things that i miss along sept-october

billy talents ada album baru called afraid of heights.
i miss you, like iklim khatulistiwa, sejuk dan panas sepanjang tahun (pun intended)


hi, saja je atas tu. nak bagi tahu dunia yang band paling power yes billy talent ada album baru haha. and yeah gonna cerita abit. cliche tapi this happened depan mata. yang mana dapat tangkap moral values tu dapat la, yg mana tak tu wait till kena la eh.

benda paling basic dalam percintaan adalah :

1. trust
2. respect

tanpa dua ni, no point ada relationship dgn sesiapa. not even FWB, or gunting dalam lipatan. at some point, nak taknak kena respek dan percayakan the other party just to get something from them. but, kita taknak discuss pun pasal benda ni.

so the word for today is, space. literally, ruang. time, distance, whatever yang merujuk kepada space. and dalam relationship, space bg aku la, penting. lelagi bagi yg belom ada apa2 ikatan yang sah. and today, im gonna talk about space dan ertinya dalam kehidupan seharian seorang lelaki.

space. kenapa lelaki kena ada space, tak kira la yg dah ada pasangan ke yg dah takde pasangan. me, i kinda like my own personal n private space. dari kawan2 ke, dari gf ke family ke. satu ruang untuk aku rehat, asingkan suara-suara tak penting, tempat untuk aku balik rehat, dan avoid orang serta tempat untuk aku regain balik strength lepas seharian. and aku pun perlukan space dari gf aku so aku boleh keep a distance where i can watch myself over her, and watch her over myself. bukan nak menjauhkan diri nope. tapi cmon, belum kawin kot, baru level gf, so whatever aku buat, biarlah. and kalau hari-hari menghadap balik rumah apa benda balik nak melayan semua (kalau dah kawin, its another story, sebab itu dah jadi hukum - I OWN YOU, YOU OWN ME)

and yes space for us guys to berkawan dgn perempuan lain. why? so senang kita nak self-check how relevant are we, keep our perspective dari sudut lain, tempat nak luah or minta nasihat besides that one goddamn chick you tied to everyday. kesianlah tengok lelaki yg kena hantar dan pegi amik gf dia dari kerja. kena control. nak update status page social media pun kena maki, kena trigger curang n shit. cmon, dia dah depan mata kau, hantar kau pergi balik keje tiap malam susah senang dgn kau, and once he tweet about crush, kau nak marah2 pulak kenapa la? tak boleh? tak boleh dia tegur pempuan lain? here comes the 2nd element dalam relationship. RESPECT. bila kau respek, automatik datang trust. tapi kat sini aku nak cakap, aku tak tahu camne korang ukur trust/respect/honesty, but always, always keep some for yourselves.

and sure, benda ni goes both way, if guys can do it, so does girls. masing2 kena tahu boundary masing2. how far can you go, what to avoid and stuffs. love can sometimes be tiring, and it fades away in time. but, its up to you people to light up back the love between you guys. give and take. guys, belajar untuk tone down and give in, but not at the expense of your own freedom. and toleratelah dgn perangai perempuan.and girls, be inconsiderate. he might or might no say beautiful words, might and might not give you the world, but if heres there, during ups and down, put up with your shits, stay with him, support him takat mana mampu.

kesianlah tengok orang lelaki ni bila dia dah dapat gf yg dia nak, terus auto pilot jadi bodoh pak turut. pastu kena control dgn awek dia. ini tidak sihat, ini tidak boleh!

BUKA MATA BRO, WAKE THE FUCK UP.

updating, as per requested

sup. hi. i am somehow still alive. haha. mcm biasa some days were hard some days were not. nothing much can be used to indicate my progress in life but, i manage to get the life that i wanted for now. a normal office hour time. i was bench to the office. now im doing finance, and sometimes properties. 9-6 routine which at first, a bit awkward to me.

i manage to experience office time. lunch break is freakin goddamn 1 hour. haha, selalu rehat unlimited, and boleh memilih makanan. and yup. theres time where i can go solat in the surau, so can extend the rehat time to 20 mins and another 20 during asar. getting used to it day by day. and i kinda miss working during the weekend. but hey, who am i to complain. been wanting this since like ages ago.

i was replaced with 2 young officers, who will rotate among themselves for the time being, for events and such. but something tells me that they wont last long, god pls no -___-

anyway. epi is now married. making me truly, the last guy on JG whos got...nothing. i build nothing, i have nothing. i havent done anything. i do not progress, i am stuck here, like this, wondering where and what should i do.

if u ask me what do i feel right now, i would say im lost. i could use a friend. with dots being 20k km away from me half across the world, i am a bit lonely for a guy. all im doing is just my routine to keep myself in check. work, go home, sleep, on repeat. us, didnt really talk at all. the time difference is just seems making things hard everyday. i sometimes slept at 3 or 4 tryna say good morning and greet her day properly and sometimes its so hard to get up early in the morning with me sleeping around 5 or 6.

and its the same for her. and i want to complain we are less having communication like we should and we missed a few things too. not much can be done now, and for now, im focusing on toning down a bit, have a little patience in me, trying and not to get mad while managing my anger and to channel it properly. to throw away this ego twice as majestic as everest? sigh.

mom's birthday is coming right up in 13 days. been planning to take the fam out for dinner later. seleb sekali dgn lil bruh's. satu kali jalan.

i think this is it for now. and below are the pictures of whatever happened between sep-oct

nostalgic batu pahat. its just classic here a the bustop

epi amd wife, naim and wife, daus and wife. me and muhself

we got paktam in the house meao!

selamat hari jadi malaysia - sebuah post didedikasikan untuk memaki omputeh

semperna hari malaysia ni, marilah mengata omputeh.

*DISCLAIMER*

p/s : prior sebelom post ni, aku pegi tengok cite blair witch project yg dia remake tu. jadi, post ini adalah secara biasnya akan hentam omputeh

korang penah ada kawan omputeh tak? bila tiap kali diorang datang visit sini, mesti dia compare dgn negara dia. sepertinya makanan, cuaca, tempat lepak kita.

dia punya real bercerita pum pam pum pam pegi dia. katanya dia pernah makan cili paling pedas kat dunia, pergh dia punya berbual mmg taknak jatuh, pegi la bawak member omputeh ni sorang pegi kena ayam penyet dgn nasi kukus. berapi mulut, berkicap dia. bila tanya you ok buddy? dia mampu angguk je kah kah kah

pastu dia sembang pula pasal kena cica spesel kat tempat dia, katanya, dia dah travel half across the world n dah pernah kena spesel yg padu maut, dia boleh handle.

realitinya, bawa pegi cica bana, kena 3-4 pam. guess what? berkicap lagi. berbuih mulut dia cuba hadam satu-persatu. kah kah kah omputeh ni kita tak payah nak respek sangat sebab diorang ni dari tok nenek moyang diorang mmg bangsa berbual n cakap nak best je. ale uto la wei omputeh.

jadi, saya rasa omputeh dgn org melayu kita tak banyak beza. tak perlu juga untuk kita agungkan omputeh pandai beratur and shit and very organized kat negara diorang. adore boleh, tapi sampai to the level kita cium kaki dia, hina negara sendiri dan tiap-tiap kali nak kata omputeh lebih bagus dari org melayu, aku akan angkat tangan sebagai tanda tidak setuju.


fakyu omputeh, dan selamat hari malaysia!

p/s 2 : the blair witch project is such a rubbish movie. dont watch 

food! food! give me meat!

lately i have been spending too much money on food. i've been looking for comfort food, been going on indigestion problem, and unable to feel food completely. so, here i am, with revenge, and love, hunts for food that i want to eat so bad.

this one er apa entah nama steak dia, tapi kedai dia dekat belakang SDMC Subang, deret2 dominos tapi belah hujung. 8/10 overall, food, atmosphere, ambience.

night circle shah alam - kalau kenyang and need something tuk isi perut and not so heavy, come here. bubur and lauk dia boleh di pilih, cheap juga. sedap.

gyu kaku in publika. premium meal. rm 500 per 5 pax. japanese bbq style. all kind of meat you want. 

 tengok. theres daging pipi daging peha daging bla bla bla and got wagyu. mah gad bila panggang lepas tu gigit, it melts right away in your mouth. sedapnyaaaaaskldhasljlasdgjlasdgjjasdg

tada. dah habis. so kalau aku ada pegi lagi makan fancy2, nanti aku update dlm ni

wazzap detroit!

heyyy its been awhile. haha. i have been busy, like always. but everytime im done being busy, i embark on a journey, this time, a short and sweet gateway. last month, PD (i didnt enjoy this one bcos gotta go back to work on the next day like immediately and have some digestion problem, so i didnt enjoy the food, the atmosphere, summore personal conflict of interest). and i just now i baru balik from penang for the weekend.

the food? heaven. the people, the streets, the place i've visited so far best. i havent went to penang since like, 2010? issit? last singgah abang long farid kawin kat kedah. jumpa linda semua kat mikdi gurney drive bla bla bla.

ok. i book this 1926 heritage hotel from agoda, from the looks of it, ok la since dia offer family room with 3 queens siap dengan garden and shit, but sampai2 je dia kata bilik prob and dia ganti dgn 2 deluxe room for 3, and bilik jauh jauh pulak tu. tu satu. then takde fridge? i was like wth beli bilik camni pastu tak inform apa call apa takde. so malas la nak berkira layankan jela situ for 2 days. overall ok la. cuma tak puas hati tang bilik tu je. and breakfast diorang pun so-so. tak best mana n tak banyak choice. nasib la tak stay sangat pun bcos sepanjang hari keluar balik pun tuk tido.

but definitely la tak aku nak promote hotel ni, better korang sewa suite dekat gurney drive with the same price, tambah lagi 50. super selesa, super up up dari hotel ni. infact, im gonna write an email to them, with my discomfort. yeah.

neway, heres comes the pic!

 so heres the hotel i've stayed in penang - 1926 Heritage Hotel Jalan Burma, Penang 

 The hallways, tiap kali kami balik malam, takut dengar tapak kaki sendiri sebab lantai dia kayu, so bunyi dia "ek ok ek ok ek ok" terasa mcm main RE 2 hahah

Briyani Milani, the goal is to eat this goddamn meal, 6 times, been waiting 2 years for this to happen. And good thing does happen to those who waits. Superb briyani, beras briyani dgn rempahnya, and the chicken milani itself. ayam boneless yg buat chicken cop tu, dia goreng and the kuah is somewhat chilli cheese, rasa dia kalau korang pernah makan mash potato GSC's, ha lebih kurang camtu tapi lagi padu la spices dia. gaddamn. 10 out of 10 everytime

why dont you people inform me a day or 6 hours prior to my check in? duh

this is da shit right here. Deen's Maju. everyday from 2.30 pm to 11.30 pm. the ayam goreng was..superb. sotong too. ah semua lah senang kata, have to beratur dekat 30 mins because people come and go. sama situasi mcm kari kepala ikan bangsar, u makan, u blah. takde lepak2 sap kok ke apa. punyalah serius kedai ni, sampai rela kena kawal parking and traffic light bila tiba peak hour dia. and guess what, murah gila. ayam seketul, sotong besar gajah, siap air, 8.30. 

p/s : theres nasi kandar original, nasi kandar deen's yg dekat bandar, and apa entah, tu orang luar je makan, the real OG is here Deen's Maju, rumah double story corner lot.

haa see happy kid dapat aiskerim he smile mata also tada nampak. ais kerim kepal, 4.50 and puas makan (bawa air masak kalau taknak potong kaki in 2 hours)

and heres what i got in street art - armenian street. theres a lot of mural around, so heres a few from me. and yeah, for pokemon go people, theres a pokemon go cafe here where people stops and catch some pokemon while hanging out. every kind of people gather here erryday. naik motor, jalan kaki, dalam kete, tua muda semua dok ralit main pokemon go. its a thing here in penang. merah. betul2 dekat intersection of 2 streets. and you guys boleh sewa trishaw and kayuh kalau rajin la nak masuk dalam2 kampung and rumah kedai lama situ. best!

the most famous mural

smoking kills!

honey lemon and oreo cheese cake for my flu. 

hanging out at MU home base at tunas restaurant and watch them lose the game to manchester united yestarday. incredible atmosphere. good shisha too. recomended. tapi tak sempat nak ke arjan bcos we all lepak bora bora ombak for pub/live band air.

man, i shudda've visit penang long time ago. if i knew it was this chill all the time hahaha. neway, selamat hari raya haji, see you people in the next post :)