helo, twendyeiteen

yardikno wuts up.

yeap u heard me. holiday's ended. means we gotta pack all of our shit up, and suck it cus its time to be a functioning, depressing adults with god knows what kind of demon we keep inside. i only worked 15 days on dec and the rest is history.

oh ye. i opened up a studio. esports studio, to be precise. remember when i said "one way, i would like to open up my own broadcast studio" and yeah it happen. not really a studio but yeah it kinda feel like studio. we kicked it off with ESL Genting quals and had quite a good run despite some technical issues (copy right, broadcasting privileges) and the real work begin like right now. gotta lobby the ESL Genting in 23 days, and whatever happen, happens. no ragrets. for the time being, its named TD studios, TD - twtdota and would probably rename it to Supercede or something.

here comes of the studio pics :

nice eh? cost a lot. hopefully after this coming ESL, sponsorship will come. and that would help a lot for progress.

and the rest is what i have been doing during december :

went to pd with the boys. kinda need the vitamin sea treatment. was last minute and i only get to chill at glory beach instead of langkawi and shit. probably the last trip with doto boys since they were all not up to it and it took very last minute to handle things. ha! i book the apartment at agoda, and it were not as advertised. supposedly i booked 1 apartment with 3 rooms and free breakfast, but what i got is apartment with 2 rooms, no breakfast and i cant even get additional bed because the aparement is belong to someone. not tied with the hotel. i was like wth? kinda pissed. and this place sucks. not like it were used to be 3-4 years ago.

tufah's, ferd's and syed's wedding:

me & falah at tufah's wedding in shalam.

the boys in BP.  familiar faces right?

ferd's wedding. KCR member. dalam ramai2 ni je datang 

geng manjong turun wedding syed. 

look like everybody's getting married. kinda feel the pressure but i dont think i am ready for it. financially, mentally. i find myself kinda used of being single. sure i do felt lonely at sometimes, but its been a while since i see anyone on regular basis. to have a partner is kinda nice. even better, a lover. but at the same time i am not looking for one. i dont know how to say this, but simply put, i would like to try again. because to have someone to share things with is kinda special. wonderful. and awesome. 

cringe. cringe af. 

neway, happy new year and theres a lot to look forward to. and room for improvements. may everybody become wiser, healthier and have prosperous 2018 ahead.