selamat hari raya

maybe im too late to wish..or maybe im not too late to with to you guys..


selamat hari raya aidilfitri.
maaf zahir dan batin.

p/s : its been a while since i jolt down here in the blog due to my tight schedule.im sorry.

sharing thoughts

watch this


and ask ourself.one question.

what's going on :)

im here to talk

maybe im not a politician.maybe im not a good citizen.and maybe.i am not a hero for my own race.


malays? chinese? indians? bumiputra?

racist everywhere.yeah.this thing will not,will be not,wont be,like forever,and ever.and ever settled.

siti inshah insults the chinese people,namewee insults too.cant u see the chains of hatred here?

to namewee, in ur video clip "nah".u says that "sapa cakap orang melayu kena puasa"
and i wud like to say "why buddha kena makan oren"

do u ever learn about islam? no.
do i know why buddha likes oranges? no i dont.

is this u call step up and show ur opinion? no i dont think so.

to siti inshah, does ur saing reflects urself as a teacher? no i dont fucking DO.
and i wud like to say "ur fucking old to become a principle"

is this how u treat people? students mainly?

government needs to do something about this.really.namewee has been forgiven once.but this? before this he did insult tnb.tu la pandai sangat belajar kat taiwan.anything about engineering pun tak tau.pandai blame je.bijak.

ISA needs to be enforced.biar org nak kata apa.there is a need that one SOLID POWER in malaysia to be organized.no matter what race,what rank,what kind of people are u.and this SOLID POWER DOESNT NEED to be affected by anything or anyone.

im so fucking sick living in malaysia.most malays i meet doesnt ever feel grateful with what they been having for so long time.just watch uitm.see what they have become.

i myself competing since my high school.with all of the chinese indians.and made several good bonds with them.better then the people i knew in uitm.i feel ashamed sometimes.why are they acting like this.

so malays.open up ur eyes.please.
and the chinese, i dont think that u guys alone made malaysia is malaysia today.go learn some history 1st.insult the race,its okay,when it comes to religion.thats not ok.thats globally insulting.

p/s : well,malaysian shud be lucky.cause im not one of the minister here.and if ..i got selected..these scenarios will change..

several ways to die trying

went to kl last friday with wan n mamat.haha actually went there to pick sani up.since dia taknak balik, so jadinya pegi tangan kosong,balik tangan kosong.


went to ikano for croc warehouse sale.mamat says they sell original and pirated ones.er me? i dont care kot.footware,dresses and style isnt my needs.im all okay with what im wearing.im fine.

watch step up 3 in cineplex.i sleep half way due to extreme tiredness since i've been working and didnt have proper sleep.after that went to rasta ttdi for berbuka puasa.i've lost all my might after that.hearing sani wanna buy us karoke,so we drove to mid valley.but then bila pergi mid valley dia cakap suruh pegi mines pulak..celaka hahah.

so we went to mines.then dia sampai.instead of he paying,he ask us for rm 10.hahah what??? celaka camni dia buat.i didnt heal yet.my voice.teruk.we sing about for 2 hours.then we straight go hack to cyberjaya.hantar kawan dia balik.

ohh wait before pegi cyber we lepak @ andalus for some shisha.i met my fellow KCR clanmates.meet the clan lord amin.

and so the picture goes down here.

and now.i just wake up from a deep sleep since 9.30 pm.i feel fresh.i need to stop being abnormal.i will repair this.i will.

duge,black,arip

paeh,milo & amin

black,arip & fai

Malaysian Version of Aidilfitri

There’s one thing unique about Malaysians: we’re able to aggravate everything & anything. We tend to re-culture ourselves with a our own version of religion/cult, politics, tradition, etc. This sort of evolution & progress, if I may, shows how creative we Malaysians really are.

Let’s look at Hari Raya Aidilfitri & how we Malaysian Muslims exaggerate & aggravate the festive.

Aidilfitri is like the winning race day, the celebration day for us Muslims after one month of fasting. We fast for a reason: to understand the feelings of desperation & of the poor. If we survive this ordeal, we should be able to make our conclusion that there are people out there who suffer & go thru life worse than us. With this in mind, we should be thankful with what we have.

But sadly, that’s not the case for some Malaysian Muslims.

I’m ashamed to see that there’s a big number Malaysian Muslims who does not take the month of Ramadhan seriously. They skipped a day of fast, or worse they totally skipped the whole 30 days. I’m not perfect either, there were days that I skipped fasting when I start to feel really really desperate, whether I was too thirsty or too hungry. When I start to indulged myself, the feeling of guilt comes by in a flash & I start to wonder if this was the right thing to do (not fasting, i mean). Being a moderate & flexible religion, in Islam, if you skipped a day, there are ways for you to pay back that debt you have with God. And it is between you & God.

Then comes Aidilfitri, which falls on the 1st day of Syawal. We celebrate the success of our test. We celebrate the meaning of life. We celebrate the meaning of togetherness. There are certain activities, so to speak, in the celebration of Aidilfitri which doesn’t exists in the core of Islam. But being Malaysians, we just do whatever we like… (sing to tune of T.I)

  1. Duit raya. The act of giving duit raya doesn’t really exist in Islam at the core. This act was copied from another celebration, Chinese New Year. Yes, we Muslims shouldbersedekah, I agree. But as usual, we Malaysians put that concept one up to another level. Now, it has become an act to train our children to be beggars, golddiggers & worst of all, to love greed. Kids nowadays are not thankful for the gift of duit raya, theydemand for it.
  2. Baju raya. In Islam, it is a sunnah (an option for a good cause) for us to wear beautiful & new clothes on the 1st day of Syawal. It’s a sunnah in Islam, but a culture in Malaysia. I’d like to call it the Raya Fashion Show. Glitter here, bling bling there. Most of us forget that one of the teachings of Ramadhan is for us to know how to be frugal. But no, not for us Malaysians. It’s like a one big Malaysian Top Raya Model competition. And to make it worse, we overspend.
  3. Bulan raya. Malaysians celebrates Aidilfitri for a month. In truth, Aidilfitri is meant to be celebrated on the 1st day of Syawal only. But we celebrate it for a month. Wow. Seriously wow. Of course, the month of Syawal lasts for 30 days & by our Malaysian way of logic thinking, Aidilfitri is automatically celebrated for 30 days. Truthfully, this is one hype I really despise as this festive has been commercialised to the extend that we Malaysians accept that is the way to celebrate Hari Raya.

There are lot of weird things that doesn’t exist in Islam regarding celebration of Aidilfitri, but these are the top 3 that I think requires a lot of re-thinking in our part as Malaysian Muslims. Think about changing ourselves first before you start thinking to change other people.

Don’t believe the hype.

kudos/courtesy to : mr buyot