gyah.

you know.lately im kinda lost "it".most of my post is all about unsaid "emotions through out sharp and wise-cracking words which a few could understand and a few wont give a damn about it"

this time enough.im through with it.and with you.im not gonna let you hurt me anymore.never.ever.again.

hey.ever heard the phrase "revenge is sweet?" yup it happens now.for real.god again show his almighty power to this particular person who used to use me and make my life miserable as hell back in the IPTA life of mine.

dear friend.im not mad.either sad or i dont want any revenge on you.i really regret that "that day" happens.we had a choice my friend.but you pick the wrong choice my friend.im not mad that you hit me with that mop stick at my back.either u throw me with the ashtray right to my head.not to mention that you slap me in the face to show how great you are,to show your the one who dominate the "scene" right now.everyday i wish that day would never happens..but,why cant you pick the options you got by doing the right thing my friend..

i heard about you dear friend.what happen? why now? really im sad for you.why dont you ever change from "that time"..i know now is not too late for you to fix it but this early it happens..who knows whats the future holds for you.again im not happy with what happen to you eventho what you did to me was unforgivable.i still consider you as my friend.we been friends for 3 year bro.you watch my back and i watch your back since "day 1" in "kolej perindu"

remember my joke?

"relax aa baru sejam dah tak tahan.ntah mcm mane la nak survive kat sini haha"

yes we did survive my friend.for almost 3 years and a half.until i left you there with your so called "kawan hidup mati" friends.i never wanted this to happens.never ever.i really respect you as a big brother of mine cause i dont have one..see.."everybody" abandon you..

you got nothing left.i just "want it to be over between us."but i cant,not like i didnt try to help..you dont even stop..and i think about that night everyday.i wish i can take it back.i wonder why did you did it.it matters to me.

is it an accident? another mistake? it doesnt change anything.im not gonna fight back.its already finished..i still can do you any favors..but you have to learn to live with what you did.its over.you got my symphathy my friends.god the almighty.ask for his guidance and forgiveness.he knows better than anyone else.

p/s : "we must live with what we did in ourlives"

time.

i dont have time for those sissies.
i dont have time to do photoshop and photography for those sissies.
yeah im just another lazy bump.

i dont have any time for those pet brothers-sisters time.
i dont have any time for you to playing pointless games
yeah im just another fat ass.

i dont have free time just to satisfy your silly needs of yours
i dont have free time just to mingle around with the silly emotions of yours
yeah im just another spoiled brat.

still dont get it?

im just sooo not into making new friends, gedik2, touching2, emosi tak tentu pasal.pet brother ke pet sister ke go fuck urself.kawan baik? go fuck urself too.kawan laki? go fuck and smack ur face in the pavement too.im not jealous.i just think there shud be some barrier.

fuck learn to differentiate betweens emotion/feelings and logical thinking.
and fuck,if u need advice badly,dont come to me.fuck it.fuck with ur tears and so.and then wasted all of it in a stupid judgement of yours.

p/s : tak payah mengada2 boleh? im fuckin sick of it.each and everyone of "YOU" carries the same traits.fuck.

disarray

I've faced my demons
Wrestling these angels to the ground
And all that I could find
Was a thin line between
All the saints and villains
It was crossed in my own mind

Someday I'm gonna find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray
I woke up this morning
Don't know where I’m going
But it's alright
I wouldn't have it any other way

I’m struggling between the facts and fiction
I’m alone
But I'm alive
Everyone around me is trying to make a statement
Then there's me
I’m just trying to survive

p/s : i'm just trying to survive.

let me go

kay this dude might be annoying but at the same time his skills are awesome.im learning this tabs.

p/s : "you love me but you dont know who i am.so let me go.just let me go"
sorry.

okay boss.

"kau dah la tak geti bergaya"

"kau taknak lagi besar ke"

"dah le tak hensem,mcm gorilla pulak tu.camne awek nak dekat dgn kau"

ok boss.asalkan kau puas.walaumcm mane pun keras dan kering hati aku,kata2 mu benar dan aku terasa serta di lukai.terima kasih.

p/s : terima kasih di ucapkan kepada "cover book's judger"