#np - andrew belle's make it without u.
i've been thru a bad week, obviously. i am still sick. diagnosed with a mild pneumonia. thats not really a good news that i want to hear from a doctor. yes my breathing is troubled, literally, its kinda "heavy-feeling" when ur taking a breath, because ur lungs is having more than enough moisture for it to absorb oxygen. i've still got sore throat, still coughing and having a mild fever overtime. but not like last thursday, cant take it no more. i fall. hit rock bottom hard.
oh and please dont worry about me. i'll find a way to cure myself. after all these days, i am the only one who could really tell what i want, what i need to make myself better.
#np - keris patih's mengenangmu
KCR won todays tourney in UPM, succeeding in getting the 1st place, congratulations. and i cant be there, i went for #twtupdarahCP 2.0 in sime darby medical centre to donate some blood. unfortunately i am sick, so i was banned from donating blood. sad. but attending and cheering up the people is more than enough. good job #celakaparty for those charities events u guys organized.
guess i really need to start to care about my health. i shud get a raincoat, wear hats, bring mineral water to work, wear jackets if i need to travel at night, wear mask during a ride. u'll never know what kind of bacteria or virus will invade ur immune system and attack u at the right spot.
well, until then. this is it for today. i'll try la. i'll try to less up my activities, get enough sleep, less ice in drinks, less oil, more stairs and more sports.
and thank you god for letting me having these sets of friends, without em, my world, wud be very dull. i dont know what i'll do with this life without em.
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the abolishment of PTPTN
the abolishment of PTPTN. for the love of god, this is really stupid. malas nak argue. benda ni topik bodoh.
apa yg aku nak state kat sini is very clear. most of us, including myself, dapat duit loan study, beli apa sebenarnya? berapa orang yg betul2 buat bayar yuran? kalau uitm setakat yuran 700, dapat 3500 tuk full loan apalah sangat? makan kat seksen 2 berapa lah sangat bayarnya? nasik lemak jati? tak ke murah kos hidup tu?
kalau yg jenis masuk IPTS, amik contoh uniten, full loan 8500, yuran 6 ribu tuk 17 credit hours, nak duduk dalam another 800, dah tu makan lagi dia nak makan apa? pasir? usah jadi bodoh. PTPTN ada 3 jenis pinjaman kot, sebahagian, suku, penuh. ada je kawan aku yg kaya raya pinjam PTPTN, kata dia ayah dia provide tak cukup, so dia nak guna duit lebih tu tuk buat itu ini which i dont really know and give a fuck.
and ada juga kawan aku yang susah, yang aku betul2 nampak flow duit PTPTN tu dia guna camne, bayar yuran, beli makan. mmg 100% guna tuk survival kat uni, dia memahami keperitan hidup. dia tak mintak pun duit dari mak ayah dia lepas dapat PTPTN.
ada jugak kawan aku yg susah, dapat PTPTN joli katak, tak hengat dunia. ini lumrah. benda biasa. duit > lupa diri. tau tak ada yg mampus2 belajar nak dapat scholar? tau tak ada yg gila babi compete tuk dapat free education? tau tak tak adil bila kau mintak benda loan mcm ni lupus sedangkan orang lain usaha gila babi nak dapat scholar?
kau tau erti penat lelah belajar? tak tau? erti joli katak tau? kelakar. dasar minda melayu. do u know that 90% of parents overseas saving for their children to advance in college? do u know that fact? do our parents do the same? i think its only a few percent is. banganng betei berdemo semata2 nakkan HUTANG PTPTN and PTPTN lupus. kebodohan tahap tertinggi dalam seorang melayu.
free education relavant bila masih di tahap sekolah rendah dan menengah sbb kos dan infrastruktur tak se-kompleks higher education. tapi bila mintak free education tuk higher level ni macam tak masuk akal. nak bagi lu tempat tinggal, nak bagi lu makan, nak bagi lu lab berkomputer 5 star, nak provide lu punya transport tuk ke kelas, nak bayar gaji lecturer. alamak tak payah la jadi bangang mcm adam adli. pandai pinjam pandai bayar. kau dah di suruh baca kontrak tu berkali2 kot. siap suruh bawak balik mintak mak abah baca, siap bagi ic, sign, slip gaji. kau tak rasa loan tu benda yg serius ke sampai mcm tu sekali dia nak?
jadi belia berotak. bukan jadi belia yang graduan uni tak berotak. perjuangan kena relavant. jgn perjuang benda yg orang lain juangkan tapi kau tak tau apa2.
p/s : kalau voucher buku 1 malayu tu kau dah seleweng dok beli komik, apa lagi 3500????? main pelacor tahap escort ke? siapa tahu? ke jadi black berry? menyundal sana sini?
after 23 games.
13 win and 10 lose. that is my stats now in dota 2. i think i shud share what did i learn and experience in dota 2. for future reference.
the pro & cons of dota 2.
dota 2 is a much real than dota 1. the animation. the timing, the physics, if u just a dota player and didnt play other games, u wont probably understand about that physics of the game. for example, try far cry 1 and 2. if ur walking and hit urself with some wooden block or tripped on a stone u would probably fall. the same with dota 2, u'll get bounced a bit if ur going thru some creeps and when ur stepping in the river, its kinda slow, the animation only, but not affecting ur original MS.
every clicks u made affects u, wasting clicks in dota 1 doesnt seems giving u much trouble, but in dota 2, wasting clicks equals wasting moves. thus, my method to last hit in dota 1, seems like not to suits dota 2 last hitting method which involved pressing "S" to stop hitting. a very big disadvantage to me. i can only use "S" when using skills or movements, but not farming.
and the the items, the shop is okay, but the right click to buy items really gives me problem. everytime im getting item, i need to right click on it, and the courier system also is trouble some. in dota 1, just select all and press "A" to collect, press "D" to get it all back. in dota 2, the chick need to grab all, and then press "T" to transfer and "R" to speed burst, its kinda troublesome.
and the map is also troublesome for me. because it is too real, u can see stairs which gives u the perspective of land elevation, which means u dont want to miss any attacks when ur in lower ground right?
fog of war also determines ur sensitivity, u need LED screen to get the perspective for the fog of war, if u really get by what i mean. the colors of the fog, blends in ur lighting environment. senang kata kalau kau main dalam lampu bilik, kau rasa fog of war tu silau, tak berapa nak clear. lagi pun lepas 23 games, aku masih tak biasa lagi dgn selok belok hutan, eventho design sama, tapi physics game tu lain. thus mmg tak biasa.
this is all for now which i can list down. for a person who did dota 1 since the age of Judgement Day early in 2004, i think to adept in dota 2 is quite hard. u need to train back from step one. some people tau cakap je, "eh senang je aku last hit, ok je aku main" <---- ini ayat poyo nak mampus. aku main dah lama tak biasa, kau sesenang je cakap kau ok. tapi main cam haram gak.
mohon jangan terasa.
LEULZ.
rebel days
lately i've been pretty occupied with a lot of workload. surges of stresses, a little bit of a mild fever, fatigue and everything else. realising that this situation is squeezing me out of place, taking me to the very edge of a breaking point, before i snap, i must find a solution to this.
and suddenly when i was at the youtube, i came across this acoustical guitar of a great song during my age of rebels, switchfoot -24. this song is about failures, about this world, about everything, almost. and it took quite a relief inside of me. listening to these kinds of music.
lets take of to the early years of 2002. i was in form 3, dad used to scold me for nothing. i am quite stressed that time. he even took my game boy away, lock me away from freedom. but that time i learn about radio. haha lame. layan radio bila umur 15. that time i dont know the existence of ERA, or whatever radio that time. all i know is this song which i listens to yahoo music, good charlotte - predictable. and i was tuning in that song one time, after that, another song which belongs to the same genre, over and over again. and i was like, whoa great music at time like this. and it was radio 4, by RTM.
it was great, the dj that time i forgot lah what is his name, he is an indian DJ, loves liverpool so much that time. he is very cool, providing live football matches updates everyminutes, and keep playing great music.good charlotte - lifestyle of the rich and famous, predictable, etc2, blink 182 - i miss u, the adams song, greenday, oasis, radiohead, audioslave, simple plan, billy talent, switchfoot, 30 sec to mars, 3 doors down, 3 days grace, lifehouse, sum 41, silverchair, the used, linkin park, limp bizkit, SOAD, ryan cabrera, jesse mccartney. man. its too much to mention the names here.
in 2005, i get my 1st mp3 and started to gaming professionally, and that is the reason why i stop listening to the radio, and most of the song i can get it from the internet. and i started the diploma in puncak alam. voila. and i dont know what happen to radio 4/traxx.fm
what a very nostalgic moment. i grew up with these memories. i wonder what does today kids have as their memorable moment.
lemme guess, niki "fucking" minaj? one "fucking" gay direction? justin "asshole" bieber? camel dung soaked in her own mother urine rihanna? lady "whore" gaga?
such rubbish.
