trying and not to get mad while managing my anger and to channel it properly. to throw away this ego twice as majestic as everest? sigh.
mom's birthday is coming right up in 13 days. been planning to take the fam out for dinner later. seleb sekali dgn lil bruh's. satu kali jalan.
i think this is it for now. and below are the pictures of whatever happened between sep-oct
